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Thursday, November 15, 2012

Definisi Senyum

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Senyum - Duka dan penuh lara.

Senyum - Kerana kebahagiaan.

Senyum - Dalam diam tapi dalam hati
penuh dengan kemarahan dan dendam.

Senyum - Juga boleh di bahagikan ke beberapa definisi. 

Pernakah anda beri segelintir masa anda untuk cuba memahami dan perhatikan senyuman yang diukir oleh seseorang yang kebetulan senyum dengan kamu.

Adakah senyuman mereka itu sama indahnya seperti senyuman yang kita lihat dengan mata atau ada erti tersembunyi disebalik senyum itu. 

TIDAK semua senyuman yang diukir itu kerana kegembiraan.
Kadang kala mungkin juga seseorang itu senyum sebab ada erti lain disebaliknya.
#Reisha Myeiszell#

Friday, October 19, 2012

Unreciprocated Friendship - The Bitter Truth

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I smile, that’s what I do when I’m happy and even when I'm feeling upset or down. I smile, deep within my heart is to let myself know that it's the only way that keep me awake and see all the reason to why I am still smiling. Although I know that I should be doing something like getting upset and angry and then rebel againsn't them people who upseted me and tell them all straight and forward right at their face about thing’s that they made me disappointed. But I still keep on smiling inside me trying to keep my two feet on the same ground where I'm standing now and keep my ego and pride away low to the ground yet not any of them seems to notice and realized my existence and I know for sure the reason to why they couldn't see all those hidden smile that I have inside me because not any of them take some time to figured it out.

I guess the least i can do is remain in the silence rather than telling them this and that as for what I know that I have no any rights to disturb them they are too busy on thinking about themselves and their disappointments too busy on looking for some mistakes to point back at your face and convincing themselves that it’s the right thing to do and then find a selfless reason so that by the end of the day when they come telling you all nonsense and the reason to why they misbehaved is nothing to do with them cause it's actually not their faults they aren’t the one to blame as for a reason they only did it cause we made them do it!! They don't care about what you felt who cares anyway..?? and why should they care right?? you ain't nothing to them eventually someday they will tell you that.

I continue smiling again inside me although on the particular moment's there are time I felt like exploding my temper and just lose control. Patiently I told myself to hold back all those evil thought’s I have in my mind and try to keep on the ground to where I stand then I smile again and flashback every little thing’s and slowly let myself remember again about every single thing they had done for myself,  for all the good memories that they have shared and for all the great thing’s that they have made upon me like for keeping me accompany when I have nobody other them, I try to remember how they been there for me when no one seems care to be there.

I try to recaptured all the moments back then and then think as hard I could whether to let my mind decide what should be done and asked myself this is it still worth remaining on the same ground and having them around or perhaps it’s time to take the path and learn to walked on my own again and because I am too exhausted on smiling at every disappointments they have made upon myself it breaks my heart all over again.

But does any of them seems to care..?? does any of them realized that the things they are doing is hurting you from the inside..?? still not one of them atleast to try understand your place and situation as a human being with feelings even the machine will collapse getting hammer over again and again will you let them to wreak you all over again..?? Because I won't let any of them break me from the inside all over again.

They got too carried away with all their suspicions and making a false assumptions about yourself and then finally judge you on something that isn't even true and happening. 
They just forgotten about many things the good thing's that you done and sacrifice for them are forgotten the memories you once shared are lost and forgotten everything about you and little data of you and what you are to them are corrupted from the storage of their mind the only space that is left there is the malwares. 

for having a UNRECIPROCATED FRIENDSHIP that I know for sure but still I am smiling and talked nothing about it nor look for a reason to blamed or pointing out my finger on their faces and tell them that it's all their faults! and then grab myself a calculator for me to start calculating all the mistakes they have done  to myself and so that I could find the perfect reason to stop holding on and just let myself exploded out freely lose all my temper without having any regret’s or feeling guilty for losing my anger at them. Yet, I did nothing than just smile and smile again, why..?? why..?? what kept me smiling all the time, am I actually dumb and how can I give and take so much with all their madness and also insanity!! remember we're all have demons and angels of our own.



1.  I smile because when people make mistakes I forgive after all they are just human not a saint they made mistakes that they probably dont realized and so do myself I made mistakes too and i'm not perfect.

Yes, I forgive those people that hurt my feelings and for all their mistakes I give best chances only upon the limit cause I believe that every blind road has an end and stop signs which means when I finally said, I'm done and had enough. It's enough. The mind games has to stop.

2.  I smile, when I think of all the promises they made but none of their word’s are kept truly for breaking their promises to me, yet dare to made promises again and  convinced me to actually believe on the things they said but never done and for keep breaking their promises over and over again.

3. How can I trust them again or should I give myself a reason to trust them again..??  

If you want my trust then come and gained it!! cause to me being fooled for once and twice is enough but not for the third time and fourth cause I can guarantee that it would happen all over again and again there's no such paper that can wrap a fire. 
And the most bitter truth to swallowed is you try everything to make them happy to keep the friendship lasted forever with all your efforts but at the end none of the single thing  that you did for them are remembered. 


Some people tend to realize how important you are to them when they look around and found that you are not there anymore the moment when they find that you are still "useful" to them and losing a friend like you is a greatest mistakes they had ever done. 

Could you ever imagine if this thing's could actually happen to yourself and what will you do..? I just smile. Honestly not everyone could smile on their disappointments. ☺ 

Thursday, October 18, 2012

The fragments of connection - Art is the objectification of feeling

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The fragments of connection : Those who are themselves are those who keep their every words, and those who are not themselves are those who are soul less - and those who are soul less are those who dont complies their words and promises. 

( my words of wisdom )

Brainy Quotes : Herman Melville

It is not down in any map; true places never are.
The only thing they keen of knowing when they talk of the dignity of work. The dignity is in leisure.

Yet habit - strange thing! what cannot habit accomplish?
To be hated cordially, is only a left-handed compliment.
When truth is in things, and not in words.

They say a friendship at first sight, is like love at first sight,
is said to be the only truth.

A man thinks that by mouthing hard words
he understands hard things.

To be called one thing, is oftentimes to be another.
There is all of the difference in the world between paying and being paid. 
There is nothing namable but that some men will, or undertake to, do it for pay.
There are some enterprises in which a careful disorderliness is the true method. 
In this world, shipmates, sin that pays it's way can travel freely, 
and without passport; whereas Virtue, if a pauper, is stopped at all frontiers. 

**We cannot live only for ourselves. A thousand fibers connect us with our fellow men.** 
**At sea a fellow comes out. Salt water is like wine, in that respect.**
**It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation.**

**He who has never failed somewhere,that man can not be great.**

" Whatever fortune brings,
 don't be afraid of doing things."  

To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom, and one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

***There is one knows not what sweet mystery 
about this sea whose gently awful stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath.*** :-)

Saturday, October 6, 2012

My today readings - Supra-celestial being, have anyone heard of it...??

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My readings for today explained by an astrologer lady not to mention her name here.  So, i started reading this file each and every paragraph then suddenly i was surprise and stunned upon reading through it, instantly i stopped before i can decide whether to continue reading the next sentence or not, my concentration got caught-up for awhile when she called myself a supra celestial being. Have anyone of you heard of that words before? cause i tell you what it's the first time in my whole life my eyes came to read those words and i really have no idea what it means until she explained into further more details.

Am i one of those people type that called as supra-celestial being? Bluntly telling i 
dont know what are those words  stand for and meant but i like to seek the truth and the hidden meaning to it, and the only thing i could say after reading the the letter's to end is basically most of what she had explain to me in over 100% - 70% of it are showing like a mirror to myself (does it make sense i asked myself as it's hard for me to believe on something unless it has a huge point that could convince me that there are some truth on it, you see some of this thing could be a scam and etc.) So, i still didn't get the whole point and details of the readings and so i decided to make a quick analysis about supra-celestial beings i googled-it!! 

Here's what i found some believe that the supra-celestial being, the intuition,the telepathy. Is there any sort of definition or special phenomena for these words? Supra celestial being (which what we most heard) and they has some contacts with a magnetic field of this universe, that man can well in advance knows the things which are going to happen in the future.

It is said that a supra celestial being is one who is not directly ruled by his or her planets. They have such great will powers that they are able to make their own fortune they are masters of their own destiny with their strong will powers, they are able to overcome the effects their planets put on them and live the life which they want, which is according to their own wishes and not the life which their planets force on them. ( Oh, amazing huh, cool!! ha ha). But the question is, how many of you will believe this? do they really exist..??? 

But frankly speaking i had experience them myself before, all the above words that stated like can well in advance know thing which are going to happen well they happened to myself  not once but most of time it's always sharp and details. Yeah, i know it's sounded weird and strange enough but i always noticed them myself many times right before the happening and actual event comes i've will knew it in advanced and here i want to early clarified on this post why i intended of creating this post at the first place is to share my views not to bragged about anything, as my purposed and my one and only intentions is to share my thought and view to those who have the same interest and been through the same situation as myself. 

Are this thing are normal..?? well it might look's simple and some of you probably gonna think it's an easy no-biggie thingy, but honestly if you asked me the questions like do i feel disturb about it..?? my answer's is yes.  I admit that sometime i feel very disturb and confused yet i felt amazed at the same time knowing for myself that having those characteristic which not everyone has it and there not many people could think differently in such exceptional ways. As some of them probably only takes it as a normal but the truth is those are the things that actually doesn't always happen in someone life unless they are bound to it.

And only he who experience the same thing would understood what is it like to be in that person shoes and how it is takes concerned, as i'm aware that not many can accept or believe in the statement about vision and etc.
In fact there are some event that happen to me which is really beyond my understanding somehow like i just said i'm a truth seeker and i'll do anything to explore and learn, to see thing's in a different perspective or views and to gain every knowledge that i am fortunate to take part of it.

But sometimes there are thing's that remain as the unknown those thing that not every human being can explain except for HE the creator of our universe.  


Saturday, September 29, 2012

The TRUTH and The HIDDEN LIES = Every individual person has their own individual thought and understanding

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" There is GREATER than the GREAT.
There is PURITY within it's PUREST.

There is BEAUTY and The BEAST.
Incomparable, Inevitable, Invisible.


( My word of wisdom )

The lesson of life is this:
It is the relevance of life challenging new puzzle 
to entertain itself, It is the truth that is overlooked!

Eventually to form the singularity! 
The truth can only be ONE.

The truth is the completed puzzle! 
and it consist of all the things that humans are made up. 

( Every individual person has their own individual
thought and understanding. )


Thursday, May 17, 2012

This is my blog I post what I want, DONT like it? DONT read it simple!

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I guess the picture's above shall stated like this------->>>  This is my facebook so stranger's stop adding me if your only motive to add me as a friend is too look out at my personal pictures and wall post.  Because I only add people that I know and for those who add me just to stalked what I do and what I shouldn't, shouldn't do don't waste your time on adding me as a friend cause even you'll have to wait until you get old well honestly and bluntly telling i'm not gonna approved "YOU". 

Friend's request keep coming IN, but pardon me I don't accept any friend's request from a stranger's anymore. Unless on a second thought there's an instinct make me accepted them or in other words I accept request from people I knew they wouldn't be a faker's those who are, I'll slowly get rid of these people. I have less friend's in my FB cause I dislikes fakers wanna be and for safety and privacy reason I only share my pictures to friends whom I known.

I'm not arrogant but I only talk to people who really talk the talk, and those who know what they are talking about not bullshit things and spilling un-logic and unacceptable reasons out loud such a waste of time.

DARNEST thing's do happen in Facebook and any social networks out there eg; those people who are using other's pictures to act as themselves as if those pictures are belongs to them? well I had enough dealing with this type of people and I also do experience it with my own selves, for instance some anonymous people use my pictures to create an account at TAGGED, I'm lucky and blessed cause I have a friend who is very concerned about me and she told me about it, she also did warned that person and asked her question does she know her? my friend did it for a reason is to find out who she really are.

Guess what happen?? she just disappear in a short time before her true identity got caught up!! It happen not once to myself but countless here in blogger's there's an anonymous people who copy all my entry and make a cloned of it at their blog and some of my friend even ask me how many blog's in blogger do I actually have?? because they read the same exact thing I posted here in my personal website at the pretenders wanna be blog. Not only that it also does happen in Maxis Mblog and other's social network darnest thing does happen everywhere and i'm sick of it.

Sort of people attitude that I  dislike the most:

1. Pretenders aka fake
 2. People who only know how
to take advantage on our innocent kindness
 3. Liars
4. Budget good
5. Back stabbers
6. Selfish
7. Arrogant

I rather have no friends at all than having this kind of people around me life is short, what's the point of having them if their only presence in our life is to give us bullshit problems.

If you are one of the list which I have stated above?? Don't add me and don't judge me cause I'm quite no one plans a murder out loud. And if you're not one of them don't be hesitate to talk to me i'm friendly in a ways but only to those people who are real in taking me as a friend end of this entry.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Perempuan Pukul Anak Kecil (video)

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There are two kinds of evil. 1.People who do bad things (like this no heart woman).

2.people who see bad things being done and dont stop it 
(like the woman who keeps recording it and not trying to stop this crazy woman).

Sedangkan kucing pun sayang anak dia inikan pula perempuan ni??? Kesian budak ni hanya mampu menangis.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Morning Glory

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view from my bedrooms

Morning glory today is a great day woke up early in the morning and had my breakfast while watching TV my mind travel somewhere, I was thinking about something yeah.. I feel thankful for this feelings i have inside me, it is a gratitude and one should have that feelings with themselves. Thank you god for the miracle you given to me. :-)  

Anyhow, I thought of going out later I will bringing my kitty along with me he he guess it's been kinda long time didn't take her to "kai kai" LOL. One more thing I must not forget to buy her food it's finish liao, Oh later If i forgot sure my kitty will be very angry ha ha not only kitty even hachiko will mad at me too! Now I must go and fresh up myself so that I can get ready to go out. Have a wonderful day ahead.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Adidas Bear shoes I want!!

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I wan't this adidas shoes Oh gosh it's pink!! my favorite colors!!

And it is look like theres a bear in there ughhh no I love bears so much..

There's 1 more pattern actually it's a panda and it's a limited edtion one but i'm not sure if it's still selling gotta fast, fast go and look for this pinky shoes if not sure will missed it one OHhhh.. why? cause it's selling very fast like a hot cake LOL.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Halo optical phenomenon

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Have you all seen the moon tonight? they said it's beautiful yes, some also say it's

A halo from Greek ἅλως; also known as a nimbus, icebow or gloriole) is an optical phenomenon produced by ice crystals creating.

What ever it maybe it's one of the miracle thing that happens tonight..  

Saturday, October 1, 2011


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How is my new facebook profile looks? nice or not? =D

here's a tutorial links on how you can activate your timeline for your facebook

Sunday, September 25, 2011


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Here's a really nice, full look at the new Facebook profile, along with a video if you wanna read more check the link below

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Nuffnang Celebrates BlogDay!!

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Blog Day 2011 : The 6 Blog that interest me the most

1. Small Kucing  -

I’ll picked this blog because she is the most kindly person I’ve ever known from Blogspot since I start active on blogging.  What made me keep returning back to “small kucing” blog is the awesome pictures of her little boy and also her day in life story is very inspiring and wait a minute I almost forget to say here she had the most funny comments. 

2. Rose Johari –

I’ll picked this blog because she is the most friendly person I’ve ever known at Blogspot since I start active on blogging. What made me keep returning back to “Rose Johari” blog is has tons of blogging tips and info that can be shared among bloggers, and how can I forget to say it here aloud? She is my top commenter as always. 

3.  Chybeelila –

I’ll picked this blog because I admire her skill's in photography! And if you are looking for some awesome picture’s that you never seen before. You're at the right spot!! cause throughout her blog, you’ll see pictures taken from her journey of life that she wanted to share with all. 

I’ll picked this blog because she is adorable and has a friendly character what made me keep returning back to her blog is she keep her followers on track.  She leave comment’s in every blog that she visited. See? This how all bloggers should do. If you are in someone page’s let the owner of the blog knows that you are there by dropping them some comment, so it's easy for them to follow your links back. Cause you’ll never know that your comment’s probably can give them more inspirations to keep on blogging sharing is caring!! ;)

5. Juzt YenTenG ** -

I’ll picked this blog because she have an awesome post!! She sparks her thought’s and feelings and of course she had a great personality. 

I’ll just found out about her blog yesterday I probably wouldn’t know about her blog existence until yesterday she came to visit my blog and become my followers.  I’ll follow her link back and when I first entering her blogger profile. I see that she have 3 links there but this one “ My daily coffee talk” is what interest me the most I’ll follow her blog back and I start reading her post one by one, it’s truly inspiring how she express and write her thoughts in words, they are most fascinating and informative I love how she put them into a perfective and also easy to understand.

Click here to participate " Nuffnang Celebrates BlogDAY 2011 "

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Keywords OH keywords

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Kalau Nippon paint blobbies semua orang tahu  kan apa tu? Jom kita tengok keywords yang mello dah circle kan tu, ada orang tahu tak pasal keywords ni? Nippon paint BLOODY lols lols lols..

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Michael Jackson's This Is It - Philippines Dancing Inmates from Cebu Provincial

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Little information about the video: Filipino, Philippines "Dancing Inmates" from Cebu Provincial Detention and Rehabilitation Center (CPDRC), a maximum security prison, were treated to a visit by Michael Jacksons long-time choreographer Travis Payne and dancers Daniel Celebre and Dres Reid to learn performances from THIS IS IT.

Check this link below for more video:

Korang percaya tak banduan zaman sekarang ni, semuanya pandai menari kalau tak percaya tengok video yang mello share kat sini. Banduan dari cebu philipines semua pandai menari tau. Rasanya selepas ni kesemua banduan-banduan ni, mesti tak nak keluar dari penjara lagi kan? sebab kat dalam tu meriah gila boleh menari hari-hari dan kesemua mereka pun hebat hebat menari kan? ROFL

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Dapat pagerank 2- What is pagerank

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The higher the position of the site, which means more popular pages in search engines.
To know
 the ranking of your blog or website click here .


Just now I check my pagerank for this website guess what? I got the pagerank 2 from google in 3 months!!!??  

Terkejut tengok pagi tadi macam tak percaya sebab baru 3 bulan kot guna domain sendiri kalau tak silap MAY 24, 2011 tarikh mello register domain  .  Now dah ada pagerank ROFL am I dreaming or what? It's a happy day for me though I'm still in shocked of what i see. ZOMG

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Spontaneous Thursday PART 1#

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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Se perden

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Odio a pretendientes tan condenadamente mucho, se puede seguir actuando el causa no va a perder ni un sola vez por la mentira estúpida.


Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Mixxx audio mixing software - Macbook pro

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I was browsing some applications for my macbook pro at the "apple store" while I'm looking for some cool gadget to add on my macbook i found this awesome mixxx audio application. What attract me to install this software is first of all i dont have to pay for it, besides from i can have it for free I kinda attracted by the software program yup, It exactly look like a DJ monitor with two channel and also i can load the music instantly from my Itunes and start mixing! isn't awesome yes it is indeed!
To create a loops and re-mixing a song to different sounds and effect i use a Garage Band =D
I love this thing sooooo much. 
AudioCaptured, I've downloaded this for free at the apple applications store a cool recording gadget, I can record my voice with these application and mix them with my own music loops!

I dont know and can't  imagine how bored is my day will gonna be


Monday, June 27, 2011

Listen to post

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Just to let you all know that I added some cool widgets on this blog! I think it's kinda useful. If you kinda lazy to read the entry you can just listen up to this post by clicking on the icon right below the post title!!


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