Our journey in this LIFE is like a 4 SEASON

As time goes by, spring turns to summer, summer turns to autumn, autumn turns to winter and eventually winter becomes spring again.

Our journey in this life is like a 4 SEASON.

When we climb the cradle of life for the first time.

When we learn to walked on our own for the first time.

When we meet the fall for the first time.

When we lose the count of our journey and track of time.

But remember that doesn't mean your journey must end cause in some chapter of life, it is probably only just the beginning of our journey cause every season's in a lifetime teaches us new lesson and it creates moment's to each and everyone of us.  Some memory are rather remain and some memory are best forgotten.

In our journey of 4 season in a lifetime.. 

We learned how to live on our own and to face our challenges we learn how to grow old and face our fears. We learned how to make choices and take each opportunity that is given by god to us. We learned how to appreciate people that we met in life it doesn't matter where they come from and how strange they were to us when we met them for the first time eventually as time goes by we learned how to trust them, to understand them, and to love them. We also learned how to know our enemy and the people that are true to us and most of all we've learned not to judge a book by it's cover!!

The new chapter and journey ARE JUST BEGUN..

 Whatever fortune brings,
 Don't be afraid of doing things. 
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom,
And one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

4 season in a lifetime not every season will always happen the same way in our lifetime and so not every season always will ended the same way in our lifetime. Because when the first new season bloom again for the first time it could probably happen in a way that we had never imagine it to be!!

4 season in a lifetime not all the good thing's will always ended badly and not all the bad thing's and doing will lasted forever cause i believe in the power of nature the universe is everything when we don't mean people any harm, no matter how they try to destroy us and take advantange on our innocent kindness and good nature by the end of the day all actions, thought's and words of hate will become their own decided fate.

I believe it will, I believe it will, I believe it will

Some people say that happily ever after only can happen in a fairytale story they say it rarely can happen in reality but i always believe in this sayings they said when there is a will there is always a way!!  Every great dream begin with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patient and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

MIRACLE does happen in our life when we believe
It will.. It will.. It will..!!

To continue the climb isn't something that is hard and also impossible cause sometime the impossible always get's better as long as you keep on walking and climbing to reach your destination soon you will get there~!! It only requires plenty of patient always remember and keep this in mind never give up on something that you love so easily and most of all never give up on what you wanted to achieve in life, when people takes your dreams away it doesn't matter you can always dream of something again and to make all those dream come true the only key to get there is YOU!! ONLY IF YOU WANT IT TO. 

"Hold my hand" said the sea Fairy "and well run along the moon path" )( )( 

By: ZaarahJasmin  * I dedicated this to YOU.. *e

Unreciprocated Friendship - The Bitter Truth

I smile, that’s what I do when I’m happy and even when I'm feeling upset or down. I smile, deep within my heart is to let myself know that it's the only way that keep me awake and see all the reason to why I am still smiling. Although I know that I should be doing something like getting upset and angry and then rebel againsn't them people who upseted me and tell them all straight and forward right at their face about thing’s that they made me disappointed. But I still keep on smiling inside me trying to keep my two feet on the same ground where I'm standing now and keep my ego and pride away low to the ground yet not any of them seems to notice and realized my existence and I know for sure the reason to why they couldn't see all those hidden smile that I have inside me because not any of them take some time to figured it out.

I guess the least i can do is remain in the silence rather than telling them this and that as for what I know that I have no any rights to disturb them they are too busy on thinking about themselves and their disappointments too busy on looking for some mistakes to point back at your face and convincing themselves that it’s the right thing to do and then find a selfless reason so that by the end of the day when they come telling you all nonsense and the reason to why they misbehaved is nothing to do with them cause it's actually not their faults they aren’t the one to blame as for a reason they only did it cause we made them do it!! They don't care about what you felt who cares anyway..?? and why should they care right?? you ain't nothing to them eventually someday they will tell you that.

I continue smiling again inside me although on the particular moment's there are time I felt like exploding my temper and just lose control. Patiently I told myself to hold back all those evil thought’s I have in my mind and try to keep on the ground to where I stand then I smile again and flashback every little thing’s and slowly let myself remember again about every single thing they had done for myself,  for all the good memories that they have shared and for all the great thing’s that they have made upon me like for keeping me accompany when I have nobody other them, I try to remember how they been there for me when no one seems care to be there.

I try to recaptured all the moments back then and then think as hard I could whether to let my mind decide what should be done and asked myself this is it still worth remaining on the same ground and having them around or perhaps it’s time to take the path and learn to walked on my own again and because I am too exhausted on smiling at every disappointments they have made upon myself it breaks my heart all over again.

But does any of them seems to care..?? does any of them realized that the things they are doing is hurting you from the inside..?? still not one of them atleast to try understand your place and situation as a human being with feelings even the machine will collapse getting hammer over again and again will you let them to wreak you all over again..?? Because I won't let any of them break me from the inside all over again.

They got too carried away with all their suspicions and making a false assumptions about yourself and then finally judge you on something that isn't even true and happening. They just forgotten about many things the good thing's that you done and sacrifice for them are forgotten the memories you once shared are lost and forgotten everything about you and little data of you and what you are to them are corrupted from the storage of their mind the only space that is left there is the malwares. 

I AM UNRECIPROCATED for having a UNRECIPROCATED FRIENDSHIP that I know for sure but still I am smiling and talked nothing about it nor look for a reason to blamed or pointing out my finger on their faces and tell them that it's all their faults! and then grab myself a calculator for me to start calculating all the mistakes they have done  to myself and so that I could find the perfect reason to stop holding on and just let myself exploded out freely lose all my temper without having any regret’s or feeling guilty for losing my anger at them. Yet, I did nothing than just smile and smile again, why..?? why..?? what kept me smiling all the time, am I actually dumb and how can I give and take so much with all their madness and also insanity!! remember we're all have demons and angels of our own.

PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANTED TO SAY AND LISTEN ONLY TO WHAT THEY WANTED TO HEAR. BUT EXCUSE ME, NO I’M NOT DUMB OR STUPID NOR WEAK, AND NEVER UNDERESTIMATE WHAT I CAN DO OR WHAT I COULD AND COULDN’T DO. YOU’LL NEVER KNOW WHAT I’M ACTUALLY CAPABLE OF DOING’S. THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW ABOUT ME IS THE SMALL DETAILS THAT PLANTED INSIDE YOUR HEAD.

FYI, FIGHTING, ARGUING OR ACTING BY MY OWN RIOTS IS ISN'T MY THING CAUSE I LIKE TO SETTLE THING'S ACCORDINGLY IN PEACEFUL WAY AS I KNOW MYSELF VERY WELL ONCE I START FIGHTING ABOUT SOMETHING I WILL NEVER, NEVER, NEVER STOP!! AND I NEVER  QUIT NEVER  EVEN IT TAKES ME A THOUSAND YEARS!!

1.  I smile because when people make mistakes I forgive after all they are just human not a saint they made mistakes that they probably dont realized and so do myself I made mistakes too and i'm not perfect.

Yes, I forgive those people that hurt my feelings and for all their mistakes I give best chances only upon the limit cause I believe that every blind road has an end and stop signs which means when I finally said, I'm done and had enough. It's enough. The mind games has to stop.

2.  I smile, when I think of all the promises they made but none of their word’s are kept truly for breaking their promises to me, yet dare to made promises again and  convinced me to actually believe on the things they said but never done and for keep breaking their promises over and over again.

3. How can I trust them again or should I give myself a reason to trust them again..??  

If you want my trust then come and gained it!! cause to me being fooled for once and twice is enough but not for the third time and fourth cause I can guarantee that it would happen all over again and again there's no such paper that can wrap a fire. And the most bitter truth to swallowed is you try everything to make them happy to keep the friendship lasted forever with all your efforts but at the end none of the single thing  that you did for them are remembered. 

THE BITTER TRUTH, NO MATTER HOW GOOD AND KIND YOU TREAT THEM AT THE END YOU ARE UNRECIPROCATED NOTHING COULD PLEASE THEM.

Some people tend to realize how important you are to them when they look around and found that you are not there anymore the moment when they find that you are still "useful" to them and losing a friend like you is a greatest mistakes they had ever done. 

Could you ever imagine if this thing's could actually happen to yourself and what will you do..? I just smile. Honestly not everyone could smile on their disappointments. ☺ 

The fragments of connection - Art is the objectification of feeling

The fragments of connection : Those who are themselves are those who keep their every words, and those who are not themselves are those who are soul less - and those who are soul less are those who dont complies their words and promises. 

PROMISES IS MADE TO FULFILLED NOT TO BREAK AND WORD'S ARE STRONG AS WEAPON.

( my words of wisdom )

Brainy Quotes : Herman Melville

It is not down in any map; true places never are.

The only thing they keen of knowing when they talk of the dignity of work. The dignity is in leisure.

Yet habit - strange thing! what cannot habit accomplish?

To be hated cordially, is only a left-handed compliment.
When truth is in things, and not in words.

They say a friendship at first sight, is like love at first sight,
is said to be the only truth.

A man thinks that by mouthing hard words
he understands hard things.

To be called one thing, is oftentimes to be another.

There is all of the difference in the world between paying and being paid. 

There is nothing namable but that some men will, or undertake to, do it for pay.

There are some enterprises in which a careful disorderliness is the true method. 

In this world, shipmates, sin that pays it's way can travel freely, 

and without passport; whereas Virtue, if a pauper, is stopped at all frontiers. 

**We cannot live only for ourselves. A thousand fibers connect us with our fellow men.** 

**At sea a fellow comes out. Salt water is like wine, in that respect.**

**It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation.**

**He who has never failed somewhere,that man can not be great.**

" Whatever fortune brings,
 don't be afraid of doing things."  
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom, and one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

***There is one knows not what sweet mystery 

about this sea whose gently awful stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath.*** :-)

Love, pyaar, cinta ,amor

Is it true? they say when you fall in love everything turned just so perfect even the pounding of your heartbeat they become all worth it. Love, pyaar, cinta , amor although this words are sometime pronounce in a different form of language but all this words share only one same meaning that each and every one of us probably tell or say the same word’s almost everyday to their very own beloved person. But how many of you out there who know and truly understood what love is, and what love is all about?

Because there are millions who don’t know and some of them perhaps doesn't have an any idea or clue on how to answer this one simple question yeah mostly not until when what they have in their grasp had finally slipped from their lives just like a quick-silver and they define what true loves mean when only it is pain until the end.


Hmmm have you ever try asking yourself this? why do you love and fall for someone and if at the end of the tale there's always one has to wave their hands then say “sayonara”..? and the only thing that is left behind for you is a heartbreak and the remaining hatred cause even if the pain goes away but the marks of the scar will always stay and sticked there with you fresh and newly wounded just like yesterday.

LOVE and LIFE  both are like a mirrors for these two words thus reflect into each other. They brings happiness to us and also paint more colors in our everyday and journey of our lives cause without love there is no life and without life, love has never even been born. Could love exist without life? and so can life exist without love? I’m very sure that you know the answer for this question even the kinder-garden kid's know the answer to this question too!!


Ha-ha **add some laugh** don't be so serious ok? chill.

We all can share and expressed our love and feeling’s to someone in many ways which is appropriate and you don’t need to wait and keep it until the valentines day does finally come right and only then you will start telling them about how much you care and love them? cause to me we can show love everyday even it is on Monday , Tuesday , Wednesday , Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday or what days it is that's do not matter cause what is really count in there is when you love someone make sure you truly mean it from your heart don't say "I LOVE YOU" if you never meant the word's you say.


Don't give an empty false hope and promises that you cannot fulfill cause time awaits for no one and it hurt like crap hoping for something that eventually at the end of the day it was not meant to be yours!! It's probably easy for those who hurt a person but not for the one who get the pain and fall out victim cause when you love someone what you must do is try to keep them happy and paint some smile on their face let them know and help them realize that even how worst things could get sometime they still have you with them and they are not alone for you will always be there for them.

Always remember this thought as lesson we've learned from each other because love is not a kind of game that when you lose the only thing you have to do is pressing the restart button and resume it again cause it is not gonna happen not even in dreams once it’s over everything must come into an end. Because love is fragile , untouchable yet easy comes and also easy goes. At one moment it comes all around you and surrounded you just like a butterflies silently and then suddenly it stood still on your shoulder but then at the other minute it’s just flew away from your sight right before you have notice it and without you realize that you've just missed the chances to see it's hidden beauty and there it’s in your life you would be lost and empty without it.

For me the real meaning of love is to “LOVE GOD ABOVE ALL” to “SHARE” to “GIVE” to “RESPECT” to Be KIND to all and never ending help to whom in need. To fall in love is a natural thing even if thing's sometime don't turn out the way we want it to be, but we should never give up and stop trying or lose hope cause there is a happy ending out there for us even at times it's just not always happen on how we plan it to be - but I know we all have one “LOVE”.

Yes it’s mystical to fall and care for someone who is a complete stranger but that’s the magic of love that’s the law of attraction.

REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU-TAG BY MY HUN

Reasons why I Love You:

1) I Love how first time I look at you, coz you take my breath away.

2) I Love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.

3) I Love the way I hold your hand so tight

4) I Love the way you never let my hands go

5) I Love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts after we meet up that show you pay attention to me.

6) I Love the way you look at me.

7) I Love how beautiful your eyes are.

8) I Love the way you’re not embarrassed to call me sweet things in front of anyone.

9) I Love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.

10) I Love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.

11) I Love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.

12) I Love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.

13) I Love how you always beside me and giving me an encouragement when I have a problem

14) I Love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.

15) I Love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life because your heart are too good to let down.

16) I Love the way your voice sounds over the phone.

17) I Love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet thing in my ear.

18) I Love the way you look after I say I love you.

19) I Love the way you can make my heart melt with your soft lips

20) I Love the way you kissing.

21) I Love the smile you give after I'm done kissing you.

22) I Love the way you play with my nose when I'm falling asleep ( Wakey – Wakey )

23) I Love the way you always put ME first before your friends.

24) I Love the way you inspire me with your thoughts and emotions.

25) I Love the way you love me with sincerity in your hearts and true love.

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You hold the key to my heart

To know exactly what you want is one of the hard things to do in ones life, I do not know why all this things is seem happening to myself perhaps It is just another cycle of life, yeah that kind of feeling’s which you can’t even tell or predict, nor to understand what it is. At times we feel alive and there are time we felt lost like there is something that is still missing in our life but what could it be? I guess I am just too emotional person sometime and yeah I admit it myself.

Although I had everything that I want most in my life even not all actually just some specific things but still I am having this kind of feeling’s sigh. Ever since my godmother passed away six years ago many thing are changing especially me yes it’s always been me. I try to be happy but I can’t it’s not like I don’t want to be happy like the others and the rest.

Not until when I met him everything has change and when I wake up everyday I feel glad to know that he is always there for me to guide me and hold my hand whenever I felt so down and empty he is there standing right by my side trying to cheer me up and making me happy to forget of all the worries that stuck like a glue inside my head. He never left me all alone, he is there for me every seconds and every minute whenever I needed him nor even once he give up on me and I feel very thankful to almighty god for giving us a chances to be together.

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A sad love story

Mandy and austin have been going out since 5th grade, now they are in 1st year secondary.Mandy has been thinking of breaking up with him one friday afternoon on their 2nd year of anniversary. On one night mandy and austin we're talking over the phone: (phone ringing at mandy's house)

Mandy: hello

Austin: hey baby, how is it going?

Mandy: i'm alright what about you?

Austin: pretty good, so are you still up for the movie?

Mandy: i'm sorry i cant go, i promise my little sister

that i would take her out to eat today.

Austin: oh.. that stinks!!

Mandy: austin, i'm really sorry that i cant go to the movie with you today.

Austin: it's alright, so how about tomorrow? can you go out?

or when you wanna meet up?

Mandy: i can't, so sorry coz i have to go with alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall.

Austin: you know what? it seem's like you have been avoiding me this past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due, then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods you totally ignored me. It's okay but i just wanna tell you i have something that i wanted to give to you.

Mandy: i'm sorry austin, i'm not trying to avoid you.

Austin: you know what? just forget about it i guess i'll just talk to you later i'm going for a drive. I love you.

Mandy: i'm sorry

Austin: Oh by the way, i bet you don't even know what today is (phone hangs up).

Couple of hours back mandy came home and found a gift along with a card on the front of the doorsteps. She opens the gift and finds a beautiful necklace, then she open the cards and reads: Happy 2nd year anniversary, i love you p/s i'm sorry for the way i reacted over the phone. Mandy takes up her gift and the card up to her room and goes to sleep. 1am in the morning (phones ring at mandy's house) 

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Beautiful..

Some people are universally beautiful

and some people are beautiful only to those that love them

Love changes beauty when you love a truly person

they cease to be perfect and you love them more

because you and only you know their flows

That's what makes them yours the secret of the flaws

And when you love for want of a better word

An ugly person they become beautiful to you

That's part of the love the fact that you know they are beautiful

People features changes when you love them

They became precious and once you really know them

have held that face close and kissed every bit of it

You'll never recapture how it looked to you the first time you saw it

But sometimes you see a face for the first time and know

that is the face for you and sometimes

A face just grows on you and there it is in your life

and your days would be empty without it..

Love is..

Don’t dream of with open eyes believe in reality it’s FATE what you are they will find the same. Life is unfair sometime we become suspecious about everybody just becouse of some bad experience or mishappen that we dont want to do trust in somebody WHO is even deserved to be trusted but we can't understand intentionally.

When this true about those who love someone but are introvert, second about those whom love'd ones know everything but they are underestimated for some nonsense reasons. How can they say Love will find you? love find way its up to you? how can we carry on those way? let us say if somebody loves you how would you become sure it really does?

It find someone to proceed cus they going right in some aspects It's rare to get someone love in this materiallistic era , hardly we get this innocent spirits this mean they are not sure about love may come back but is right to feel about love ,Cause love is called to be the name of feelings emotions..

Kehidupan..

Irama rindu yang hanya menanti di jambatan jauh..

Aku ini insan dalam perubahan..

Aku ini jauh dari kesempurnaan..

Tapi pada kemenangan menyala jiwa..

Rindu tertipu dengan manis perjanjian..

Masih di dalam serba warna ketakutan..

Sekarang singkirkan semua bicara..

The question..

Why something good can hurt so bad..?

Do you have any indifference?..

WE all know the opposite of love isn't hate;

It's indifference the opposite of art isn't uglyness;

It's indifference the opposite of faith isn't heresy;

It's indifference and the opposite of life isn't death;

It's also indifference the opposite of friendship isn't enemy;

It's also indifference,

Do you have any indifference?

Tell me what is your indifference;

Let me tell you my indifference is YOU!!

Love is..[[?]]

A true love will not brings us tear

No matter if we won them or not

It's not a game anymore

Love also can be differenciatted into love for marriage and all

No matter if they are oppossite sex

Or some love is also a kind of love

Gays and lesbians are there to say this aloud

Though people dont share their own identities

They share their feelings online

So that is also a kind of love

They cheat people for their beloved ones

So love can also lived behind cheating

If they cheat people for their own happiness

There's also some love behind that selfishness

So that is also a kind of love actually

Love is tend to be selfish

[I dont mean any offend I'm just sharing some thought]