It's funny isn't..

It’s funny isn’t? 

how certain things could get to you

And start making you wonder

It's funny isn't? 

how certain things could turn over to you

And for no reason It got you thinking 

then asked yourself this 

one great questions.

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

Cause you gotta know

the reasons.

Why, why, why

when you want something

So badly but you just couldn't

Have it but why, why, why

When you less expect them

somehow it’s just come to you

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

WTF  hey!! don’t you know

This is so D-A-M-N complicated.

Hey you! can’t you see?

I did almost everything

To make thing’s better not worst

Hey you! can't you see?

I did almost everything

I shared all my dreams with you

And I will take you higher.

In the end what you give back to me?

The only thing you did to me

Is making me look bad infront

of your friends and every one.

And now you dare telling me

That you did almost everything?

WTF stop acting you scumbag

for there's no grammy award!!

Hey you! are’nt you

had enough of this shit?

Cause no matter what you say

The voices in my head

still will tell me this.

Do you think they understand you?

Do you think they care about  you?

Ohhhhh, you’re making a great mistakes.

They gonna put you in vain

They gonna let you die in pain

They gonna smash you

And ripped your body apart

They gonna take your soul

If you ever let them

will you let them?

Hell no, no, no and no way!

Cause Im’ma not gonna let

Anyone to break-me-down.

It’s funny isn’t?

how certain things could get to you

And start making you wonder

It's funny isn't?

how certain things could turn over to you

And for no reasons It got you thinking 

then asked yourself this 

one great questions.

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why

Cause you gotta know

the reasons.

Why, why, why

when you want something

So badly but you just couldn't

Have it but why, why, why

When you less expect them

Somehow it’s just come to you

Why, why, why

Oh please tell me

Why, why, why 

don't you just kill me

and end all this suffering?

WTF hey!! don't you know

This is so D-A-M-N complicated.

In the end all you did is say at last 

ohhhhh, finally you've found your reasons..

label: all about nothing =D

Wahai teman

Tanya bintang pada bulan kenapa setiap kali bila malam menjelma 

bulan kelihatan begitu suram?

lalu bulan pun menjawap soalan bintang.

Kerana tanpa pancaran dari sinar matahari

cahaya bulan tidak mungkin akan kelihatan lagi.

Dan selepas bulan menjawap soalan bintang tadi

Bintang pun berkata padanya.

Wahai teman..

Ketahuilah sinar yang ada padaku ini pun datangnya dari sinar matahari

dan sekiranya malam tiba dan aku juga masih tak berkedip 

bererti matahari sudah tidak menyinariku lagi.

My new header

How is it????  nice or not?? I just made it  lor.. =D

From my hun..

Especially for you

I wanna let you know what I was

Going through

All the time we were apart I thought

Of you

You were in my heart

My love never changed

I still feel the same 

Especially for you

I wanna tell you I was feeling that

Way too

And if dreams were wings, you

Know

I would have flown to you

To be where you are

No matter how far

And now that I'm next to you 

No more dreaming about

Tomorrow

Forget the loneliness and the sorrow

I've got to say

It's all because of you 

And now were back together,

Together

I wanna show you my heart is oh so true

And all the love I have is

Especially for you 

Especially for you

I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me

How I'm certain that our love was

Meant to be

You changed my life

You showed me the way

And now that I'm next to you 

I've waited long enough to find you

I wanna put all the hurt behind you

And I wanna bring out all the love

Inside you, oh and

Now were back together, together

I wanna show you my heart is oh so true

And all the love I have is

Especially for you 

You were in my heart

My love never changed

And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about

Tomorrow

Forget the loneliness and the

Sorrow

I've got to say

It's all because of you 

And Now were back together, together

I wanna show you my heart is oh so true

And all the love I have is

Especially for you 

Together, together

I wanna show you my heart is oh so true

And all the love I have is

Especially for you

SO, sweet of you...hun I miss you too no worries I'll always be good for you  *hugs n kiss*

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TARIKH TUTUP : 28-FEB-2011

The Faceblog

A moment ago I'll just join FaceBlog He..he 

I memang tak tahu apa - apa pasal FaceBlog ni, tapi nampak macam menarik so I pun join ler..

Kitty sedang dilamun cinta? tapi pada siapa ya.. Haha

Kitty suka sangat pada bunga yup..specially yang berwarna merah kalau tak percaya just look at the pictures nampak tak dia tengah cium bunga tu? hah!!

Bukan tu aje kitty juga sedang dilamun cinta tapi pada siapa ya cuba teka. He..He sure tak dapat teka siapa kan? kan? kan? Nak tahu tak..?? okay i bagi tahu ya..

Sebenarnya, kitty telah jatuh cinta pada "GIANT" tengok lah sendiri dia siap cium -cium lagi giant tu!! Kelakar gila tengok pic ni.. ZOMG  

Nak tahu lagi tak cerita tentang kitty?? selain daripada pandai main bola kitty juga pandai masuk toilet bila dia nak "POOP" bukan tu aje kitty adalah seekor meow yang dengar cakap bila i suruh dia baring kat lantai kitty akan baring terus siap pusing - pusing kan lagi badan dia sambil tunjuk muka dia yang cute!! mars mell-o tak ajar pun kitty buat semua tu mungkin sebab kitty memang meow yang pandai macam tuan dia juga kan? "perasan" betul pulak tuan dia ni.. ROFL

 Mars mell-o rasa nanti nak ajar kitty menari pulak macam tarian " I whipped my hair" kat video willow smith  tu, mesti gempak giler kan? HAHAHA..

Million faces of me LOL

What do you think? Are all those faces on the picture are the same person??? I bet you probably think NOT he..he..he But that's just me LOL my face change all the time even my bestfriend from africa once did told me that I have a million faces. =D

Thanks for the follower award

Comel giler award ni...Thank's to rose for this awards!! happy blogging ya!! =D

Mood: errors : Should I or Shouldnt I..

I already deactivated my Facebook account due to I cannot tolerate any additional headache that goes through my head day by day. I'm a type of person which I don't disturb other's and I also don't messed up with people unless if they create a messed with me first!!

I'm REALLY NOT IN A MOOD for facebook even though it is hard to leave all my closest buddy without saying a words but I guess that's the end of my facebook moments. Yesterday, I was just as happy as I am until this bloody idiot show up at my facebook and shoutbox!! 


"Seriously, I freakin hate retards and I'll do everything just to stay away from these people even if i have to climb the mountain or runaway up the hills I'll do it without any doubt!!"

For now I was thinking weather it's a good idea to keep the blog or just delete it? Due to I cant find any peace of mind in blogging anymore. I told my hun about me deleting all my account and he told me to think about it twice before I make up my final decisions. 

"But I guess if that really happen he will be the most happiest person on earth!! HAHAHA and every problem will be resolved also less headache for him."

My blog is like an "Online journal" to me and most entry and poetry I have in this blog is base on true life experience. "Friends of friends" and also for those who can relate to it, I don't mean any offend I'm just sharing some thoughts that lurking inside my mind.  Like it or hate it it's all up to you. As I had mention from my previous post what I write in this blog is not always about myself but from what I have seen, hear,experience and also believe. And you know what? It's really hard to say sayonara to blogging and because I have been doing this since 2005 and till these days I still keep on writing whatever that is crossed inside my mind I penned it down and read it all over again and re-called back all the great things that happen to my life. 

" For I preferred writing down what I feel and also think 

rather than throwing thing's or fighting and then start with my own riots.."

But now, SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I LEAVE?? I really don't know.. ( sigh..)

At marciano's

Dinner with myhun at marciano's restoron nice place even the food is good..

Cheer's for me and you sweetheart!!

So delicious I'm lovin' it he..he..he but i can't finish it so we both share this cup together..

Grilled salmon...for me I love this to the max yeah...and because i don't really eat meat so much..

My hun favorite everytime we came here he always asked for this I dont know why LOL 

just like me i always asked for grilled salmon hahaha..

To whom it may concerned:

Is there any ways to stop a copycat from copying others people work?

Unless we change the blog setting into private access but that is an another story cause I cannot keep my blog into a private access blog. I have my reader’s outside there from somewhere in the other side of the globe and I must keep the blog visible else my friends from other’s country will be sad and angry at me.

Now I have one slight question here and it sound like this.

Q1: can you like or fall for someone which at the beginning of the friendship

they are not truly being honest to you about themselves?

A: For sure not and you don't right? It’s hard to like someone who is a completely liars.

Q2: can you like or fall inlove with someone who is like a sister/brother to you?

A: Honestly I cannot, even if they are not my true blood spouse or so, I still can’t seriously how can I love someone who call me sis? It’s doesn’t sound logic at all. 

1. Stop haunting (her) you cant love someone who is already inlove and belong to someone else.
2. Stop hoping for something that is impossible to happened it only make your heart pain let the memory of the past go away for there is no reason to live behind the shadow.
3. Stop fooling around with other's people life and try not messing up with problem's cause not all people can tolerate there is a limit to everything.
4. Have a self-respect if you want others to respect you learn how to put respect on yourself first.
5. My advice is the best way is to stepped backward forget his/her and move on.

You are now IDENTIFIED. RESTRICTED AREA STEP OFF FROM THIS ZONE.

Im'ma JU-ON ROFL

Cool or not...? Honest answer okay?

Found this picture at my other's blog storage really miss this JU-ON hair very much he he he

I think my next hairstyle I wan't it like this again LOL...

My love for you will always stay

My love for you will always stay

I wish I could hold you
In my arms tonight
And tell you that I love you
 And how much I really care
but now all I can do is only
watching you from a far

While I’m standing here

all alone with empty smile

And empty thoughts

I’m feeling cold and dry

With my emotion

trying to hide the tears

That lies at the corner of my eyes

I’ll found myself dancing in the rain

So no one’s will know when I’m crying

There’s so many thing

I wanted to say and make you understand

Baby, I need you to know this

to love you more is aren’t easy

cause you belong to someone else

to leave you behind is impossible

and its hard for me to do

because in my heart I only love you

Trust in me when I say

no matter what

no matter where

no matter when and

no matter what happen

my love for you will always stay

I’ll always be here to hold you close

and I will embrace you

next to my heart

next to my heart oh, oh

Baby I need you to know this

to love you more is aren’t easy

cause you belong to someone else

to leave you behind is impossible

and it’s hard for me to do

Because in my heart

I only love you

I only love you   oh, oh

Now Trust in me when I say

no matter what

no matter where

no matter when and

no matter what happen

My love for you will always stay

My love for you will always stay

  My love for you will always stay.. 

 Lyrics written by:  ZJ Mars Mell-o 

Copyright on: 25 May 2009

I wrote this few year's ago and now I wanna share it here hope you all like it.. It's kinda more like a love song lyric he..he  =D 

Stupid people make me laugh!!

Alright here it goes upmh' before of anything else first of all i wanna start this entry with my evil laugh testing one, two,three HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!! 

But wait a minute let me explain it here why am i laughing so evil like I'm gonna murder a person with this way of laughing. Well, i saw something at my shoutbox and i really don't like what i see because there is a stupid donkey saying that i am his "mylove" what the heck!!!! how dare you to call me your lover?? I don't even know who you are and one more thing this donkey also saying that i am frustrated. I guess the stupid donkey thought that the previous BM entry i posted is something that must've related to myself situation.

Hello, Hello, Hello stupid donkey It's just  a poetry "tak ada kena mengena pun dengan yang hidup atau dah mampus" one more thing i tak pernah pun chat dengan you kat FB tu not even one time!!!

Ko ni memang gila kot budak yang dah terancat akal..??

Only people with FISH BRAINS do this kind of shit!!  

Ada satu lagi benda i nak cakap aku memang suka menulis tapi tak semestinya apa yang i tulis tu berkaitan dengan hidup i sendiri. SO, jangan sesekali kata i frustrated sebab nak buat my BF sakit hati?? Just to let you know that i am happy with my relationship and your dumb shit fire is not gonna work because i'm not a stupid donkey as you!!

SO stay away from me before my temper burst OUT!!!! cause I guarantee you this that I can track you down so easily anytime I want.

DONT TRY TO MAKE ME MORE AND MORE EVIL 

ELSE YOU WILL FACE THE CONSEQUENCES.  

Sahara..

Perjalanan kehidupan ini

begitu penuh dengan jalan

yang berliku-liku melalui jurang

yang kadang tak bisa untuk dilepasi

kerana waktu itu telah sampai

kesatu titik penghujung

yang mana ia tidak mungkin

dapat diputarkan kembali

Apa ada pada cinta yang cuma

berpaut pada janji palsu

meninggalkan jejak tak bertapak

dipinggiran rindu

kerana aku akan kedaerah

yang tidak bermusim lagi

setandus sahara digurun pasir

Lalu aku hanya sekadar musafir jalanan

yang kehausan dan setelah lelahku hilang

aku akan meneruskan perjalananku

mungkin disitu aku akan ketemui

sebuah mimpi kerana tidur ini tak seindah

dahulu lagi dan aku benar-benar pasti

yang mana ini adalah realiti

Biarlah ianya begitu hanya kerana

mimpi itu adalah dirimu

yang sentiasa menemani setiap malamku

walaupun kutahu suatu masa nanti

ianya pasti akan berlalu pergi

Namun aku kan sentiasa menunggu

menjadikan diriku seorang perindu

pada kisah yang lalu kerana

dimana bumi berpijak

kutetap seperti dahulu

yang sentiasa diburu bayanganmu

Dan jika cinta itu ibarat satu lautan

maka hati adalah kapal yang berlayar

di atasnya apabila ribut melanda

menengelamkan hati kedasar jiwa

yang tak berpenghuni

menanti sebuah harapan

yang tiada kepastian dan menatap

ke atas langit  yang sepi

sesepi kasih disudut hatimu.

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

Do you hear my pain?

 I know they don't..

How can they hear something

that isn't said?

Now hear me, feel me

Touch me, sense me

Life love me, love live me

Comfort me, encourage me

Protect me from harm

Give me strengths

Fill me with only good thoughts

Send me wisdom

So,  I live my life in silence

Because I've forgotten how to speak..

By: G.A aka Z.J