Spontaneous Thursday #2

Can you see it..??

 Kitty love's to sit at the window this spot become kitty favorite
every afternoon looking at the sun and the birds.. 

she love watching at the people playing soccer and basketball
through this window until dawn.. :)

I love nasi kandar

I love the rice it taste different than the other restaurant serves, it's almost taste like nasi lemak coconut milk rice but more tastier hehehe oopss!! I forgot the restaurant name again i didn't notice the signboard i just head inside and grab food the only thing i remember ha ha ha funny right?? ROFL ..

My sissy anime face, OH she look's like a doll now LOL

BEFORE EDITED =D 

 OH she look's like a doll now LOL

Myself years back then - present and the now

the innocent me and the grown up me :)

That's me year's back then - and if i'm not mistaken my age was only 12 years old in this picture with an innocent smile and short haircut a side by side clipped on hair is one of my thing back then when i was a little girl as I love to kept the girly look's that will match and suit with my dress.  

Some friend of mine asked this question, hadn't you ever try cutting your hair short before? and few of them even suggest me to cut my hair short and try something new for a changes as often they seen me with long hair but not once a chance they seen me with short mid-length haircut and as thought i think it is one of kinda funny asking that i had ever heard from them. 

Well, honestly I did cut my hair short before and I can say it is shorter than the above pictures on the left i wish i have a pictures of it but unfortunately i don't have any copy with me as it's all gone into nowhere lols and I also done the hair dye and bleaching on my hair  until one day my hair got spoiled and damaged and it take quite some time probably few years to get back the natural looks of my hair with no split-ends and damages.

captured on 12 june - peek-a-boo is it short or long? have your guess he..he..

Since then I stop dyeing my hair and keep the hair long instead and twice a month i will go for hair treatment.  Till at someday i find it's kinda tiring and take so much of time cause every twice a month i have to do the same routine which is going to saloon and done the same treatment over and over, then i made up my mind and decided to buy the hair treatment product and done the treatment itself at home once a week, just a simple and instant step which is applying the hair mask all over my hair and cover my head with hot towel and then shower cap for 30mins then was my hair clean and after that rinse it with hair conditioner and lastly washed it with cold/hot water ( as your choice ) and when it's done use the hairdryer to dry my hair and not rub it using towel ya, remember that. 

Believe it or not the result is the same as hair steaming-treatment that done at the saloon but the only difference in what I did is express and no charge at all!! 

Ha...ha..ha..ha brilliant idea huh? that's what my hairstylist friend once told me. As at one time he wondered himself seeing my hair growing long so fast for not more than 2 years and he asked me, what did i've done to my hair? just in a quick time  the damages all gone and it look more dark and shiny and thicker than the last time he cut left over dye on my hair.

Photo on left capture month ago the one on the right taken last friday look at the hungry face gosh after fasting for 8 day's straight the cheek also become small liao!!

Then I said a joke to my friend, I guess my hair got too much of vitamins as I done the mask treatment 4 times in a month and kept it maintain for a years and then smile at once when  the same answer kept being said over again and again when some friend of mine even think that my hair is an extension or a wigged. 

P/S to my besty eila the left side pic is not edited and also no hair dye.. okay! ha..ha

See what i'm saying here?? I did try midlength haircut not one time but after 3 - 4 month's it will grow longer again and when one day came when some of my friends met me again my hair has already back into the length as the last time they saw me, don't believe?? take a look at the pictures above. *grind*

Day 5 of fasting

Day 5 of fasting with my sissy - Just the two of us yeah so didn't cook any food at home. We went to the bazaar and buy the food back instead he..he..he whoa so many food right?? but me and my sissy only eat less some we kept for sahur time as we don't want to waste the food LOL.

I still have asam laksa waiting for me later Ooooo... can i finish it?? I'm too full now my sissy buy kuih some more and moise chocolate cake she put it in refrigerator i forgot to snap the pictures ROFL now the two of us can't move due to we ate too much of kuih after having rice ha..ha..ha

I'm a zombie girl!!

How do i look?? scary huh?? i edited it myself.. XD but there's another pictures like this are more scarier than this one let me add it below ha ha ha.



Here is it!!!!! don't faint while watching this LOL my friend's say i'm weird ROFL for making this pictures as a cover for my timeline.

The other side of me

My friend's say this picture look so mystical Oooo...really??  I had no comment LOL. But then on a second sight when I look at this picture It's seem's like I glow in the dark HUH.

I'm serious XD

OH ya,  I'm in a most view presentation of the week can't believe it though I just learn how to make this stuff, I didn't know that people would view it this much in 4days although i just posted it on july 8 and there's 2 people already downloaded it. Thank you all for reading it and for downloading it means alot!! :)

The Greatest Silence

His eyes and heart watching her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart calling her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart waiting for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart crying for her but she don't come.
His eyes and heart saying only her name but she don't come.
His eyes and heart loving only her but she don't come.


His stood alone in the darkest corner of his empty room and said to himself it's too late to regret. She's gone into a path with no more returns.


Silently he heard something a soft voice whispering. His quite unsure about what he hear, as he thought it's only a delusional that playing tricks with his mind.


A soft voice whispers again this time he was sure about what he hear it's a voice of someone that seem's familiar to him.


I'm here for you
I'm here I'll come to see you 
I'm here for you I'm here for you
I'm here just like I'll always do
I'm here for you to let you know
that I've never really left.

Although I've chosen the path with there's no more turning back but you can always whispers my name in silence when you needed someone when you needed a friend I will be there..


 --After hearing what the voices whispers to him in the air--


His heart stopped beating His eyes stopped blinking His brain starts thinking And said to himself. This is my hope to comes to you. So close but yet so far this is my dreams to look only you, his lips kisses directly onto the mobile screen which showing a photo of someone that he use to know.

He wanted to tell her something but he couldn't as his thought are always changing. He had no other choice than to whisper what he wants to say in silence.


--I know you had love with someone but all I know and could say is that I think of you why?? I don't know if you will hate me for this. I only now realize that I love you from my heart and a part of this piece of my heart there is a place for you--     

Sing-K at REDBOX THE CURVE with Babyuko Hanagata

Babyuko say's let's camwhore first before we enter redbox, Then i'll asked her why?? she said see inside there too dark lor.. pictures will come out so blurrrrr ha..ha..ha..ha

She don't know about this picture's my sister curi - curi snap it LOL

First time sing-k together until voice gone gosh!! I really have fun and so do her though at first she's a bit shy to grab the mic and sing but I told her common don't be shy it's not that we often come here and sing a long lalalala.. ROFL she laugh at me and said okay your turn first let's sing all evanesance song!! The deal is on baby I love evanesance song too HAHAHAHA first time hear her voice sing and she also first time hear my voice singing rock song a very fun outing we both had together.

She bought me a baskin robbins ice cream cake too!! awhhhh how sweet right??? Thank's sweety for remembering my birthday xoxo wish we could do this again sometime XD

Chilling with babyuko at SAKAE SUSHI THE CURVE

June.10.2012 advance birthday celebration for me thanks sweety :)

2 years didn't met her at last on my 26th birthday I got a surprise call from her yeah finally the two of us met ha..ha..ha bila planned nak jumpa mesti tak jadi pelik betul lah, tapi bila tak planned jadi pulak omaygosh!! so this is the first pictures we both snap after few years didn't see each other!! LOL and the funny part is, I just notice that kat belakang we all ada mata mengendap HAHAHAHA..

Makan jangan tak makan... XD

My sister order this yummylicious I forget the menu name but all I can say it's a must try!!

Sashimi umph delicious me and babyuko love this so much,
we both have the same favorite awhhh!!

Sharing is caring yeah..  JOM habiskan makanan ni...

And this is for the birthday GIRL, I really love this meal cause it came along with salmon and chicken teriyaki and the soup is very tasty!! Thank's for the treats my dearest bestfriend xoxo. After this let's go sing-k until voice gone yeah, crazy mode moment with babyuko hanagata.

I'm happy what I visualize and what I dream to have come true

Dulu sebelum beli mikey kucing macam ni lah yang mello cari - cari hahahaaha awal - awal dah membayangkan one day akan dapat cat macam ni, akhirnya what i visualize finally come true and i got it!

Thats why i believe in theres nothing wrong to dream of what we want some dreams come true, to dream is to attract the things you want to comes to you it's the law of attractions the rest let the universe do it works always believe in your good thought, nothing is impossible right.

That's what i've learn from THE SECRET ever since I start reading this book since year 2006 is too always feel good and think positive and from that moment onward I keep practicing the secret, cause it's inspiring and the secret to all secret (universe) WILL revealed IF you ask for real.

My both baby helping each other to get out from this door

Last video of hachiko playing with kitty.. this video make me smile whenever i look at it, how smart kitty is, she was helping hachiko to get out from this door cause both them are thirsty, in the end she herself stucked there luckily kitty is smart baby atlast she's got her way out back..!! but i miss hachiko you know we lose him.

Mikey first video playing with straw while listening to jazz music..

hahahaha i called it cheap toy's ROFL 

Welcome to the family Mikey!!

Welcome to the family!! I bought myself a male cat as my birthday present for this year and because I've made a promise to my baby kitty that someday when the right time come I'm going to get her a partner who can play and run around the house with her, and It's takes a very long time for me to decided about adopting another male kitten as the loss of "hachiko" still affected myself.   But i can't be too selfish and only think of myself I must also think of baby kitty need's so I made up my mind to adopt mikey. Memang dah lama nak cari cat yang warna putih finally dapat juga kucing yang di cari - cari hahahha yang peliknya muka mikey almost seakan macam hachiko kan...?? cuma color aje lain maybe dah jodoh kitty kot dapat partner yang muka sama macam hachiko!!

Those day I made my baby kitty and hachiko an FB page but since the day we've loss hachiko I seldom upload my kitty pictures there anymore but now I found her a partner which almost look the same like hachiko i feel soooo happy and I made these cover for thier FB page timeline cute or not?? he he he you can like their page by clicking this link 
             https://www.facebook.com/pages/Kitty-the-Awesome-CAT/135458189861579

Di sebabkan mello dah fobia untuk kehilangan sekali lagi sebelum beli mikey, awal - awal mello terus bawa dia jumpa vet untuk check up, nak pastikan dia sihat, bila dengar vet kata mikey sihat all okay, takde sakit apa - apa baru lega sikit mello, dan lepas tu bawa mikey balik kat kedai pet shop tu beli makanan dia sekali.

Mello beli shampoo untuk mikey sekali sebab pet shop tu kata kalau kucing warna putih kena pakai shampoo lain, dan mello beli dengan sikat and ubat telinga dia sekali nasib baik lah makanan mikey sama dengan kitty yeah, tak perlu nak beli asing - asing ha..ha jimat sikit kos!! dan part yang paling best sekali  my baby kitty pun happy!!!

Gratitude, I have more and I have everything I have today and for always.

For every day that GOD makes is a DAY OF LUCK i have to take advantage of !

Don’t wait any further, don’t take that risk. One day that passes by may be...one lost LUCKY DAY...

FAREWELL to bad luck and SORROW HELLO to "Joie de Vivre" and HAPPINESS !

FAREWELL to FAILURE, and HELLO to MONEY, LUCK, to SUCCESS and HAPPINESS " JOIE DE VIVRE " !

FAREWELL to disappointment I have more happiness I have now, I'm an all rounders type of who I am and I believe in making every experience educational it's the value of life. "JOIE DE VIVRE"!

Gratitude, I have more and I have everything I have today and for always. Thank you for the blessing that I've been given and I receive.  ****P.A****

I love music and i'm a universal listener I listen to all kind of song

My ORIGINAL CD collection. Most are english/latin/spanish/malay/japanese song. R&B, Hip Hop music, Rap, Pop rock, Jazz, Goth rock, Trance, House music, Acoustic, Classic, love song by 70's 80's 90's and etc..

( I got that 3 CD of orianthi when I went to her live concert in KL last time I got her autograph some more!! )

There are more cd's but dont know where it goes ha ha ha some of my "friends" borrow my CD alot, and some of them forgotten to return back the CD's to me. 

I sometime don't know what to say to them the only thing I can do is said never mind just keep it cause the next time i'll asked sure they will tell me same thing "alamak lupalah ROFL., but no worries I bagi ikhlas okay and no complain" he..he..he I'm not shy to say how freak and obsessed I am into music I was planning to keep more CD's any song that soothe my soul every time I listen to it, and if you asked me which from most of this CD's is my favorite?? my fave one is the red CD box myhun bought for me at singapore a years ago,  I love the track they have on the CD it's all jazz song jyeahh.. 

I'm back - My first post for today is me and me again LOL

When i was 18teen (muka comot) still don't know how to apply make up, ok ..then when i grew up dah pandai sikit but prefer the light one yang tak heavy sangat..

But yesterday when i met with my cousin dia macam tak percaya and terkejut LOL cause the last time we meet is on years 2004 she told me that I look different tak macam sepupu yang dia kenal dulu she almost cannot recognize my face after so long didnt met up, lucky my aunt was there to convince her.. tak kan you tak kenal sepupu you sendiri?? lepas tu dia jawap my aunt.. dia masih tak percaya lagi till we both re-called back the old story about zaman kanak - kanak we all dulu baru dia percaya hahaha.

Few years back pictures and my latest pictures

Now here's the funny part most of my friends always get confuse with my pictures yeah, even my besty always told me that I look like a teenager on every pictures it doesn't matter if I put on make up or not but the funny thing I wanna say here is my friend always told that my face changes all the time HAHAHAHA. Then I asked her of all many many pictures and faces you have seen which one is my real look's??  wanna know her anwers??? wait a minute let me add another pictures here. =P (loadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing)

Her answers is the last one below starting from the third horizontal right row, is my real face that's what she said HAHAHAHA, well if you ask me this questions?? did I go for surgery?? my answer to you is definitely NO cause I love the way I am.

Before my cousin leave to sabah she told me she's kinda jealous a bit of me cause even i'm already older than her but if to compare with herself she probably look more older than me as she compare me to her youngest sister as well. She told me that she just cant believe that i'm already 26yrs old cause as she see me and look at myself, she said I kinda look just like her age which is 18teen, then I told her not to feel bad about herself I try to cheer her up and tell her some advice, the best medicine is laugh and be happy love yourself and don't think so much about aging. The more you think about aging the more faster you get old. Think positive all the time and also dont forget to always dress yourself well which fit your looks that's all, after that she smile at me and say yeah, you are right from now on she will stop thinking of aging anymore. I'm glad to know that I made her happy and change her negative thoughts and thinking towards herself.

This is my blog I post what I want, DONT like it? DONT read it simple!

I guess the picture's above shall stated like this------->>>  This is my facebook so stranger's stop adding me if your only motive to add me as a friend is too look out at my personal pictures and wall post.  Because I only add people that I know and for those who add me just to stalked what I do and what I shouldn't, shouldn't do don't waste your time on adding me as a friend cause even you'll have to wait until you get old well honestly and bluntly telling i'm not gonna approved "YOU". 

Friend's request keep coming IN, but pardon me I don't accept any friend's request from a stranger's anymore. Unless on a second thought there's an instinct make me accepted them or in other words I accept request from people I knew they wouldn't be a faker's those who are, I'll slowly get rid of these people. I have less friend's in my FB cause I dislikes fakers wanna be and for safety and privacy reason I only share my pictures to friends whom I known.

I'm not arrogant but I only talk to people who really talk the talk, and those who know what they are talking about not bullshit things and spilling un-logic and unacceptable reasons out loud such a waste of time.

DARNEST thing's do happen in Facebook and any social networks out there eg; those people who are using other's pictures to act as themselves as if those pictures are belongs to them? well I had enough dealing with this type of people and I also do experience it with my own selves, for instance some anonymous people use my pictures to create an account at TAGGED, I'm lucky and blessed cause I have a friend who is very concerned about me and she told me about it, she also did warned that person and asked her question does she know her? my friend did it for a reason is to find out who she really are.

Guess what happen?? she just disappear in a short time before her true identity got caught up!! It happen not once to myself but countless here in blogger's there's an anonymous people who copy all my entry and make a cloned of it at their blog and some of my friend even ask me how many blog's in blogger do I actually have?? because they read the same exact thing I posted here in my personal website at the pretenders wanna be blog. Not only that it also does happen in Maxis Mblog and other's social network darnest thing does happen everywhere and i'm sick of it.

Sort of people attitude that I  dislike the most:

1. Pretenders aka fake
 2. People who only know how
to take advantage on our innocent kindness

 3. Liars

4. Budget good
5. Back stabbers
6. Selfish
7. Arrogant

I rather have no friends at all than having this kind of people around me life is short, what's the point of having them if their only presence in our life is to give us bullshit problems.

If you are one of the list which I have stated above?? Don't add me and don't judge me cause I'm quite no one plans a murder out loud. And if you're not one of them don't be hesitate to talk to me i'm friendly in a ways but only to those people who are real in taking me as a friend end of this entry.

Theory + Fact = it's happening in what's on your mind..

Theory + Fact = it's happening in what's on your mind.. 

Bila kita buat ini ''orang akan tegur'' dan bila kita buat itu pulak ''orang tetap akan tegur''. Tapi bila kita tegur orang tu balik orang tu kata kita menyibuk dan macam - macam lagilah.
Lepas tu kita diam dan ''orang tu tetap akan tegur kita '' tapi bila kita tegur balik ''orang tu akan tegur kita dengan ayat macam ni ''tak salah kan kalau kita sesama manusia sama - sama saling ingat mengingati, tapi sebenarnya yang tersirat dalam hati orang tu tak puas hati!! 

This actually happen base on what I see and observe and self-experience. If you want to gain respect from others first learnt how to respect yourself first it's depends on how YOU present yourself to people. If you choose to be a SLUT then people will see you as a SLUT's right, just be true to yourself!! Everyone has their right to speak up what's on their mind in a appropriate ways!!

My self motivation

Ramai kawan- kawan rapat yang tanya kenapa tak upload gambar you dengan your BF kat facebook dan blog??

My answer is simple, not only my current bf pictures now yang I tak pernah upload, my so called past relationship with my exbf pun tak pernah upload pictures dengan diorang.

The reason is logically, I've notice a lot of people like to show off their pictures with their bf okay that's they're style right?? Setiap orang ada cara dia sendiri, and I don't wanna comment about it, it's their life.

Tapi pernah tak diorang fikir kalau andai kata hubungan diorang tu tak kekal sampai ke jinjang pelamin, lepas tu kan dah upload pic kat FB peluk and kissing dengan BF after that the next time diorang dapat pasangan lain the same thing going on upload pic berpelukan dengan lelaki / perempuan lain dan begitu lah seterusnya tak namanya tu memalukan diri sendiri bukan?? 

Specially those people who break and couple again and again and again, that's why I pegang pada satu prinsip kalau nak upload pictures dengan pasangan biar upload pictures perkahwinan terus orang nak kata apa pun lantaklah I'm a wifey to my legal beloved husband.

I strongly agree with Nava K! comment on the post!! Professionally there are certain things are meant to kept personal not to share to the whole wide world.  Others can do what they wan't but why give a damn about what the rest do right? everyone have a life to look out for, therefore how we are treated again depend's on how we carry ourselves.

**Dignity is not something you can restart when it crash it will be shut down forever**

Memory - Happy mother's day my dearest beloved godmother

The day when you went away has cause me a lot of pain

cause you are no longer beside me and no longer in these world.

All I can do is dreaming of you and missing the moment,

when you were here with me.

Mother You did so many things that made me think I was so special to you,

you taught me that there are many important things in life.

I've come to understand all these as I've grown up

and until I was old enough to think and look after myself.

You taught me that what I have today is not forever

once when before you say goodbye

I know there’s nothing I could do to change it and nothing could change it

when thing happen it is impossible to undo it.

But without you I wont be what i am today thank you for caring

and loving me like your own real child mother,

You'll always be remembered and always live in my heart.

Happy mother's day to you my dearest beloved godmother.