Till the shiny day - A poem for you..

Even..

After..

All this time..

The Sun never says..

To the Earth..

" You owe me.."

Look..

What happens..

With a love like that.

It lights the whole sky..

Him loves Her ストーリー

This story is about a boy who love’s a girl but she doesn’t even know it, till one day came..

Girl call boy and asked him this questions; Do you know what is the very most hardest thing to do in this life? besides facing up with problem and solving ones problem.

Boy he asked girl; what made you ask me this questions? cause to tell you the truth I don’t know but could you tell me what is it? only if you don't mind..

Girl: She smile and then tell him “ the most hardest thing to do is only two things. The first thing is to begin and also to start something for doing without thinking is a labor lost, and second is to end up something you begin despite we know that someday, somehow and some way we’ll still have to do it anyway.

Boy: he remain silence without saying anything or asking girl why did she have to tell it to him. 

Since they had been friends for already many years girl think it’s the right time for her to tell him about the question he ask her last time. Few years back when boy asked girl something is there anything that she needed to tell and let him know but she say nothing. Boy tell this to girl no matter what he want her to know that he do loves her but unfortunately he was sorry for his not in a position to love or being with someone.

When girl hear those word’s from him she change her mind of telling him something which he had to know the only thing she said is that she understand what is he trying to mean.

Boy and girl had been friend for more than five year’s but strangely although they have long be friends but they never met eyes into eyes not even once. But their friendship stay and remain and from day to day boy and girl became a very close best friend although they initially known each other is through a some social pages.

Until one day came; girl told boy everything. Girl: I think you deserve to know this , honestly I never been honest to you remember when you asked me is there anything I wanted you to know? but I deny it  and say nothing.  Yes, there’s something I wanna tell you but I couldn't say it because I have my own strong reason why I choose not to tell you. But now it’s time for me to say it, I do love you too but unfortunately I’m not in a position to love or being with a person.

She told him the reason why she can’t meet him even though he did asked about it but the only thing she say is “one day”.  But it has been already few years they still never meet each others eyes to eyes.

Why can’t she meet him, boy ask girl this questions. Girl said; the main reason why she can’t is that she have made a promise to her self that she wont meet up with someone or fall for someone that she came to know from a social pages that is also apart of the reason why all this years she never asked him to meet up. But she can’t deny the truth that she had been holding up for sometime she do like him too but the only thing that’s stop her from putting her feeling’s into a next stages is because she can’t break her promise to her self.

Boy: is that the reason why? it’s alright girl I understand it now. But what makes you confess it to me?

Then he asked her; for all this while why only now you have to tell me everything…

Girl: cause all this while I thought you never love me at all I didn’t know that you are serious about what you say to me last time. I thought that you are only joking. But why did you have to love me that much? Although I never give back the same love that you had shower on me.

She start to cry and then tell him;

Girl: no matter what no matter when no matter where no matter who you're always be my chuppycake cause that kind of meet and greet is very unique. Thank you for everything that you had taught me I will remember that always.

Boy: If only I know that you feel the same maybe we could change everything but now since it was too late to undone it, you have your life and I can only do this one thing for you as what I had been doing  from the first time I know you. I would pray for your happiness and because you are too special person to me. You deserve to have someone who could give you everything and treat you better and for those who take you for granted I guess that person must be stupid! a girl like you is an every man dreams but sadly it will never happen to me, not myself he said in a low voice.
 
Before they make their own directions girl say something to him for the last time. Girl; I will be strong don't worry about me I be just fine take care of yourself and remember this always..

♥ In life we make a relationship

And some are made by god's

There Is nothing else a girl

want's from life

The only thing a girl desires

Is that someone loves her

Like no one has ever

been love before..♥

By: mars mello

A sad love story

Mandy and austin have been going out since 5th grade, now they are in 1st year secondary.Mandy has been thinking of breaking up with him one friday afternoon on their 2nd year of anniversary. On one night mandy and austin we're talking over the phone: (phone ringing at mandy's house)

Mandy: hello

Austin: hey baby, how is it going?

Mandy: i'm alright what about you?

Austin: pretty good, so are you still up for the movie?

Mandy: i'm sorry i cant go, i promise my little sister

that i would take her out to eat today.

Austin: oh.. that stinks!!

Mandy: austin, i'm really sorry that i cant go to the movie with you today.

Austin: it's alright, so how about tomorrow? can you go out?

or when you wanna meet up?

Mandy: i can't, so sorry coz i have to go with alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall.

Austin: you know what? it seem's like you have been avoiding me this past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due, then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods you totally ignored me. It's okay but i just wanna tell you i have something that i wanted to give to you.

Mandy: i'm sorry austin, i'm not trying to avoid you.

Austin: you know what? just forget about it i guess i'll just talk to you later i'm going for a drive. I love you.

Mandy: i'm sorry

Austin: Oh by the way, i bet you don't even know what today is (phone hangs up).

Couple of hours back mandy came home and found a gift along with a card on the front of the doorsteps. She opens the gift and finds a beautiful necklace, then she open the cards and reads: Happy 2nd year anniversary, i love you p/s i'm sorry for the way i reacted over the phone. Mandy takes up her gift and the card up to her room and goes to sleep. 1am in the morning (phones ring at mandy's house) 

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A love story

She don’t know how and where do they start all that she wanted to say is everybody had a dream in their life but not all what we want we've get some are come true and some are not and her's one and only dream is related with love for someone to prove how he really mean into her life.

She really treasure their relationship cause he is apart of her life how she'd love to see him everyday and how he used the good in every way cause he and only he could stole her heart. What most hurting her is when knowing that there's a huge wall standing between them they we’re separated by time and the distance. Somehow , that never change anything to her cause all that she wants is to make dreams come true.

But, sometime when thing never happened the way we want it when we almost there to grab it but then it just slipped from our life just like a quick-silver. Why, Over again this word are often playing on her mind but she couldn’t find any answer. Why love can turn someone into worry and fear. She has been thinking about it since the thing happened she left to reply him.

They say life is unfair yes it's true and she do believe that sometime life can be so unfair to us but never about someone saying that life is unfaithful life is a game like hide-and-seeking. She come to realize and trying to figure out some reasons she’d make her guess but still she want to listen some truth from him to convince him not to worried anything cause whatever he say it would be acceptable.

Where as they know that there is REALITY and FATE.

She don't know how far they can go and hide from reality when truth is revealed and all the things whatsover it would do to him even so to her, it makes them worry and fear to know what would happened then when faith are agains't the will they’ve might end up in a hatred way frustrated and feeling depressed.

She couldn't count all on love to find it ways and embrace their heart how fortune if she could turn dreams into reality. Cause he and only he could painted a smile on her face he and only he filled her empty life with laughter's and spoil her with lot’s of love.

All that she wan’t is a sincerity on love and to make dreams come true.

‘'Till the shiny day dreaming of Paradise...'’

The Last Goodbye - For the last time

It was night, and silence she imagine she could hear the musical motion of the stars. She knew all she had to know, she had experienced all she had to experience, darkly without thinking at all she knew that she was near to death. She was quite lost and daze really dead to her own life, I shall die I shall quickly die she said to herself . It was a decision. It was not a question of taking ones life, she would never kill herself that was repulsive and violent. It was a question of knowing the next step, the step lead into the space of death. Could she give herself to it ? she had enough. She said to herself. Unless i absolve myself from the rhythm of life, fix myself and remain static. But better die than live in this cruel world, to die is to move on with the invisible. To die is also a joy which is greater than the known, the pure unknown that is joy. Life indeed may be ignominious shameful to the soul. But death is never a shame. Death itself like the illimitable space is beyond our sullying. She had enough. She said. There was nothing to look for from life it was the same the only window was death that one could look out on the great dark sky of death with emotion. There was no escape of life to save in death to think that whatever humanity did and whatever life might be it could not take away death, the inhuman transcendent death. Let us ask no question of it she said, what it is or is not..? to know human and in death we do not know, we are not human. In death we shall not be human , and we shall not know. She sat quite still and quite alone by the fire in the living room, she was gone into the ultimate darkness of her own soul. Suddenly the bell ring and she opened the door, oh.. Carl is it you ? She said. I am glad you are at home he said in a low voice while entering the house , carl look at her and wondered at the luminous delicacy of her beauty ,wide shining of her eyes. He watched from a distance with wonder in his heart, she seemed transfigured with light. What have you doing all day my love ? He asked her nothing only sitting about she said, He looked at her. There was a change in her. But she was separate from him, she remain apart in a kind of brightness. Shelly my love, as long as i can breath don’t worry, i will always be with you. Carl, do you love me? she asked. He kissed her softly cause she talk too much. Haven't you seen enough ? she said.

It's a bitter thing to me. If i die, you'll know i haven’t left you and you wont have left me, he said. we shan't have any need to despair in death. That is the first time they both talk heart to heart, If death is my destiny i still have to die and leave you behind my love. Deep down inside only god knows her sadness suddenly tears came up. We've both sacrifice , for all she said. You have put your trust on me. Even if i get shoot for something that i don’t even know what i have done, atleast i have done my best my love.. The next day shelly went back to her sister house. she remained to finish the holiday admitting nothing. He scarely ever left her alone, but followed her like a shadow. I can be free of her, said carl to himself, He even prepared to go away, to leave her. But for the first time there was a flaw in his will. Where shall i go ? He asked himself. Can't you be self-sufficient ? He replied to himself, putting himself upon his pride. A fine thread still united her to him. It should not be her death which broke it she had farther to go. In the end shelly made her decision, I shall go away from carl she said to herself. She made her decission, to return back to zack. One destroyed that the other one might exist, one ratified because the other was nulled. She knew her next step- she knew what she should move on to when she left Zack, she was afraid of zack that he might kill her. But she did not intend to be killed. The only way to safe her and carl is she should return back to zack. Goodbye carl I’m sorry for leaving you behind..

" I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize that nothings broken, no need to worry about everything i've done like every second like it was my last one, don’t look back got a new direction, I love you once needed protection.. You still apart of everything i do you're on my heart just like a tattoo I'll always have you I'll always have you. If i live every moment wont change any moment, still apart of me and you I will never regret you.. Still the memory of you marks everything I do.."

That evening she remember the scene once more suddenly her tears came up.. Don't cry , Don't cry , Don't cry, Dont cry anymore.. Don't cry, Don't cry, he repeated. Don't cry anymore. I had to break with you, it had to be, it had to be.. You shall never see me again my love. he said. Then she looked up her eyes wide and frightened. Carl, I have loved you, i've always love you but you always done this to me! Don't cry, Don't cry , he repeated, Don't cry anymore. He went over to her and kissed her fine fragile hair touching her wet cheeks gently, he held her head close against him.. Shelly my love, the moment of truth that only haunts you is memory of the past always come every time i saw you. To leave you behind would not be easy because in my heart i only love you but goodbye for the last time even though i could not do, i am better not to be with you because there’s someone with you.  

But still the memory will come crashing through that makes my life undo cause everytime i remember you the fine moment both of us too that marks everything i do. Goodbye for now because if i follow then you should not go goodbye my sweet love and don’t try to look back because my heart would be broken to see your tears drop fall. 

THE END 

Once upon a time - The last goodbye

Isn't anything better rather than this....? 
Better be animals, mere animals with no mind at all ,
than this nothingness and hurting that never end. 

"He knew it from the beginning.." Ahh , what a fool..! 
And, it is you who are liars..! The only thing that you know fool--?"she said." 
So i am, a fool.. and thank god for it ,

I'm such a dumb stupid idiot, big fool to swallow your cleverness..



You are stupid and fool idiot, and you must know it, what you are is fool, that’s what you are.. --

you may well say and tell that you don’t want love, 
It may all be true, lies and stinks and all
 I said it because it is true do you see ..?
because you are you, a big fool and false liars! 


That's why you say it, and i hear it so you can go your way, and I'll go mine.. 

"Ahh, yes.. you don’t bother, You shall be alright ,
that's why you don't care.." she said. 

The only hopeless thing is a fool and you are quite right ,
I never right at all whatever I do is always wrong.


I'll never right! Arhh ,
Just cut the crap-! Lets finish this over, once and for all hurt me and i shall, be hurt for once and for all
 hurt my feelings more and more and I shall forget about you forever..! 
cause when I’m with you , you know exactly how to hurt me.. 

Can't you see that I'm trying so hard here...? 

Don't you know that this pain.. pain.. pain is so hard to bear?



" ....GOODBYE FOR NOW" "--said zack to her. 

Seriously or joking..? 

she repeat asking the same question, Is to make sure that zack is not joking this time" Yes, i am serious. he said.
I decided to broke up with you it's over now shelly ! 

Ouhh damn you It feels like i'll just strike a jackpot !! 



Don't you worry zack i would never stop you, "she said." Cus this will be my last and final goodbye remember, its you're the one who asked for it well then i shall will gave it to you and be happy zack! said shelly to him.



You don’t have to wish me shelly you'll be the most happiest one said zack to her, and so same goes to you zack you be happy as well. Im really glad you said that she said. Oh really...?He asked her, 

and what made you so glad..shelly ? He stare at her, showing his fierce face, to shelly. 

You really wanna know why.. ? Cause you've asked for it zack ! 
well then i shall to fulfill your wish and make it came true. 

Here take your rings back! I dont need those on my finggers! 
cause when you say over is over..! 



The ring that you wear, glad to see it every time you waves goodbye, but now its was different, since it wasn't there. Well I guess this journey is just another chapter for us to learned and remember now you already have found your way and I have found mine.

We say hello then we say hai , but now it’s all has to end by waving GOODBYE.