Our journey in this LIFE is like a 4 SEASON

As time goes by, spring turns to summer, summer turns to autumn, autumn turns to winter and eventually winter becomes spring again.

Our journey in this life is like a 4 SEASON.

When we climb the cradle of life for the first time.

When we learn to walked on our own for the first time.

When we meet the fall for the first time.

When we lose the count of our journey and track of time.

But remember that doesn't mean your journey must end cause in some chapter of life, it is probably only just the beginning of our journey cause every season's in a lifetime teaches us new lesson and it creates moment's to each and everyone of us.  Some memory are rather remain and some memory are best forgotten.

In our journey of 4 season in a lifetime.. 

We learned how to live on our own and to face our challenges we learn how to grow old and face our fears. We learned how to make choices and take each opportunity that is given by god to us. We learned how to appreciate people that we met in life it doesn't matter where they come from and how strange they were to us when we met them for the first time eventually as time goes by we learned how to trust them, to understand them, and to love them. We also learned how to know our enemy and the people that are true to us and most of all we've learned not to judge a book by it's cover!!

The new chapter and journey ARE JUST BEGUN..

 Whatever fortune brings,
 Don't be afraid of doing things. 
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom,
And one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

4 season in a lifetime not every season will always happen the same way in our lifetime and so not every season always will ended the same way in our lifetime. Because when the first new season bloom again for the first time it could probably happen in a way that we had never imagine it to be!!

4 season in a lifetime not all the good thing's will always ended badly and not all the bad thing's and doing will lasted forever cause i believe in the power of nature the universe is everything when we don't mean people any harm, no matter how they try to destroy us and take advantange on our innocent kindness and good nature by the end of the day all actions, thought's and words of hate will become their own decided fate.

I believe it will, I believe it will, I believe it will

Some people say that happily ever after only can happen in a fairytale story they say it rarely can happen in reality but i always believe in this sayings they said when there is a will there is always a way!!  Every great dream begin with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patient and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

MIRACLE does happen in our life when we believe
It will.. It will.. It will..!!

To continue the climb isn't something that is hard and also impossible cause sometime the impossible always get's better as long as you keep on walking and climbing to reach your destination soon you will get there~!! It only requires plenty of patient always remember and keep this in mind never give up on something that you love so easily and most of all never give up on what you wanted to achieve in life, when people takes your dreams away it doesn't matter you can always dream of something again and to make all those dream come true the only key to get there is YOU!! ONLY IF YOU WANT IT TO. 

"Hold my hand" said the sea Fairy "and well run along the moon path" )( )( 

By: ZaarahJasmin  * I dedicated this to YOU.. *e

Testing 1,2,3 LOL I'm a headless Mars Mell-0

I bought this last few day's but only got the time to blog it today, i'm not really into posting what clothes I like to wear and just bought or so on, but kinda love this design a very sophisticated not so sexy just simply nice and look's elegant that's what matters most. Because to me you dont have to show half of your flesh into the public eyes just to want to have those "sexy look" sometime a woman is more beautiful and prettier when they wear those dress with elegant design and yes i dislikes too exposed type of clothing and because i'm tired of wearing those kind of clothes sometime changes is good.  Enough with gothic style dark eyeliner, and fishnet stoking short skirt and tube the only thing that cover me is the lether jacket that i always have with me it have become one of my favorite thingy those days, accesories and tonque piercing and eyebrow piercing name the thing and stuff that a young teenagers love to do these day's I'm actually one of the kind.

That kind of person that break the rules of all the rules, and now I have learned why rules is created in our life and for the human right's there are law and rules to follow and we cannot simply break it, for without it people would destroy each other and there is nothing to be worried about cause there are no rules and so life would lost it's meaning and imagine yourself living in a place that there has no boundries. I also have learned an important lesson from breaking some rules in my whole entire lifetime I finally begin to learned how to follow the rules and understand it deeply. 

HAHAHA, well a NAUGHTY GIRL HAS GONE DECENT NOW.  Anyway  i always try to be positive and for all i know no matter what a person is wearing on their skin never, never misjudge a person by their style or clothing sometime people do those thing cause it's the thing that make them feel good about theirselves. As long as they are not naked.  :-)

What do you think..?? is the dress suit me or not..?? 

Ooooh yeah I'm a headless Mars Mell-0 because of the pics and caption I attached here is headless, and only people who keep their head knows and understand all my headless caption, all word's that has been written i do thing's without using my head sometime incredible huh...?? Don't asked me where's my head, I'm headless and because I wont show my head to brainless people, I'm headless and to interact with brainless people is useless, and wasting time, unless they can give me some benefit and income in understanding it do fine to me and only then i can be headless and brainless with them but i'm not gonna cracked my head into some brainless issues.
 
Head is the greatest tool of ME, Head also mean to carry on, Head is another definition of to lead ahead  to itself to keep on living and exist even it can only be seen in some headless writings. The reason to why I only show my head to people who know how to use their head and keep half of their head like me ROFL and I love planet MARS but that does not mean I'm a UFO or ALIEN I love planet MARS  since the scientist of NASA once said that MARS is the next planet for human being to continue their lives when the earth is gone, believe it or not...?? NO..?? leave it to ripleys believe it or not!!

Well that's what an intelligence people once had predicted and said. That's why now i'm a MARS Mell-0 the headless and I'm keeping my head  for me to use at the planet MARS and reborned again.

ME not brainless like  A, E, I, O~~~ Oooo Choice on!!!
I wish i'm not as stupid as U.

Mars Mell-0 physics quotes for today - A brain is A brain, A head is A head. Head is formed by skull It become a Head.  Brain is formed by..?? dot dot dot look like a WORMS inside the Head,  no Head no Brain  then Brain is what.. = So  Brainless and wasted without  Head.  HAHAHA

I am what I am. Your actions in my head, my head here in my hands with something circling inside. I have no name for what circles so perfectly.  القديمة روح ساه ريس

Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic = Mell - Reisha Myeiszell-

 I think my hair look kinda shorter right in this pixies..

It's Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic = Mell, but anyway it does not resembles as a name to me I just combine those word's together and that's how mell name was invented and become my username aswell my "mell" is not an origins name of a person but for most friend of mine they prefer to call me that name.

As those days when i first started becoming an internet "addict" mell is my first username and for like few years i had been using that username for my blog at some social networking site called Mblog and all i can say is ever since i start creating the mell account i become an internet zombie also a chattingaholic and writingaholic. I just couldn't stop from it, it become one of my hobby and habit then eventually from being a chatting-aholic i become a writingaholic ONLY, i dont chat anymore and this is like the only aholic thing that runs in my veins from that moment onward and days i realize that if there's any day i would felt something is not yet completed, the only reason to that could only be one and that is probably because i didnt wrote anything at the blog. I'm a blogging - aholic and yes i'm proudly to admit it nah. =D

OK, back to our topic just now what is mell mean to me again?? I decided to explained to some friends of mine that asked me that question and most about it is why picked mell..?? honestly i really dont know how to find an answer for the mell thing hahahaha in my mind i was actually thinking of all many questions they can came up with why the mell thing always become their favorite question like why do i like this mell name. So,  I told some of my friends to stop calling me mell again it make me feel a lil awkward as  it doesn't even have any similarity with my petname. It's seems like the mell thing   has already sticked strong like a glue in me and i guess it can't never be change anymore as all of my closest friends likely to address me as mell, most of them yeah. But to me my "mell" username is actually means like this Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic which also means my birth sign gemini, and it's not a name ROFL.

Some of my besty actually think it's a weird meaning and they even tell me this why dont i just used that MELL name instead of combining those words together as for somehow it still appear the same in alphatical letters HAHAHA. No wonder all my friends at the mblog last time call me mell. Just recently I came up with this idea likewise is to look for a unique name that are not often use by people on the internet so i was thinking of creating it by my own.


Rae - is stand for an Air.
Aeesha - it means something like  Alive, She who lives
Myeis - it means something like Myth and mystery. 

Zell - means Wise and peaceful. 

The (ll) can aswell resemble as the symbolic sign of greek which also stand for gemini my birth sign.

Which of this name that i mention above will become my username now..?? from what i see not one of it seem's to fit myself well, but then i try combining each name that i highlight in color into one word's and this is what I actually came up Raeesha Myeiszell after placing all the letters together and i love how the name sounded when it's pronounce and also spell in a words.


So more likely to me every letters of name has it's own meaning but i kinda change my mind  after that instead of raeesha - I decided to change it into Reisha Myeiszell. If any of my friend asked me again why do i like this name..?? my answer will be this i love how the name are spelled and because it resembles as ME in a different formed of word's the only changes i made from the first name just now is the Reis and it mean something like what written below.

Reis" - it means a law unto itself tendency is to finish whatever they start, can be very obstinate if limited, and chafe under dictatorship. A tolerant and like to help humanity. A very active. If negative,  may have to guard against losses, are generally warmhearted and gives freely of their time, energy, and sympathetic understanding, have tolerance and acceptance of the frailties of others, but can be imposed upon by unscrupulous types.Universal and humanitarian in outlook, have a great sense of responsibility and duty are comforting, appreciative and affectionate, this is a very compassionate name, have an eventful, exciting life, are versatile and have the ability to learn easily. The obligation in life is to hold justice and truth, and if  follow the Law, can find the great happiness and satisfaction

I had decided to change my alternate nickname into (Reisha Myeiszell) what do you think of this name?? i like the part where the first name and second has same letters and to me that is the unique part what i mean here is this the R(EIS)ha My(EIS)zell.

OH, hope i'm the only human being who are using this name in google for now, I love my new username HAHAHAHA. NO COPY-COPY else you become my coffee LOL

New BAG for my kitty - Mikey and kitty camwhore time!!

I bought kitty a new bag for her to go "kai-kai" kitty love's her new bag soooo sooo much. Wanna know a funny story about this bag..?? before i bought it for kitty I asked the sales girl whether can try it or not, so I put kitty inside the bag just to try it as I wanna know if she fit on the bag or not but  the funny part is when she don't want to get out from the bag anymore hahahaha which means kitty is giving me a sign that she want it for herself in the end i decided to pay for it since kitty also love it!!

New color for mikey how is he look now..?? =D

Candid photo captured by me I've been waiting for this kind of poses for so long at last, mikey yawn just on the time i press the snap button of the camera yay!!

Love is in the air - sweet kitty and mikey kissing so romantic LOL 

I'm handsome and I know it!!! =D

I love my new hairstyle VS. The craziness of me and my sissy

My new hairstyle, awhhhh I cut my hair again yesterday kinda bored with long hair already so I decided to make some changes then I make up my mind to go for shorter more this time and  here is the outcome thank's to my friend which is also my hairstylist for the idea of this hairstyle, I'm lovin' it!!

I'm ZOoooming... Who call me at this hour?? HAHAHA

The craziness of me and my partner in crazy activity no other than my sissy!!

Here we are again acting crazy to the maximum. Just look at my sissy showing her mafia face and some more wanna rob me but then at the end both also showing sob..sob face hahahaha..

This pictures was captured after playing american pool with my sissy he..he thanks for the pix sissy xoxo.. the two of us lepaking at the snooker centre again, my sis sulk like a baby when she lose the game to me HAHA.. she said how come I enter all the ball one?? she also asked me to left some  for her to enter cause she don't want me to finish the game yet I bet so overall last night was fun!! =D

Snapshoot - It's the plain me LOL

ME + PLAIN = I AM WHO I AM

Just now ♥ macam lain aje bila tak pakai eyeliner so plain hahahahaha..

Mysterious girl - whatever pictures for my TIMELINE cover

My new FB timeline cover  I love the girl on the right her eyes expression is beyond every word's he..he

I wonder if the girl on this picture really do exist in real world or just an illustrative art by a great painter, love how she cover half of her face with those hoodie scarf wrapped on her face . 

And this is how i came up after editing the image with mixture colors ha..ha my friends say it look like a painting and she love the color as it look kind of weird like a soul-within-soul LOL

My today readings - Supra-celestial being, have anyone heard of it...??

My readings for today explained by an astrologer lady not to mention her name here.  So, i started reading this file each and every paragraph then suddenly i was surprise and stunned upon reading through it, instantly i stopped before i can decide whether to continue reading the next sentence or not, my concentration got caught-up for awhile when she called myself a supra celestial being. Have anyone of you heard of that words before? cause i tell you what it's the first time in my whole life my eyes came to read those words and i really have no idea what it means until she explained into further more details.

Am i one of those people type that called as supra-celestial being? Bluntly telling i dont know what are those words  stand for and meant but i like to seek the truth and the hidden meaning to it, and the only thing i could say after reading the the letter's to end is basically most of what she had explain to me in over 100% - 70% of it are showing like a mirror to myself (does it make sense i asked myself as it's hard for me to believe on something unless it has a huge point that could convince me that there are some truth on it, you see some of this thing could be a scam and etc.) So, i still didn't get the whole point and details of the readings and so i decided to make a quick analysis about supra-celestial beings i googled-it!! 

Here's what i found some believe that the supra-celestial being, the intuition,the telepathy. Is there any sort of definition or special phenomena for these words? Supra celestial being (which what we most heard) and they has some contacts with a magnetic field of this universe, that man can well in advance knows the things which are going to happen in the future.

It is said that a supra celestial being is one who is not directly ruled by his or her planets. They have such great will powers that they are able to make their own fortune they are masters of their own destiny with their strong will powers, they are able to overcome the effects their planets put on them and live the life which they want, which is according to their own wishes and not the life which their planets force on them. ( Oh, amazing huh, cool!! ha ha). But the question is, how many of you will believe this? do they really exist..??? 

But frankly speaking i had experience them myself before, all the above words that stated like can well in advance know thing which are going to happen well they happened to myself  not once but most of time it's always sharp and details. Yeah, i know it's sounded weird and strange enough but i always noticed them myself many times right before the happening and actual event comes i've will knew it in advanced and here i want to early clarified on this post why i intended of creating this post at the first place is to share my views not to bragged about anything, as my purposed and my one and only intentions is to share my thought and view to those who have the same interest and been through the same situation as myself. 

Are this thing are normal..?? well it might look's simple and some of you probably gonna think it's an easy no-biggie thingy, but honestly if you asked me the questions like do i feel disturb about it..?? my answer's is yes.  I admit that sometime i feel very disturb and confused yet i felt amazed at the same time knowing for myself that having those characteristic which not everyone has it and there not many people could think differently in such exceptional ways. As some of them probably only takes it as a normal but the truth is those are the things that actually doesn't always happen in someone life unless they are bound to it.

And only he who experience the same thing would understood what is it like to be in that person shoes and how it is takes concerned, as i'm aware that not many can accept or believe in the statement about vision and etc. In fact there are some event that happen to me which is really beyond my understanding somehow like i just said i'm a truth seeker and i'll do anything to explore and learn, to see thing's in a different perspective or views and to gain every knowledge that i am fortunate to take part of it.

But sometimes there are thing's that remain as the unknown those thing that not every human being can explain except for HE the creator of our universe.  

NOW THERE IS ONLY ONE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH CAN ONLY BE ONE IT'S THE TRUTH TO EVERYTHING. :-)

The TRUTH and The HIDDEN LIES = Every individual person has their own individual thought and understanding

" There is GREATER than the GREAT.

There is PURITY within it's PUREST.

There is BEAUTY and The BEAST.

Incomparable, Inevitable, Invisible.

TRUTH and REALITY.

There are NO RIGHTS OR WRONGS." 

( My word of wisdom )

The lesson of life is this:
It is the relevance of life challenging new puzzle 
to entertain itself, It is the truth that is overlooked!

Eventually to form the singularity! 

The truth can only be ONE.

The truth is the completed puzzle! 

and it consist of all the things that humans are made up. 

( Every individual person has their own individual
thought and understanding. )


THE TRUTH TO EVERYTHING..!! :-)

Moments - Whatever poses of me LOL

 Peace  NO wars XD

 I like my teeth while LOL

Smile create greatness in personality keep SMILING :-)

The craziness of me just for fun HAHAHA..

Mcdonald Samurai Burger OMG!!

My sissy bought me a burger just now yummy!! This is the first time I finish the whole burger HAHAHA, well normally I can't finish all i quickly fed and only eat half of it. 

Thank's sissy xoxo luv ya..

Old pix of me ROFL camwhore.. camwhore!! I'm a fairy princess from mars wink's winks!!

Come find me - smiling at YOU

Playing hide and seek come find me!!

Only if you can, I'll give you a bunch of hug's Muahahaha

else the hide and seek game will last for a thousand years =P

      Sempat lagi tu snap gambar belakang langsir ROFL...

Essence of life every moment teaches new lesson

Tadaaaa here i am back posting to my blog but only for today cause i been pretty busy lately and didn't have much to blog about thing's i been doing. He..he i guess it's better that way the blog need to rest down for awhile and so i won't have any headache about my activity and progress being stalked by a stalker.

I learn alot of things lately and i feel very inspired about it, also i am happy to know that sometime giving up something you really obsessed of doing for the good things is worth it.

For instance chatting, and blogging and internet life which had become apart of my daily activity those day, but i give it up awhile and because i have more important things to do and learn and see through beyond things which i hadn't notice to take time to see before because of the thing that block my mind from doing it as there was a time i thought i would never make it but i never give up on fixing my failure i try and i try until i finally solve some of it and accomplished two of my mission and mindset yay!!

I failed once and that was the biggest failure that i must face and learn but after thinking about it hell yah, failure makes me stronger and i finally understand that sometimes we have to see failure in order to see the greatness and success. 

-Essence of life every moment teaches new lesson..-  that's what i've learn from it, and here i am now smiling and happy apart of being happy for myself.

I'm happy about so many thing's like helping my besty fixing her love life and now she finally met someone for the good and she is happily in love with her prince charming yeah, and she thanked me for all the advice i given to her she also said if it's not me talking to her all the time she's down and confused she would never understand a thing about how to settle her problem, I feel touched in many ways and i wish her happiness  will stay long with the one she love forever and for always. 

"Thank you GOD for blessing me much more than I deserve"

I'm feeling good
I'm feeling positive
I'm feeling blessed
I'm feeling determined
I'm feeling inspired
I'm feeling courageous
I'm feeling happy 
I'm feeling lucky
I'm feeling that it's worth all the wait
thing's happen for a better reason!!

I'm praying in my heart for that moment

I will get there soon!! I believe in my vision, mission, and myself..

Most of all I believe in you GOD. Gratitude.

I love wedges - red and black!!

Love the design though i can say it's the first time i bought this kinda type of heel's Oop's wedges i mean. He..he it's comfortable. Next time i'm gonna buy more wedges in different design wink's wink's. What make me love this is when i walked my feet dont feel tired or pain unlike when i'm wearing heels my feet get tired easily. =D

Subject YOURSELF - In order to find your way to greatness

Subject air of mystery #1: How magnificent and beautiful is the world if all people are start living their lives with a little smile and peacefully not fighting and insulting, not hurting and judging one another by their own standards and then they start telling everyone that the world is a darkest place, try imagined all this? was there anything wrong to live the life we want with no wars only peace because everyone is deserved to live happily without nothing to worry. 

Conclusions = Air of mystery #2 : It happened that at times we became one of those victims of the circumstances and when this happens to ourselves we start blaming the world about how unfair life's are sometimes can be, does anyone asked for a life which like living in hell?

No, cause there is nobody who would wanted to live their lives unhappily unless there is someone else who ditch yourself into the unhappiness situation. Those people out there are sometimes crazy and also brutal and they don’t have a heart some only think of their feelings and themselves.

My random thought for today sharing is caring YOU DONT OWN THE WORLD ALONE. :-)

Our first day of hari raya august 19, 2012

First day of hari raya went to my cousin house believe it or not it's been 5 years we didn't see each other. I still remember the last time i saw him he still single ha..ha..ha I can't believe now he got two son already and a family of his own i'm proud of him. Also at the same time got to spend sometime with my aunt she live at the same neighborhood too. Whoa, early in a morning already eat so much of food i'm too stuffed, my cousin asked me to bring some food back i said never mind i had enough as after that i got to visit my aunt's house too which is somewhere around court 2 subang jaya. Around 11 o'clock something me, my sissy and also aunt head to court 2, believe it or not when we reach there we all are serve by food and dessert so that means it second round of eating ROFL, i'm full and can't move so i didn't manage to snap some pictures as there's too many people there too, some of them i dont even know who they are ha..ha.. 

Around 5pm in the evening we head to summit mall at USJ visit my pet sissy, she cook alot of sabahan traditional food so that means it's round 3 of eating LOL.

Our pictures together say cheese!!

After visiting my pet sissy the two of us went to MCD and guess what? we order french fries and eat again ha..ha..ha..ha so it's alot of eating happening at the first day of raya but we have fun and happy!!

It's us the killer girl and my little monster - camwhore with new hair LOL

This is how my new hair look now  he..he 

and my sissy she got her hair a killer bang's LOL

Kawaiineeeee!! how do we look..?? =P

My kitty, my partner in crime!! ha...ha..ha..ha

Mikey and kitty pictures for hari raya this is what i manage to captured, you see mikey doesn't like camera flashes if i captured his pic he will run away ha..ha..ha but he is a smart boy, he wanted to make me happy so tadaa, finally i got him and kitty a nice pose together :)

I just notice.. It's alike.. Ha..ha

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 

To All My Blogger's Friend!! :-)

This one is for my pumpkin xoxo..

Bye - Bye to chubby me - happy I can fit on my extra small size dress again!!

September 2011 - October 2011

My besty say i lose some weight as the last time she saw me i was little chubby and she also tell me that my arms look smaller than before after so long didn't met she was kinda shock cause i'm almost look thinner as the first time we met, if i'm not mistaken i think i weigh 50-49kg in this pictures ha..ha gosh and some of my extra small size dress can't no longer fit in my body as it grown all over me and it's kinda stressed me sometime LOL.

Just now as i'm looking for a dress to wear, I found my extra small T-shirt and also mini skirts which I almost forgotten as those day it dont fit me anymore so i stop wearing it,  and today I decided to grab on it and try to wear it at home as I wanna know if i really did lose some weight  ROFL, guess what?? 

now I can fit on it back yay!! finally I manage to reach my target!!  which is number #3 wink's I was like dreaming of number #2 shape but it's like too skinnylicious and remind me of my skeleton moment those day's ha..ha..ha.. Thank's to fasting month i manage to control my eating appetite, unlike those day's even though i skipped meal but it's  still hard to lose some weight don't know why LOL.

August 9, 2012

my old dress which is extra small and back then i cant seems to fit on this anymore oOoo.. it feels great when knowing that i could wear this again yeahhh!! i'm totally grinning like a witch now, anyhow if you asked me what's my weight now?? I don't know cause I didn't bother to weigh my self like I use to before all I care is be healthy say bye - bye to chubby me *grind*.

Old pix - Jan 28. 2011

One more thing I manage to quit drinking baileys and also cocktails
for half years now no wonder now my tummy gone already ha..ha..ha