Inspirational words ZJ

I made this just now it's my inspirational word's slideshow still learning how to make them look good =D

Sacrifice

SACRIFICE this word might look just as simple and as easy for anyone to pronounce nor say it in our daily language and writing or quotes. But the truth and also fact is not everybody knows what is the exact and actual meaning of sacrifices unless they themselves have been through this scenario and situation.

Sacrifice's is like a games of chess and the one who truly understand the true meaning of ''sacrifice'' is those who had made some sacrificing and give a little bit of something from themselves for the other one to survive and to keep the others going and moving on.

If comparing with those who receive the sacrifices that one have made for each self and base on my true case theory those who give more is the kinder as they are the one that stand and bear every big consequences and heavier responsibility. Behind every sacrifice’s there is an agenda and hidden story about a person self - experience and it teach us to be stronger, smarter and wise in handling all thing's and every decisions that we chose to made.

Sacrifice's is not something that people can purchase and give easily. It takes time and effort, hard work and understanding the willingness of one person to commit and hold on to the sacrifices he/she have to make and because some sacrifices are only can be given to those that deserve it not the one who take it only for granted.

That is why before you made up your mind on sacrificing something think at least for once or two. As the expectation you get back in return are sometimes beyond all the things that you hope for and planned. Which mean once you made the vow to sacrifice, be yourself ready and prepared to face every impact that will come along your ways. Because there is no point at all to sacrifice something for those who does not know how to treasure it.

SACRIFICE is apart of reality in life and some sacrifice’s that we made are chosen by our own selves and there is a difference with when it happens in such an unfortunate ways that we become the victim of some sacrifices and whether we like it or not we've sometime have no other choice as we stuck there in between a two dimension and we have no other option than to sacrifice for something before differentiating what are we actually sacrificing for the good, the bad, or the ugly ones.

It's a reality of life that some of us probably must go through. For instance there are times we willing to sacrifice our own happiness to see the others happy, and at time's we willing to sacrifice our time by working hard to earn something for our livings to support our beloved parent's so that as day's comes when their age catching up they don't need to spend the rest of their life and time on working anymore as they are getting older and weak and so it's time for us to do back something good for them in return. Now these are the sacrifices that a must deserve of doing. But sacrificing for some false hope love and empty promised it's better not to cause those are not even worth taking risked.

The Greatest Silence

His eyes and heart watching her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart calling her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart waiting for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart crying for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart saying only her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart loving only her but she don't come.


His stood alone in the darkest corner of his empty room and said to himself it's too late to regret. She's gone into a path with no more returns.


Silently he heard something a soft voice whispering. His quite unsure about what he hear, as he thought it's only a delusional that playing tricks with his mind.


A soft voice whispers again this time he was sure about what he hear it's a voice of someone that seem's familiar to him.


I'm here for you
I'm here I'll come to see you 
I'm here for you I'm here for you
I'm here just like I'll always do
I'm here for you to let you know
that I've never really left.

Although I've chosen the path with there's no more turning back but you can always whispers my name in silence when you needed someone when you needed a friend I will be there..


 --After hearing what the voices whispers to him in the air--


His heart stopped beating His eyes stopped blinking His brain starts thinking And said to himself. This is my hope to comes to you. So close but yet so far this is my dreams to look only you, his lips kisses directly onto the mobile screen which showing a photo of someone that he use to know.

He wanted to tell her something but he couldn't as his thought are always changing. He had no other choice than to whisper what he wants to say in silence.


--I know you had love with someone but all I know and could say is that I think of you why?? I don't know if you will hate me for this. I only now realize that I love you from my heart and a part of this piece of my heart there is a place for you--     

Shadow of the past holds the future hostage

When I try to look back at the things that I had left behind is one of the hardest thing’s that I must cope for looking back is one of the most bitter things that happen to me in this life which I have to swallow all alone by creating a world of imagination and an escaped for myself to hide from the real world. 

But there are times you know when you just cannot hide from it anymore then eventually you have to faced-up some of those super duper reality and I’m not a supergirl nor wonderwomen. Not at all because I don’t have a power to change the world but I’d like to think that I can make a difference to my life by keep on moving forward and not giving up easily.

But I let my own self down, I let people made a promise to make up to which they never do from time and time again. I'll let them took advantage on my innocent kindess. In fact I’m also not so happy as a dark force is on my case and I try to make success cause I believe that my future would be determined shortly as I am trying to be a better person.

But you know what they said? the higher you get by the more you must try but then I failed and cause I make the real world apart of my escapes. For once I’ve never stop thinking about the things that happening in my life the painfulness that I have with me since my childhood the time I had missed and anything that is related to me slowly leaving me behind and there are time I often feel like my life is like joke for everyone else! 

And I couldn’t help myself than only smile at it, though I know that when it’s come to facing up reality it’s another different story the fact is whether it’s up to myself to admit it or not cause what I felt deep within my heart is pouring like a heavy rain, but who know's more? other than my own selves. 

Is this real? am I standing in a real world or somehow? does anyone of you can tell me in what world am I living right now? Is it sort of fantasy or what do you think? the only thing I could tell you is my life is not as easy as people think, my life is filled with too many tears and also challenges the truth is sometime rarely pure and never simple but this is my world and also reality. 

They said sometime's we must get hurt in order to grow and we must fail in order to know what is best for ourselves cause our vision only clears after washed away with tears and pain.

I wish I can make thing's right I wish I have a power to change and solve the un-solve things. I wish GOD is listening to my prayers right now cause only "thee" the ALMIGHTY ALLAH who know what might happen today and tomorrow.

All poems of Zaarah Jasmin

Here's some of my poetry collection on E-book click the link to get the PDF version. 

http://www.poemhunter.com/i/ebooks/pdf/zaarah_jasmin_2012_7.pdf

Hope you all enjoy reading it, :-)
Happy sunday to all my blog readers..!!

Sing-K at REDBOX THE CURVE with Babyuko Hanagata

Babyuko say's let's camwhore first before we enter redbox, Then i'll asked her why?? she said see inside there too dark lor.. pictures will come out so blurrrrr ha..ha..ha..ha

She don't know about this picture's my sister curi - curi snap it LOL

First time sing-k together until voice gone gosh!! I really have fun and so do her though at first she's a bit shy to grab the mic and sing but I told her common don't be shy it's not that we often come here and sing a long lalalala.. ROFL she laugh at me and said okay your turn first let's sing all evanesance song!! The deal is on baby I love evanesance song too HAHAHAHA first time hear her voice sing and she also first time hear my voice singing rock song a very fun outing we both had together.

She bought me a baskin robbins ice cream cake too!! awhhhh how sweet right??? Thank's sweety for remembering my birthday xoxo wish we could do this again sometime XD

Chilling with babyuko at SAKAE SUSHI THE CURVE

June.10.2012 advance birthday celebration for me thanks sweety :)

2 years didn't met her at last on my 26th birthday I got a surprise call from her yeah finally the two of us met ha..ha..ha bila planned nak jumpa mesti tak jadi pelik betul lah, tapi bila tak planned jadi pulak omaygosh!! so this is the first pictures we both snap after few years didn't see each other!! LOL and the funny part is, I just notice that kat belakang we all ada mata mengendap HAHAHAHA..

Makan jangan tak makan... XD

My sister order this yummylicious I forget the menu name but all I can say it's a must try!!

Sashimi umph delicious me and babyuko love this so much,
we both have the same favorite awhhh!!

Sharing is caring yeah..  JOM habiskan makanan ni...

And this is for the birthday GIRL, I really love this meal cause it came along with salmon and chicken teriyaki and the soup is very tasty!! Thank's for the treats my dearest bestfriend xoxo. After this let's go sing-k until voice gone yeah, crazy mode moment with babyuko hanagata.

El'marcelia

She felt back the same pain 
A same pain from the past

She could sense's their presence in silence

She foresee the return of the memories

that she try to erase far apart.

 She smell the same shadow
of someone that she use to know

She could hear the thought's in their head

She could visualize and see it
 from a distance apart.

She could reach onto the feelings 
hidden inside the old soul

 the one who cross the same bridge with her
the one who gave her a false hope
and destroy the innocent "cyingsoul''.

She cast a magic spell on a piece of papers
written with a pencil of feathers
As the blood they shed from her before
it would be the thorns in the path of their
walk everyday they will fall.

They called her a witch and said there's
no such thing as one could hear voices
though sense the smell of the invincible

shadow from the other side

Now that she had proven it to them that what has

been told is not an empty words.

el'marcelia **ZJ**

Thank's to all of them for the sincere feedback about this poem
deeply appreciate it. This is for you el'marcelia =D

LIVE LIFE WITH A PURPOSE

GOD only help's those who help themselves,

Take responsibility for yourself and your future.

Take inspired action and let your passion lead you closer to prosperity.
The mind is a powerful thing If we really listen,

We will always get the answer that we need.

Delay is always a fatal, so if you have something in mind

it's better to do it now than to wait till it's too late!!

 Z.J

I'm happy what I visualize and what I dream to have come true

Dulu sebelum beli mikey kucing macam ni lah yang mello cari - cari hahahaaha awal - awal dah membayangkan one day akan dapat cat macam ni, akhirnya what i visualize finally come true and i got it!

Thats why i believe in theres nothing wrong to dream of what we want some dreams come true, to dream is to attract the things you want to comes to you it's the law of attractions the rest let the universe do it works always believe in your good thought, nothing is impossible right.

That's what i've learn from THE SECRET ever since I start reading this book since year 2006 is too always feel good and think positive and from that moment onward I keep practicing the secret, cause it's inspiring and the secret to all secret (universe) WILL revealed IF you ask for real.

My both baby helping each other to get out from this door

Last video of hachiko playing with kitty.. this video make me smile whenever i look at it, how smart kitty is, she was helping hachiko to get out from this door cause both them are thirsty, in the end she herself stucked there luckily kitty is smart baby atlast she's got her way out back..!! but i miss hachiko you know we lose him.

Mikey first video playing with straw while listening to jazz music..

hahahaha i called it cheap toy's ROFL 

Welcome to the family Mikey!!

Welcome to the family!! I bought myself a male cat as my birthday present for this year and because I've made a promise to my baby kitty that someday when the right time come I'm going to get her a partner who can play and run around the house with her, and It's takes a very long time for me to decided about adopting another male kitten as the loss of "hachiko" still affected myself.   But i can't be too selfish and only think of myself I must also think of baby kitty need's so I made up my mind to adopt mikey. Memang dah lama nak cari cat yang warna putih finally dapat juga kucing yang di cari - cari hahahha yang peliknya muka mikey almost seakan macam hachiko kan...?? cuma color aje lain maybe dah jodoh kitty kot dapat partner yang muka sama macam hachiko!!

Those day I made my baby kitty and hachiko an FB page but since the day we've loss hachiko I seldom upload my kitty pictures there anymore but now I found her a partner which almost look the same like hachiko i feel soooo happy and I made these cover for thier FB page timeline cute or not?? he he he you can like their page by clicking this link 
             https://www.facebook.com/pages/Kitty-the-Awesome-CAT/135458189861579

Di sebabkan mello dah fobia untuk kehilangan sekali lagi sebelum beli mikey, awal - awal mello terus bawa dia jumpa vet untuk check up, nak pastikan dia sihat, bila dengar vet kata mikey sihat all okay, takde sakit apa - apa baru lega sikit mello, dan lepas tu bawa mikey balik kat kedai pet shop tu beli makanan dia sekali.

Mello beli shampoo untuk mikey sekali sebab pet shop tu kata kalau kucing warna putih kena pakai shampoo lain, dan mello beli dengan sikat and ubat telinga dia sekali nasib baik lah makanan mikey sama dengan kitty yeah, tak perlu nak beli asing - asing ha..ha jimat sikit kos!! dan part yang paling best sekali  my baby kitty pun happy!!!

Gratitude, I have more and I have everything I have today and for always.

For every day that GOD makes is a DAY OF LUCK i have to take advantage of !

Don’t wait any further, don’t take that risk. One day that passes by may be...one lost LUCKY DAY...

FAREWELL to bad luck and SORROW HELLO to "Joie de Vivre" and HAPPINESS !

FAREWELL to FAILURE, and HELLO to MONEY, LUCK, to SUCCESS and HAPPINESS " JOIE DE VIVRE " !

FAREWELL to disappointment I have more happiness I have now, I'm an all rounders type of who I am and I believe in making every experience educational it's the value of life. "JOIE DE VIVRE"!

Gratitude, I have more and I have everything I have today and for always. Thank you for the blessing that I've been given and I receive.  ****P.A****

I love music and i'm a universal listener I listen to all kind of song

My ORIGINAL CD collection. Most are english/latin/spanish/malay/japanese song. R&B, Hip Hop music, Rap, Pop rock, Jazz, Goth rock, Trance, House music, Acoustic, Classic, love song by 70's 80's 90's and etc..

( I got that 3 CD of orianthi when I went to her live concert in KL last time I got her autograph some more!! )

There are more cd's but dont know where it goes ha ha ha some of my "friends" borrow my CD alot, and some of them forgotten to return back the CD's to me. 

I sometime don't know what to say to them the only thing I can do is said never mind just keep it cause the next time i'll asked sure they will tell me same thing "alamak lupalah ROFL., but no worries I bagi ikhlas okay and no complain" he..he..he I'm not shy to say how freak and obsessed I am into music I was planning to keep more CD's any song that soothe my soul every time I listen to it, and if you asked me which from most of this CD's is my favorite?? my fave one is the red CD box myhun bought for me at singapore a years ago,  I love the track they have on the CD it's all jazz song jyeahh.. 

I'm back - My first post for today is me and me again LOL

When i was 18teen (muka comot) still don't know how to apply make up, ok ..then when i grew up dah pandai sikit but prefer the light one yang tak heavy sangat..

But yesterday when i met with my cousin dia macam tak percaya and terkejut LOL cause the last time we meet is on years 2004 she told me that I look different tak macam sepupu yang dia kenal dulu she almost cannot recognize my face after so long didnt met up, lucky my aunt was there to convince her.. tak kan you tak kenal sepupu you sendiri?? lepas tu dia jawap my aunt.. dia masih tak percaya lagi till we both re-called back the old story about zaman kanak - kanak we all dulu baru dia percaya hahaha.

Few years back pictures and my latest pictures

Now here's the funny part most of my friends always get confuse with my pictures yeah, even my besty always told me that I look like a teenager on every pictures it doesn't matter if I put on make up or not but the funny thing I wanna say here is my friend always told that my face changes all the time HAHAHAHA. Then I asked her of all many many pictures and faces you have seen which one is my real look's??  wanna know her anwers??? wait a minute let me add another pictures here. =P (loadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing)

Her answers is the last one below starting from the third horizontal right row, is my real face that's what she said HAHAHAHA, well if you ask me this questions?? did I go for surgery?? my answer to you is definitely NO cause I love the way I am.

Before my cousin leave to sabah she told me she's kinda jealous a bit of me cause even i'm already older than her but if to compare with herself she probably look more older than me as she compare me to her youngest sister as well. She told me that she just cant believe that i'm already 26yrs old cause as she see me and look at myself, she said I kinda look just like her age which is 18teen, then I told her not to feel bad about herself I try to cheer her up and tell her some advice, the best medicine is laugh and be happy love yourself and don't think so much about aging. The more you think about aging the more faster you get old. Think positive all the time and also dont forget to always dress yourself well which fit your looks that's all, after that she smile at me and say yeah, you are right from now on she will stop thinking of aging anymore. I'm glad to know that I made her happy and change her negative thoughts and thinking towards herself.

Mcdonald chicken foldover fever is back!!

I’m  a fan of Mcdonald chicken foldover and this is how Mcdonald chicken foldover look’s like!! If I’m not mistaken for lunch time McValue  set they serve you a little cheaper but at limited time only for RM9.95!!

And for limited time only I foresee that I will be eating this more and more than anything else for the weekdays lunch and dinner OMG!!

Something to read about - My self quotes

YOU try, you fail, you try, you fail.

But the only one real and biggest failure

 is when you stop trying.

To lead is better than to follow

but in order to get there,

 first of all we've must learn

how to follow before we can lead.

You will know that ''one''

thing is valuable to you once when you lose it.

And then you've come to realize that ''one''

thing is important to you

 when it's too late for you to get it back!!

I have a dream a dream’s to fulfilled.

 I have visualize the things that I want for the now,

 the presence and for the future. 

It's a goal to achieve and I had a good feelings,

 about it that someday I will own every dream I dreams, 

I am the masterpiece of my thought!!

Quotes by: ZJ mars mello

This is my blog I post what I want, DONT like it? DONT read it simple!

I guess the picture's above shall stated like this------->>>  This is my facebook so stranger's stop adding me if your only motive to add me as a friend is too look out at my personal pictures and wall post.  Because I only add people that I know and for those who add me just to stalked what I do and what I shouldn't, shouldn't do don't waste your time on adding me as a friend cause even you'll have to wait until you get old well honestly and bluntly telling i'm not gonna approved "YOU". 

Friend's request keep coming IN, but pardon me I don't accept any friend's request from a stranger's anymore. Unless on a second thought there's an instinct make me accepted them or in other words I accept request from people I knew they wouldn't be a faker's those who are, I'll slowly get rid of these people. I have less friend's in my FB cause I dislikes fakers wanna be and for safety and privacy reason I only share my pictures to friends whom I known.

I'm not arrogant but I only talk to people who really talk the talk, and those who know what they are talking about not bullshit things and spilling un-logic and unacceptable reasons out loud such a waste of time.

DARNEST thing's do happen in Facebook and any social networks out there eg; those people who are using other's pictures to act as themselves as if those pictures are belongs to them? well I had enough dealing with this type of people and I also do experience it with my own selves, for instance some anonymous people use my pictures to create an account at TAGGED, I'm lucky and blessed cause I have a friend who is very concerned about me and she told me about it, she also did warned that person and asked her question does she know her? my friend did it for a reason is to find out who she really are.

Guess what happen?? she just disappear in a short time before her true identity got caught up!! It happen not once to myself but countless here in blogger's there's an anonymous people who copy all my entry and make a cloned of it at their blog and some of my friend even ask me how many blog's in blogger do I actually have?? because they read the same exact thing I posted here in my personal website at the pretenders wanna be blog. Not only that it also does happen in Maxis Mblog and other's social network darnest thing does happen everywhere and i'm sick of it.

Sort of people attitude that I  dislike the most:

1. Pretenders aka fake
 2. People who only know how
to take advantage on our innocent kindness

 3. Liars

4. Budget good
5. Back stabbers
6. Selfish
7. Arrogant

I rather have no friends at all than having this kind of people around me life is short, what's the point of having them if their only presence in our life is to give us bullshit problems.

If you are one of the list which I have stated above?? Don't add me and don't judge me cause I'm quite no one plans a murder out loud. And if you're not one of them don't be hesitate to talk to me i'm friendly in a ways but only to those people who are real in taking me as a friend end of this entry.

Theory + Fact = it's happening in what's on your mind..

Theory + Fact = it's happening in what's on your mind.. 

Bila kita buat ini ''orang akan tegur'' dan bila kita buat itu pulak ''orang tetap akan tegur''. Tapi bila kita tegur orang tu balik orang tu kata kita menyibuk dan macam - macam lagilah.
Lepas tu kita diam dan ''orang tu tetap akan tegur kita '' tapi bila kita tegur balik ''orang tu akan tegur kita dengan ayat macam ni ''tak salah kan kalau kita sesama manusia sama - sama saling ingat mengingati, tapi sebenarnya yang tersirat dalam hati orang tu tak puas hati!! 

This actually happen base on what I see and observe and self-experience. If you want to gain respect from others first learnt how to respect yourself first it's depends on how YOU present yourself to people. If you choose to be a SLUT then people will see you as a SLUT's right, just be true to yourself!! Everyone has their right to speak up what's on their mind in a appropriate ways!!

My self motivation

Ramai kawan- kawan rapat yang tanya kenapa tak upload gambar you dengan your BF kat facebook dan blog??

My answer is simple, not only my current bf pictures now yang I tak pernah upload, my so called past relationship with my exbf pun tak pernah upload pictures dengan diorang.

The reason is logically, I've notice a lot of people like to show off their pictures with their bf okay that's they're style right?? Setiap orang ada cara dia sendiri, and I don't wanna comment about it, it's their life.

Tapi pernah tak diorang fikir kalau andai kata hubungan diorang tu tak kekal sampai ke jinjang pelamin, lepas tu kan dah upload pic kat FB peluk and kissing dengan BF after that the next time diorang dapat pasangan lain the same thing going on upload pic berpelukan dengan lelaki / perempuan lain dan begitu lah seterusnya tak namanya tu memalukan diri sendiri bukan?? 

Specially those people who break and couple again and again and again, that's why I pegang pada satu prinsip kalau nak upload pictures dengan pasangan biar upload pictures perkahwinan terus orang nak kata apa pun lantaklah I'm a wifey to my legal beloved husband.

I strongly agree with Nava K! comment on the post!! Professionally there are certain things are meant to kept personal not to share to the whole wide world.  Others can do what they wan't but why give a damn about what the rest do right? everyone have a life to look out for, therefore how we are treated again depend's on how we carry ourselves.

**Dignity is not something you can restart when it crash it will be shut down forever**

Memory - Happy mother's day my dearest beloved godmother

The day when you went away has cause me a lot of pain

cause you are no longer beside me and no longer in these world.

All I can do is dreaming of you and missing the moment,

when you were here with me.

Mother You did so many things that made me think I was so special to you,

you taught me that there are many important things in life.

I've come to understand all these as I've grown up

and until I was old enough to think and look after myself.

You taught me that what I have today is not forever

once when before you say goodbye

I know there’s nothing I could do to change it and nothing could change it

when thing happen it is impossible to undo it.

But without you I wont be what i am today thank you for caring

and loving me like your own real child mother,

You'll always be remembered and always live in my heart.

Happy mother's day to you my dearest beloved godmother.

An Angel To Watch Over Me - Happy mothers day!!

"An angel to watch over me"

She watched by my cradle through long, sleepless nights

She taught me to pray as she knelt by my side

She guarded my childhood, and all through the years

She echoed my laughter, she counted my tears
In the arms of my mother, I came to believe

That God sent an angel to watch over me


She taught me the meaning of courage and faith

She taught me to live with the Lord as my strength

She taught me to follow the pathway he marked

She guided my steps when the journey grew dark

And I know there were dangers that I could not see

But God sent an angel to watch over me

She taught me to serve with a spirit that sings

She taught me to seek after heavenly things

And because of her love and her kindness and care

Because of the place that I hold in her prayers

And because of her goodness, I still believe

That God sent an angel to watch over me..

To all the great mother's in the world happy mother's day!!

P/S: mama lynn this song is dedicated to you we love you always happy mothers day :)

Fullhouse Lifestyle Store And Cafe

Another awesome place I found here, it's called fullhouse lifestyle store and cafe!! I should have posted this entry long time ago but due to I was very busy I forgotten that I have to many entries which I did not posted yet! I guess it's time to share this post with all my food lovers readers now.

Beside from cafe what attract me most about this place is they sell's lot's of things for instance dresses, gift, home decoration and etc!! come check out this place sometime if you want to see more!!

Cheers!! honeydew bubble milktea for me and a smile for myhun treats on me jyeahhh!! ha..ha

YOU&I = <3

I forgot the menu names LOL but all I can say is the food is great and also very delicious!!

This one is for myhun he love's it umph! Overall  we love the food here cheap also cheaper!!

For more info about fullhouse go to this website  http://www.fullhousecafe.com.my/