Okay I'll admit I miss this haircut!!

I have one slight question - Do i look better with fringe or without fringe?? he..he..

I'm thinking of cutting my hair again, I'm also thinking of new changes but i'll admit I miss the haircut above so damn much!! My hair is getting so long again, haihz!! 

2 candle 2 cupcake 2 years old Happy Birthday kitty!!

April 10, 2012

kitty says..thank you for celebrating her 2yrs old bday!! kitty love you all..

Baby look sad but inside her heart she happy cause we love baby sooooo soooo much!!!But baby was angry cause her second master was sick and didn't blow candle with her.

look at that face??? kitty cant wait to blow the candle whoaaa!! she's said it's okay, as long as i'm with her she won't be angry anymore.

hehehehehe...the best pixies of kitty for her 2 years old bday..

Happy Birthday To You My Kuchi - Kuchi Love We Love You So Much Much Much!!!

Broken angel - ZJ

There she is feeling lonely,

keeping her self faraway from everybody,

as she’s trying to look back,

at the thing’s around her,

her mind start to think,

in silence and asked oneself.

“how did this happen”?

''do she deserve anything in life''?

“why should people love me?

cause it make her feel guilty",

" do the broken angel deserve to love"?

She live’d in another world,

feel ashamed for many thing’s,

feel ashamed about the thing’s called reality,

They say sometime one feel

we've work for what we have and gain in life,

but, not for this little broken angel,

She’s in hiding,

she's in searching for the next road,

looking for her own way to become,

she live’d for free and enjoy the other dreamworld,

Steeply down her face,

she realize that she's about losing her track,

she start to think and then tell oneself,

people are working hard to get their dreams

and feel good about theirselves.

“ but I don’t deserve the life I’ve use’d to,

for everything seem’d had just turn me around,

my age and thing’s I’ve been doing,

just don’t match compare to the other’s"

Silently, she’d start to think then asked her self,

“ am I still a kid or something"?

She don’t know what she've want to be and that,

she just can’t hide from the world

and stayed alone all by herself for the rest of life,

Then slowly she throw her self into the ground,

and start's t to cry,

her tears just can't stop streaming from her eyes,

and then asking oneself,

the same question that kept's rewinding,

on her minds over and over.

"will I still found someone that I've could love'd again?

my heart Is hurt and no angel can fly with broken wing's"

ZJ

My old poem I've wrote this few years back ago,
 just wanna share this poem here in my bloggers :-)

The loneliest girl i've ever knew - ZJ

She had break her faith,
by the same breaking through,
she takes to play with fire,
then disappear,
in the deep end of silence,
yet, pretending that nothing
is hurting her,
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
she would sealed herself,
alone in her room,
she is crying inside,
sleepless every night,
thinking of the memories,
he’d left behind,
the pain,
the scar,
and the suffering,
could she cope’d everything?
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
no one ever knows,
why does she cry on the floor,
she lying with a broken smile,
with tears in her eyes,
that become the one,
and only bestfriend..

By:ZJ

The video below remind me about this poem which I wrote once upon a time ago :-)

ARASH feat Helena- Broken Angel (Official Video)

Broken Angel lyrics (ft. Helena)

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

On n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

One n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

On n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :



Love this song so much, the lyrics really touch my heart :)

Kitty dancing wagon wheel watusi!!!

Shake....Shake...Shake ya booty baby... 

Have you ever seen a cat that pose like this?? LOLs..

Kitty is dancing like wagon wheel watusi!!!!! look..look..look at that hand HA HA HA

My baby kuchi - kuchi horoscope 

Aries (March 21 - April 19)

Dominant Traits: Adventure, Ambition, Assertion

The Aries cat is full of energy and often greets you with enthusiasm. The Aries cat is a loving creature with a sweet disposition and is seldom aloof. The assertive nature of an Aries cat requires that you be gentle, compassionate and fun loving. In the wild, the Aries cat would either be the leader of the pride or second in charge to a Leo cat. Always treat your Aries cat as an equal and never raise your voice or speak down to him/her --his/her ego will definitely be bruised.

Semalam...

Semalam adalah pengalaman

Dan esok adalah cabaran...

You do have choices ..

Sometimes life is hard but try not to make it even more harder by making all things harder. Just go with the flow, make your self happy with things you do daily, they say the only way to be happy is by being happy and wanting to be happy!!! How can anyone be happy as they want to be If they choose to frown instead of to smile?? Right.. :)

Ayat skema untuk pagi ini..

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk melakukan "sesuatu" atas kepentingan diri mereka sendiri.

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk meruntuhkan mahligai cinta dan kasih sayang yang sejati,

alasan mereka “dia bukan yang terbaik untukmu” 

Ibaratkan mereka ini lebih mengenali hati budi insan tersebut jika di bandingkan

dengan "dia yang sentiasa berada di sisi tak kira susah ataupun senang dia yang sentiasa sedia untuk menemani tak kira sejauh manapun destinasi, kerna hanya dia yang lebih memahami dan mengenali hati dan budi insan tersebut dan tanpa sebarang sebab dan alasan mengapakah dia harus menjadi mangsa keadaan situasi.." 

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk menghina maruah dan harga diri seseorang itu atas kebongkakan mereka sendiri. Sehinggakan sanggup untuk membeli harga diri si mangsa keadaan situasi.

Mungkin si kejam itu ingat dengan wang ringgit yang di berikan itu mereka boleh memiliki apa saja yang mereka mahu termasuk pendirian diri insan tersebut begitu juga hati dan perasaan orang lain.

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

tapi mungkin mereka terlupa untuk menggunakan akal dan fikiran mereka untuk berfikir seketika bahawa orang yang mereka anggap bodoh dan lemah selama ini adalah umpama ubi yang diam – diam berisi.

"Bak kata pepatah orang sekecil – kecil cili padi tapi kalau dah gigit kat lidah sendiri baru mereka tahu kan, apabila terasa ohh, pedasnya sampai menikam dalam hati. Terkena balik pada batang hidung dan muka sendiri dah tahu cili tu pedas yang dia pergi sibuk nak makan juga kenapa??? siapa suruh mereka cari penyakit sendiri.

Well, sebelum aku buat ending untuk entry ni, aku nak highlight sikit kat mereka - mereka yang berniat untuk mengkejami aku yang tengah duduk diam - diam kat gua ini. Sebenarnya aku ni pun kejam juga dan memang aku akui, tapi cara aku jadi kejam agak special sikit and only for those limited edition only. Aku akan berlaku kejam kat orang - orang yang tak habis - habis nak menyusahkan hidup orang..

"SO, dont harm me I wont harm you and if you do, I do what I could do too simple kan!!!"

Ahahahahaahaha..damn skema betul plak ayat aku pagi ini aku sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa tertiba aje aku nak type semua ni??? Ohhhh voices in my head.. suara ni dari tadi berbisik tak henti - henti kat dalam akal dan fikiran aku dan akhirnya terciptalah sebuah entry yang aku post khas untuk hari ini.

END of mumbling.

Forever young I want to be forever young..

My besty say I look so young in this pictures then i say really?? cause i didn't believe what she said at first i thought she's only bluffing me, then she said fine if i dont believe her she will let her friends guess between me and my sissy which one of us is the eldest one.  Guess what all of her friends said i'm the youngest one and my younger sister is the eldest, ha ha ha terbalik la pulak!! yang kakak dah jadi adik dan yang adik jadi kakak..lucu kan... fine, tak puas hati lagi, I thought she is just kidding me or somehow. 

Then I got another comment from eila she is one of my besty too, and indeed she was saying the same fact just like what my besty said to me earlier. I'm laughing myself off loud LOL in my mind i was saying this words bestnya kalau jadi forever young like this. ROFL.

Just look alike, same meh??

Same ke??? really?? what ya think??

What about this one? still same or not? ha..ha..ha..

Now tell me which one of this both picture is just look alike?? =D winks winks..

Just for fun only hahahahahaha 

Dont frown cause you'll never know who is falling inlove with your smile

latest pictures LOLS long time didn't camwhore ha..ha..ha a friend of mine told me that my face doesn't always look the same in every pictures, really?? then i tell my friend probably is because of the hair that's what make me look's different. Then my friend said bukan you pakai susuk ke? LOLS, I laugh and tell him " no lolz never think of it not even one time!!  To me being natural is better right? but different people have different perspective about beauty, as for me I'm just being me and I love myself!!  <3

Here I am....!!

Whoa, It's been so long since I've last updated my blog! gosh, I miss my blog so much. But unfortunately I've been very busy these days no time to online or create new post about where I go  or so, unlike those day's everyday i'm free ha ha ha.. now?? not anymore!! DUH.. I'm fully occupied with work!! work!! work!! I wish I have  a free time to update my blog and facebook but as I said,  I really have no time to online these day :'( but I will try to came up for a new post where ever I'm free. I can't let my blog unattended just like that! you know my blog has become a part of my life all this while, Anyway to all my followers and readers thank you all for visiting my blog I deeply appreciate it.

And for my haters and stalkers?!!! stay away from my blog, get a life and stop messing with my life damn you!! hahahahaahaha..pergi mampus cepat sikit!! kepada haters-haters yang aku benci!! aku benci korang sampai korang mampus... well korang takde kerja lain ke?? selain dari menyusahkan hidup aku?? I'm sure god is always fair what you did you will get it back mark my word!! bumi ni bulat, jangan korang ingat korang akan selalu kat atas maybe hari ni hari korang bersuka ria dan bergembira esok lusa giliran aku pula ya.. So kita tunggu dan lihat aje sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnya akan jatuh ketanah juga.

Well in this world nobody is perfect right? and i believe no matter how hard sometime's life can be there will always a better tomorrow for me!! cause I am a human which I dont disturb others, but when it come's to my part if you'll messed with me then be ready to face the most evil person that you happened to get to know in your whole entire life!!

I'm evil yes, yes,yes,yes, yes, yes, what the heck and why you care?? about my life?? it's my life better watch out your life rather than judging people who do you think you are??

Baguslah sangat fucked!! berlagak aje lebih MCB!! Aku benci dan paling pantang betul kalau orang suka laga - lagakan orang lain atas kepuasan diri mereka sendiri hell man, who do you think you are? I'm not your properties I have my own right to speak out whatever I want to say here in my blog kalau tak suka suka baca dan tak suka tengok apa yang aku post jangan visit blog ni, pergi berambus dan mampus blah la weiiiiiiiii.. :)

Chillaxing at meritus pelangi beach and resort

Taadaa.. I love it when the wind blew my hair messily LOL. 

Kong Kong Tai Son Seafood Resort - Johor Bahru PART #2

Last month we all went to kong kong again it's was chinese new year  so many singaporean went to kong kong for "yee sang" the seafood there is getting famous he he he I think, too many car parking unlike last time we wen't there. This time we order different dishes all also yummylicious awhhh gosh specially the bamboo I love it so much!!

mussel myhun favorite so tasty!!

Fried fish with thai sauce " a must order " crunchy yummy!!

Here's come the crabs ha ha ha.. lagi lagi ketam!! sedap sangat habis ketam ni we all kerjakan.

 Asam pedas fish, gosh I love the gravy really tasty I feel like eating this again.

We order the same vege but unfortunately they added some petai and I dont eat petai ha ha ha, but overall it's still delicious!! all this food cost about RM300++ getting expensive lor last time cheaper cause not many singaporean know about this spot in Johor baru.

Snapshoots with pykachu

Our first pictures after few years didn't meet up snap by photobooth =D

winks winks grind =P

Adele - Someone Like You in the HOT100 Billboard charts at position 22

"Someone Like You" is written and produced by Adele and American songwriter and producer Dan Wilson and featured on Adele's hit album 21. "Someone Like You" by Adele is currently (week 07, 2012) in the HOT100 Billboard charts at position 22.

Someone like you lyrics 

I heard, that your settled down.

That you, found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.

Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

Adele Returns to No. 1 on Hot 200, Kicks Lady GaGa Out of the Throne

It's chilling time - with pykachu at mydin USJ part #1

whoa so many vege and also fish dont know which one to buy and cooked for dinner time..

My friend pykachu say cheese dear, dah pilih ikan mana yang nak masak nanti?? make sure ambik yang fresh tau ha ha ha..

WTH pegang ice cream pun nak bergambar ke.. LOL

Bila tahap kebosanan melanda inilah kerja kitorang  Ha ha ha..

Everything done buy already queueing on the line and waiting for our turned to pay up all the stuff we bought yay..  It's time to go your place babe!! nanti kita masak - masak ya =P

Whitney Houston died in bathtub: Were drugs involved?

Whitney Houston: Toxicology test results won't be known for weeks. L.A. officials wouldn't comment on the prescription drugs found in Whitney Houston's hotel room.

Flowers were placed on a Grammy sidewalk plaque honoring Whitney Houston's wins for Record of the Year and Album of the Year in 1994 outside the Grammy Museum in Los Angeles, Feb. 12, 2012. Houston died Saturday, Feb. 11, on the eve of the 54th Grammys.   (AP Photo/Reed Saxon)  Credit to :  www.csmonitor.com

Confuse and shocked

I've been into a car accident last few days My whole body is aching huh.. T.T my neck, and my legs, my shoulder. Gosh I cant walk properly my leg is swollen huhu.. and still in shock though.

Thank you GOD for protecting me from harm, thank you so much!! Nasib baik me and myhun tak cedera, cuma kereta hancur teruk. But that’s alright benda tu boleh claim insurance!!! What matters is we are safe and sound now thank you god. Syukur alhamdullilah to ALMIGHTY ALLAH for protecting me from harm.

But still cant believe that it happened to me, it's all started when the car infront us suddenly emergency break,  and then myhun also break and fine masa tu tak apa - apa lagi, tiba - tiba van toyota dari belakang langgar kitorang plak!!! gosh.. can you imagine?? we're in between of two cars nasib baik bukan lori yang sebat dari belakang, kalau tak entah.. apa akan jadi huhuhuhu I can't describe it i'm still confuse and shocked.

I will never forget you..

 Cant stop crying thinking about you..

sleep now and may you find peace there..

 I will never forget you.. 

A moment of silence - Rest in peace hachiko

Time of death 6:40pm 31.01.2012

Born december 18, 2010

My male kitten is gone now rest in peace hachiko (stoney) no matter where you are, you're memory with us will last forever, you'll always be remembered.

The veterinar told me that FIP already spread to his lungs and kidney that's the reason why he died, I just cant describe how i felt now i am crying, my sister are crying for he cant no longer be with us now, even kitty is also crying searching for him all over the house but he is gone, his in GOD hand now.  :-(

We love you always, remember in furry heaven there be no more pain for you, no more sickness. You'll find joy and happiness in there run and play hard as you can. I will always have you in my heart and thought cross my heart body and soul.    ♥

Note to self : Be thankful of what you have 27.1.2012

Dear GOD, thank you for making my dreams come true though it took sometime to make it happened but finally it does come true now!!

Dear GOD, I know and I do realize that I'm not a perfect person but I try my very best to be a good person and kind and I always will be true to myself.

Dear GOD, nobody in this world know's me better than you do and I'm thankful for everything and every happiness that you shower upon me and my soulmate, I'll promised myself to treasure every bit of it as long as i'm breathing.

Dear GOD, I believe that in this life happiness doesn't always come to us as we want it and that is why when we have it, we must grab it tight and never ever let it slipped from our hands, because I do know one thing for sure that once it fall apart it will never be the same again.

Note to self : Be thankful of what you have 27.1.2012 :-)

The unfold silence

Gone like a wind - night wish..

whispering on the air..

unspeakable..

silence unfold..

mind travelled..

Somehow she knew that's her feelings is right this time..

She then tell herself this words..

If it's weren't meant to be then let it be..

Gone like a wind - then forever will be gone..

the love that is lost and unforgiven..

ZJ

Bruno Mars - Marry You with lyrics

   

It's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,

Come on girl.

Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,

Shots of patron,

And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we'll go, go, go, go-go.

If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,

So whatcha wanna do?

Let's just run girl.

If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.

No, I won't blame you;

It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we'll go, go, go, go-go.

If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,

Tell me right now baby,

Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

**** Damn I love this song so much****

Winks Winks :-)

How do I look eh?? nampak macam kelakar plak, minum air bunga pun sempat lagi berposing LOL thank's hun for capturing this pixies!! I like.... 

My facebook friends asked me about my age, then I told her to guess she said i look like twenty years old LOL ha ha ha really?? am I look that young?? anyway i'm old already ha ha I'm gonna be 26 yrs old this year ROFL.. hu hu, okay juga nampak muda walaupun umur dah tua kan kan kan??

Chillax time at arcade - summit USJ Part #4

aim betul - betul okay and dont ever missed LOL if not nanti tak dapat nak bawak balik patung besar tu... hahahaha..


Alamak!!! kenapalah boleh missed 3 shoot kalau tak dah dapat patung yang paling besar tu huhu..


Here's what we my sissy won patung kecik pun jadilah janji ada kan..kan..kan ROFL

Chillax time at century club - summit USJ Part #3

My sissy first time playing american pool he he don't worry sissy i got ya back!! ha ha i'll teach ya how to play just break the ball and follow my rulez... yo!!

My turn to hit the ball LOL, but wait... snap my pictures first ROFL..

Smile..Smile..Smile.. =D

Alamak!! i look so pale la.. in this pictures snap tak jadi!! selalu macam ni bila time my sissy snap my photo sob..sob.. liao!!

My sissy say: how do i look with this sun glass duh, ha ha ha my kakak yang belikan tadi whoaa..

Sambil main american pool layan french fries and nasi goreng yummyness!!

Ada lagi sambungan entry ni, besok la baru update seriously penat giler dan sakit kaki ha ha apa tidaknya asyik berjalan aje kerja..