Day in my life..

Everyday of my life

Has been proved shiny and bring luck

But when we dont get this

It wont bring any meaning except loyalty

Cus we dont see things as they are

See them as we are

He who speak the truth must've one foot in stirrup

Love is name of giving and not taking any from love ones

It does not ask for any acknowlegement or any return..

Till the shiny day..

There was a young lady called whitey who once had the same journey with a darkie.Whitey went through the path that bring her fall at the cave In silence she asking oneself how is it that i strayed from the garden and seem to this trap i have fallen?

Voices whispering Hey! there.. lonely girl you are not alone; we went through the same path that bring you here and the path you went through allow us being together at the same cave. By chance it's god make it happened.

You have to carry on the walk through the dark cave ,don't be afraid; said darkie, I will be there for you to lead you out from the dark cave.By touching the wall even it's too dark i will try to do the best i could and bring you out of the darkness back to the shine.
 
Once you see the light of the sun shine from the cave that is the way out of yourself. By time you need no more hunting for lights no more darkness.You can now jump with laughter's and have your happiness always remember never forget the journey in the darkness of a cave we went through I'll be seeing you from the cave waving goodbye. Till the shiny day whitey!

“But why it's always goodbye in the end, Even if there is a shine to light up the way" Darkie don't you know that it is hard to wave goodbye..? Till the shiny day

Words of wisdom..

Now im feeling like a baby with no worries

And like a powerful man with a positive thinking

I'm both I'm both

Becouse they are not prepared to say

They are born from same great feelings..

labels: words of wisdom

Should I or shouldn't I..

Should I stay..

Should I leave..?

Should I hate..

Should I love..?

Should I disobey..

Should I listen..?

Should I be nice..

Should I be heartless..?

Should I be kind..

Should I be cruel..?

Should I be afraid..

Should I be strong..?

Should I be sad..

Should I be happy..?

Should I cry..

Should I laugh..?

Should I let my emotion

rules myself and just do what I want..?

Should I just stop asking myself,

what should I do now ,

and what shouldn't I do..?

Should I just listen to what the voices

in my head saying to me..?

But i end up smiling and smiling

for what should I have to say the next..

Should I continue..

Should I stop..?

Should I.. or shouldn't I..?

Where should I begin again

and where should I end..?

Should I.. or shouldn't I..?

What would you do

if you we're in this situation right now..?

Would you do something or just let it be,

and then you started with your own riots..?

Will you..? would you..?

Should you or shouldn't you..?

What do you think..?

Cus i'm confused i have no clue and I don't know,

what am i suppossed to do..

What to do!! Oh.. what to do!!?!!

What about you..?

Do you have any options and any clue..?

The choices is in your HAND..

Soulmate..

What is soulmate does soulmate exist? myth or truth or somehow it's only an illussion

Meeting a soulmate can happened everywhere it's not impossible.

As long as both has a strong insight and connection

between a two-person are there.

But how if both get along at each other in unexpected way

will the two realised that they are meant to be as one

that is so-called soulmate.

Does soulmate only do after marriage what about those

who are not married and just get along is there any possibility

that it can be they have found at each other soulmate.

Some people will always deny that they already found their soulmate,

Cus they expected for something better and they keep on searching

for a better soulmate.That is why some of them missing out the

expected thing without realising a soulmate that they've keep searching 

for all this time is just infront of their eyes.

And the mind that always deny to oneself until they missed the

opportunity to know their partner and love ones well cus there are

people who never satisfied they keep searching and searching until

they ditch themselves into triangular love situation rectangular or

square and many shipped-shaped of relationship cus they keep

looking for better a soulmate.

Love message..

To love or to be in love- the choice may come to all of us

Which both ways may leads us to the same end

In time- through pain when happiness mean bondage

No one can deliberately choose their will

When she or he is not ready to accept

Every happiness would mean to us

We learn to live for a time at least with this choice

Which not everyone have a courage to make they're choice

God created us a free will to choose someone

That we are willing to accept

Someone that is able to give us true happiness and everlasting love

In life a good choices never comes twice..

Free will..

Nothing is perfect

Everything has it's own defect

For love to be true love

It has to be something we freely choose to give

Love that is force or demand

Is not real love

For GOD created everyone with free will..

Beautiful..

Some people are universally beautiful

and some people are beautiful only to those that love them

Love changes beauty when you love a truly person

they cease to be perfect and you love them more

because you and only you know their flows

That's what makes them yours the secret of the flaws

And when you love for want of a better word

An ugly person they become beautiful to you

That's part of the love the fact that you know they are beautiful

People features changes when you love them

They became precious and once you really know them

have held that face close and kissed every bit of it

You'll never recapture how it looked to you the first time you saw it

But sometimes you see a face for the first time and know

that is the face for you and sometimes

A face just grows on you and there it is in your life

and your days would be empty without it..

Love is..

Don’t dream of with open eyes believe in reality it’s FATE what you are they will find the same. Life is unfair sometime we become suspecious about everybody just becouse of some bad experience or mishappen that we dont want to do trust in somebody WHO is even deserved to be trusted but we can't understand intentionally.

When this true about those who love someone but are introvert, second about those whom love'd ones know everything but they are underestimated for some nonsense reasons. How can they say Love will find you? love find way its up to you? how can we carry on those way? let us say if somebody loves you how would you become sure it really does?

It find someone to proceed cus they going right in some aspects It's rare to get someone love in this materiallistic era , hardly we get this innocent spirits this mean they are not sure about love may come back but is right to feel about love ,Cause love is called to be the name of feelings emotions..

Kehidupan..

Irama rindu yang hanya menanti di jambatan jauh..

Aku ini insan dalam perubahan..

Aku ini jauh dari kesempurnaan..

Tapi pada kemenangan menyala jiwa..

Rindu tertipu dengan manis perjanjian..

Masih di dalam serba warna ketakutan..

Sekarang singkirkan semua bicara..

The question..

Why something good can hurt so bad..?

Do you have any indifference?..

WE all know the opposite of love isn't hate;

It's indifference the opposite of art isn't uglyness;

It's indifference the opposite of faith isn't heresy;

It's indifference and the opposite of life isn't death;

It's also indifference the opposite of friendship isn't enemy;

It's also indifference,

Do you have any indifference?

Tell me what is your indifference;

Let me tell you my indifference is YOU!!

Truth of lie..

Lie was never a friend to me

Lie was my enemy

Lie was the reason of my failure in life

Lie was the reason of every tears drop from my eyes

Lie has thought me the value of each word

And now i've learned to speak only the truth..

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Love is..[[?]]

A true love will not brings us tear

No matter if we won them or not

It's not a game anymore

Love also can be differenciatted into love for marriage and all

No matter if they are oppossite sex

Or some love is also a kind of love

Gays and lesbians are there to say this aloud

Though people dont share their own identities

They share their feelings online

So that is also a kind of love

They cheat people for their beloved ones

So love can also lived behind cheating

If they cheat people for their own happiness

There's also some love behind that selfishness

So that is also a kind of love actually

Love is tend to be selfish

[I dont mean any offend I'm just sharing some thought]

Few lesson in life..

When you lose faith to live always remember that when you fall

there will be someone who will held you from the back

Someone who will rise you up from falling

Someone who remember you everyday

Someone who never forget you and left you behind

FEW LESSON IN LIFE

Learned to care

Learned to smile

Learned to cry

Learned to give

Learned to forgive

Everybody make mistakes

Learned to give a second chances

Learned to forgive yourself

Nobody is perfect everything has it's own defect

Learned to let go the past

It's time to live for the presence

Learned to share your feelings and emotion

Learned to trust not everyone is the same

just because of some other people bad

impression we misjudge a person

before we get a chance to know them

Learned to love we can show love in many ways

It is not only on buying presents

It is when you care about the people you love

and the people who love you

It is the most precious presents to show some love

Learned to appriciate what you have

cause not all what we have in these world is forever

and most of all be thankful to our almighty god

the creator of our universe for everything

that he taught us about life is to make us a better person..

“MAY GOD BLESSED US ALL AMEEN..”

Life through my eyes..

When i feel so alone i think of the time when i were happy, t

he time of my childhood, my years at school, a special holiday

with my family and friends.

When my mother and i celebrating my birthday when she was alive

and something that stands out in my memory that bring me a great happiness.

I try to remember how wonderful it felt, i close my eyes for awhile and recall

that time over again remembering the people and the scenery

the colors and the smell of the glooming flowers the sound of the nature

the words the feelings and the universe.

Feel so good,doesn't it? Just remembering and re-live i be able to recaptured

some of the happiness moment

It would be wonderful if i could bottle it and keep it always with me.

As the journey of life through my eyes i've learned from the past

and i begin to see that happiness can be mine day in a day of my life

that bring me shiny and luck i'm happy with what i have.

To my beloved mother..

Mother, i miss the moment ,

we share laughters and tears together,

Mother, i miss you like the flower miss the sun,

You came to my dream with the smile on your face,

I hold you so tight as i'm afraid to lose you,

But no matter how i try to hold on you let go,

I am lost in these world without you mother,

I am lost in the way with no actual end,

Now all i can do is only missing you mother,

Cause you are no longer here with me..

Shadow of the past..

It was always been the same the thing

an object of desire dangeled just out of reach

and when i thought i could have it

when it was in grasping range

it was whipped away

I thought of my youth my golden days

when the world was buttery full of lipstick

and opportunity i'd thrown it away

frittered my young life away

trying to be nice wanting everyone to accept me

I thought what a vile thing to want to be

a slippy thing not good not bad just safe slightly sweet

but a people who not often speak out wont grab their chances

they kept their opinion quiet least they offend and least they lose

down it went into the red depths irretrievable lost forever. H

ow nice it would be if i can fly like a bird in the sky

feel free to go where i want and dance as i could

be myself and be more me cause sometime

I dont even know who i am anymore

I have change i'm not the girl that i use'd to see anymore

the girl that i first saw before i've been whipped away faded..

Reality vs. Lucky..

sometimes life is so unfair, but fate is something funny, when it turned into a path, we never wish for it to be, when it comes into reality, not everyone is lucky, Dear GOD lightened up my LIFE please..