The Greatest Challenge

WHO are your challenge?

Have you ever asked your self that question,

did you get the answer and figure it out?

Cause I found my answer to that question.

The challenge is my commitment.

The challenge is my duty.

The challenge is my mission.

The challenge is my plan.

It is the responsibility upon myself.

It is the goal that I must achieve!

My challenge is NOT them, whom or they.

My challenge is YOU, no other than YOU.

My one and only biggest challenge.

IF, it’s not because of YOU, (my other self)

I won’t be who I am now.

I won’t be who I am tomorrow.

I won’t be who I was yesterday.

I won’t be who I want to be in the FUTURE.

Hey, there (my other self)

the one that keep’s challenging

the inside me all this time.

The one that reminding me,

to be strong againsnt all odd’s.

The one that there to keep an eye

on my conscious mind about all

the challenge’s that I have to strived to!

Hey, there (my other self)

The one that never turned back on me.

The one that always keep remembering me

not to give up on all my challenge’s in LIFE.

Hey, there (my other self)

Hey, there (the one that is inside me)

Hey, there remember me..? (I am you and you are me)

We’re once was a greatest challenge in our ancient TIME.

Hey, there (my other self) Hey, there remember me?

YOU are the challenge to fulfilled all my commitment.

YOU are the challenge to fulfilled all my duty

with responsibility and without any hesitation.

YOU are the challenge to complete all my mission.

YOU are the challenge to all my planned

and to do my TASK on details.

For it’s the goal that I must achieve!

The challenge that made me WHO I AM NOW,

and the challenge on being WHO I WOULD BE IN YEARS TO COME.

By: ZaarahJasmin ( Dedicated this poem to someone )

My today readings - Supra-celestial being, have anyone heard of it...??

My readings for today explained by an astrologer lady not to mention her name here.  So, i started reading this file each and every paragraph then suddenly i was surprise and stunned upon reading through it, instantly i stopped before i can decide whether to continue reading the next sentence or not, my concentration got caught-up for awhile when she called myself a supra celestial being. Have anyone of you heard of that words before? cause i tell you what it's the first time in my whole life my eyes came to read those words and i really have no idea what it means until she explained into further more details.

Am i one of those people type that called as supra-celestial being? Bluntly telling i dont know what are those words  stand for and meant but i like to seek the truth and the hidden meaning to it, and the only thing i could say after reading the the letter's to end is basically most of what she had explain to me in over 100% - 70% of it are showing like a mirror to myself (does it make sense i asked myself as it's hard for me to believe on something unless it has a huge point that could convince me that there are some truth on it, you see some of this thing could be a scam and etc.) So, i still didn't get the whole point and details of the readings and so i decided to make a quick analysis about supra-celestial beings i googled-it!! 

Here's what i found some believe that the supra-celestial being, the intuition,the telepathy. Is there any sort of definition or special phenomena for these words? Supra celestial being (which what we most heard) and they has some contacts with a magnetic field of this universe, that man can well in advance knows the things which are going to happen in the future.

It is said that a supra celestial being is one who is not directly ruled by his or her planets. They have such great will powers that they are able to make their own fortune they are masters of their own destiny with their strong will powers, they are able to overcome the effects their planets put on them and live the life which they want, which is according to their own wishes and not the life which their planets force on them. ( Oh, amazing huh, cool!! ha ha). But the question is, how many of you will believe this? do they really exist..??? 

But frankly speaking i had experience them myself before, all the above words that stated like can well in advance know thing which are going to happen well they happened to myself  not once but most of time it's always sharp and details. Yeah, i know it's sounded weird and strange enough but i always noticed them myself many times right before the happening and actual event comes i've will knew it in advanced and here i want to early clarified on this post why i intended of creating this post at the first place is to share my views not to bragged about anything, as my purposed and my one and only intentions is to share my thought and view to those who have the same interest and been through the same situation as myself. 

Are this thing are normal..?? well it might look's simple and some of you probably gonna think it's an easy no-biggie thingy, but honestly if you asked me the questions like do i feel disturb about it..?? my answer's is yes.  I admit that sometime i feel very disturb and confused yet i felt amazed at the same time knowing for myself that having those characteristic which not everyone has it and there not many people could think differently in such exceptional ways. As some of them probably only takes it as a normal but the truth is those are the things that actually doesn't always happen in someone life unless they are bound to it.

And only he who experience the same thing would understood what is it like to be in that person shoes and how it is takes concerned, as i'm aware that not many can accept or believe in the statement about vision and etc. In fact there are some event that happen to me which is really beyond my understanding somehow like i just said i'm a truth seeker and i'll do anything to explore and learn, to see thing's in a different perspective or views and to gain every knowledge that i am fortunate to take part of it.

But sometimes there are thing's that remain as the unknown those thing that not every human being can explain except for HE the creator of our universe.  

NOW THERE IS ONLY ONE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH CAN ONLY BE ONE IT'S THE TRUTH TO EVERYTHING. :-)

The TRUTH and The HIDDEN LIES = Every individual person has their own individual thought and understanding

" There is GREATER than the GREAT.

There is PURITY within it's PUREST.

There is BEAUTY and The BEAST.

Incomparable, Inevitable, Invisible.

TRUTH and REALITY.

There are NO RIGHTS OR WRONGS." 

( My word of wisdom )

The lesson of life is this:
It is the relevance of life challenging new puzzle 
to entertain itself, It is the truth that is overlooked!

Eventually to form the singularity! 

The truth can only be ONE.

The truth is the completed puzzle! 

and it consist of all the things that humans are made up. 

( Every individual person has their own individual
thought and understanding. )


THE TRUTH TO EVERYTHING..!! :-)

Moments - Whatever poses of me LOL

 Peace  NO wars XD

 I like my teeth while LOL

Smile create greatness in personality keep SMILING :-)

The craziness of me just for fun HAHAHA..

Mcdonald Samurai Burger OMG!!

My sissy bought me a burger just now yummy!! This is the first time I finish the whole burger HAHAHA, well normally I can't finish all i quickly fed and only eat half of it. 

Thank's sissy xoxo luv ya..

Old pix of me ROFL camwhore.. camwhore!! I'm a fairy princess from mars wink's winks!!

Come find me - smiling at YOU

Playing hide and seek come find me!!

Only if you can, I'll give you a bunch of hug's Muahahaha

else the hide and seek game will last for a thousand years =P

      Sempat lagi tu snap gambar belakang langsir ROFL...

Essence of life every moment teaches new lesson

Tadaaaa here i am back posting to my blog but only for today cause i been pretty busy lately and didn't have much to blog about thing's i been doing. He..he i guess it's better that way the blog need to rest down for awhile and so i won't have any headache about my activity and progress being stalked by a stalker.

I learn alot of things lately and i feel very inspired about it, also i am happy to know that sometime giving up something you really obsessed of doing for the good things is worth it.

For instance chatting, and blogging and internet life which had become apart of my daily activity those day, but i give it up awhile and because i have more important things to do and learn and see through beyond things which i hadn't notice to take time to see before because of the thing that block my mind from doing it as there was a time i thought i would never make it but i never give up on fixing my failure i try and i try until i finally solve some of it and accomplished two of my mission and mindset yay!!

I failed once and that was the biggest failure that i must face and learn but after thinking about it hell yah, failure makes me stronger and i finally understand that sometimes we have to see failure in order to see the greatness and success. 

-Essence of life every moment teaches new lesson..-  that's what i've learn from it, and here i am now smiling and happy apart of being happy for myself.

I'm happy about so many thing's like helping my besty fixing her love life and now she finally met someone for the good and she is happily in love with her prince charming yeah, and she thanked me for all the advice i given to her she also said if it's not me talking to her all the time she's down and confused she would never understand a thing about how to settle her problem, I feel touched in many ways and i wish her happiness  will stay long with the one she love forever and for always. 

"Thank you GOD for blessing me much more than I deserve"

I'm feeling good
I'm feeling positive
I'm feeling blessed
I'm feeling determined
I'm feeling inspired
I'm feeling courageous
I'm feeling happy 
I'm feeling lucky
I'm feeling that it's worth all the wait
thing's happen for a better reason!!

I'm praying in my heart for that moment

I will get there soon!! I believe in my vision, mission, and myself..

Most of all I believe in you GOD. Gratitude.

I love wedges - red and black!!

Love the design though i can say it's the first time i bought this kinda type of heel's Oop's wedges i mean. He..he it's comfortable. Next time i'm gonna buy more wedges in different design wink's wink's. What make me love this is when i walked my feet dont feel tired or pain unlike when i'm wearing heels my feet get tired easily. =D

Subject YOURSELF - In order to find your way to greatness

Subject air of mystery #1: How magnificent and beautiful is the world if all people are start living their lives with a little smile and peacefully not fighting and insulting, not hurting and judging one another by their own standards and then they start telling everyone that the world is a darkest place, try imagined all this? was there anything wrong to live the life we want with no wars only peace because everyone is deserved to live happily without nothing to worry. 

Conclusions = Air of mystery #2 : It happened that at times we became one of those victims of the circumstances and when this happens to ourselves we start blaming the world about how unfair life's are sometimes can be, does anyone asked for a life which like living in hell?

No, cause there is nobody who would wanted to live their lives unhappily unless there is someone else who ditch yourself into the unhappiness situation. Those people out there are sometimes crazy and also brutal and they don’t have a heart some only think of their feelings and themselves.

My random thought for today sharing is caring YOU DONT OWN THE WORLD ALONE. :-)

ATITUDE

#Think outside the box#

Sometime left can be right and right can be wrong
BE A FIGHTER, NOT A QUITTER
when people kill your dreams
It's not the end of everything
YOU can always dream of something
new target, new mission and new  goal.
As long as you have a passion to
reach and achieve what you want,
Because what you see is what you get!!

My word of wisdom ZJ :-)

Our first day of hari raya august 19, 2012

First day of hari raya went to my cousin house believe it or not it's been 5 years we didn't see each other. I still remember the last time i saw him he still single ha..ha..ha I can't believe now he got two son already and a family of his own i'm proud of him. Also at the same time got to spend sometime with my aunt she live at the same neighborhood too. Whoa, early in a morning already eat so much of food i'm too stuffed, my cousin asked me to bring some food back i said never mind i had enough as after that i got to visit my aunt's house too which is somewhere around court 2 subang jaya. Around 11 o'clock something me, my sissy and also aunt head to court 2, believe it or not when we reach there we all are serve by food and dessert so that means it second round of eating ROFL, i'm full and can't move so i didn't manage to snap some pictures as there's too many people there too, some of them i dont even know who they are ha..ha.. 

Around 5pm in the evening we head to summit mall at USJ visit my pet sissy, she cook alot of sabahan traditional food so that means it's round 3 of eating LOL.

Our pictures together say cheese!!

After visiting my pet sissy the two of us went to MCD and guess what? we order french fries and eat again ha..ha..ha..ha so it's alot of eating happening at the first day of raya but we have fun and happy!!

It's us the killer girl and my little monster - camwhore with new hair LOL

This is how my new hair look now  he..he 

and my sissy she got her hair a killer bang's LOL

Kawaiineeeee!! how do we look..?? =P

My kitty, my partner in crime!! ha...ha..ha..ha

Mikey and kitty pictures for hari raya this is what i manage to captured, you see mikey doesn't like camera flashes if i captured his pic he will run away ha..ha..ha but he is a smart boy, he wanted to make me happy so tadaa, finally i got him and kitty a nice pose together :)

I just notice.. It's alike.. Ha..ha

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 

To All My Blogger's Friend!! :-)

This one is for my pumpkin xoxo..

Bye - Bye to chubby me - happy I can fit on my extra small size dress again!!

September 2011 - October 2011

My besty say i lose some weight as the last time she saw me i was little chubby and she also tell me that my arms look smaller than before after so long didn't met she was kinda shock cause i'm almost look thinner as the first time we met, if i'm not mistaken i think i weigh 50-49kg in this pictures ha..ha gosh and some of my extra small size dress can't no longer fit in my body as it grown all over me and it's kinda stressed me sometime LOL.

Just now as i'm looking for a dress to wear, I found my extra small T-shirt and also mini skirts which I almost forgotten as those day it dont fit me anymore so i stop wearing it,  and today I decided to grab on it and try to wear it at home as I wanna know if i really did lose some weight  ROFL, guess what?? 

now I can fit on it back yay!! finally I manage to reach my target!!  which is number #3 wink's I was like dreaming of number #2 shape but it's like too skinnylicious and remind me of my skeleton moment those day's ha..ha..ha.. Thank's to fasting month i manage to control my eating appetite, unlike those day's even though i skipped meal but it's  still hard to lose some weight don't know why LOL.

August 9, 2012

my old dress which is extra small and back then i cant seems to fit on this anymore oOoo.. it feels great when knowing that i could wear this again yeahhh!! i'm totally grinning like a witch now, anyhow if you asked me what's my weight now?? I don't know cause I didn't bother to weigh my self like I use to before all I care is be healthy say bye - bye to chubby me *grind*.

Old pix - Jan 28. 2011

One more thing I manage to quit drinking baileys and also cocktails
for half years now no wonder now my tummy gone already ha..ha..ha

Spontaneous Thursday #2

Can you see it..??

 Kitty love's to sit at the window this spot become kitty favorite
every afternoon looking at the sun and the birds.. 

she love watching at the people playing soccer and basketball
through this window until dawn.. :)

I love nasi kandar

I love the rice it taste different than the other restaurant serves, it's almost taste like nasi lemak coconut milk rice but more tastier hehehe oopss!! I forgot the restaurant name again i didn't notice the signboard i just head inside and grab food the only thing i remember ha ha ha funny right?? ROFL ..

My sissy anime face, OH she look's like a doll now LOL

BEFORE EDITED =D 

 OH she look's like a doll now LOL

Myself years back then - present and the now

the innocent me and the grown up me :)

That's me year's back then - and if i'm not mistaken my age was only 12 years old in this picture with an innocent smile and short haircut a side by side clipped on hair is one of my thing back then when i was a little girl as I love to kept the girly look's that will match and suit with my dress.  

Some friend of mine asked this question, hadn't you ever try cutting your hair short before? and few of them even suggest me to cut my hair short and try something new for a changes as often they seen me with long hair but not once a chance they seen me with short mid-length haircut and as thought i think it is one of kinda funny asking that i had ever heard from them. 

Well, honestly I did cut my hair short before and I can say it is shorter than the above pictures on the left i wish i have a pictures of it but unfortunately i don't have any copy with me as it's all gone into nowhere lols and I also done the hair dye and bleaching on my hair  until one day my hair got spoiled and damaged and it take quite some time probably few years to get back the natural looks of my hair with no split-ends and damages.

captured on 12 june - peek-a-boo is it short or long? have your guess he..he..

Since then I stop dyeing my hair and keep the hair long instead and twice a month i will go for hair treatment.  Till at someday i find it's kinda tiring and take so much of time cause every twice a month i have to do the same routine which is going to saloon and done the same treatment over and over, then i made up my mind and decided to buy the hair treatment product and done the treatment itself at home once a week, just a simple and instant step which is applying the hair mask all over my hair and cover my head with hot towel and then shower cap for 30mins then was my hair clean and after that rinse it with hair conditioner and lastly washed it with cold/hot water ( as your choice ) and when it's done use the hairdryer to dry my hair and not rub it using towel ya, remember that. 

Believe it or not the result is the same as hair steaming-treatment that done at the saloon but the only difference in what I did is express and no charge at all!! 

Ha...ha..ha..ha brilliant idea huh? that's what my hairstylist friend once told me. As at one time he wondered himself seeing my hair growing long so fast for not more than 2 years and he asked me, what did i've done to my hair? just in a quick time  the damages all gone and it look more dark and shiny and thicker than the last time he cut left over dye on my hair.

Photo on left capture month ago the one on the right taken last friday look at the hungry face gosh after fasting for 8 day's straight the cheek also become small liao!!

Then I said a joke to my friend, I guess my hair got too much of vitamins as I done the mask treatment 4 times in a month and kept it maintain for a years and then smile at once when  the same answer kept being said over again and again when some friend of mine even think that my hair is an extension or a wigged. 

P/S to my besty eila the left side pic is not edited and also no hair dye.. okay! ha..ha

See what i'm saying here?? I did try midlength haircut not one time but after 3 - 4 month's it will grow longer again and when one day came when some of my friends met me again my hair has already back into the length as the last time they saw me, don't believe?? take a look at the pictures above. *grind*

Day 5 of fasting

Day 5 of fasting with my sissy - Just the two of us yeah so didn't cook any food at home. We went to the bazaar and buy the food back instead he..he..he whoa so many food right?? but me and my sissy only eat less some we kept for sahur time as we don't want to waste the food LOL.

I still have asam laksa waiting for me later Ooooo... can i finish it?? I'm too full now my sissy buy kuih some more and moise chocolate cake she put it in refrigerator i forgot to snap the pictures ROFL now the two of us can't move due to we ate too much of kuih after having rice ha..ha..ha

I'm a zombie girl!!

How do i look?? scary huh?? i edited it myself.. XD but there's another pictures like this are more scarier than this one let me add it below ha ha ha.



Here is it!!!!! don't faint while watching this LOL my friend's say i'm weird ROFL for making this pictures as a cover for my timeline.

Whatever poses an air of mystery - I'm a drama queen mixture of emotion

Just another funny poses of mine ha..ha..ha - but hey, could any of you take a few seconds and interpret this expression?? I know that not everybody dare to pose how their face might look's like while they are pouring. 

But to me it doesn't really mind cause i'm not actually crying for real in this picture's the truth is i'd made my tears out though that time I don't feel like crying at all.

IF YOU ASK ME QUESTION WHY DID I HAVE TO DO IT..?? my answers is simple I wanna try to put myself in someone else shoes and feel how is it like when you have to act and play someone sad role in life and I can tell you for sure that it's not easy to let your tears out specially when you have to let it flow for something that you aren't sure of unless you too have to let yourself flow into a saddest feelings mode and imagine yourself in that real picture and situation. I guess that's how every dramaqueen and heroes do to completely act the role they are given by the director *grind* well that's what happen mostly in film's. But not in this real world for it's another different story and we cannot just simply let other's people to made the decision for ourselves and do what we been told to do. 

("--Because in reality we run our own show we are the director and actor of our show. Peoples can watch the show, but they have no right to say, to ask or to stop us from "how to act, what to act and what not to act" in our show than to let ourselves run our own show and be who we want to be not who they wants us to be.--")

But before you can smile with full of happiness and also laughters and with lot's of joy!! First of all you've gotta been through one of these two pictures situation - but that's how life sometime's can be and treat ourselves.

When people knock you down for the first time you think it's the end of everything to yourself your life then turn miserable and your carrer is at high staked of damage. Even your own very closest friend and the people that you care everybody seem's to turn their back on you without a smile and without a care the only loyal companion you have there with you is your tears that become the one and only best friend.

But that doesn't mean you can't change your life into a brighter tomorrow as you still have a choices to get your two feet back on the ground and live life into the fullest!! Because what happen in the past is a lesson to learnt and to remind yourself to be more extra careful of whom you trust and be friend with "NO PAIN" - "NO GAIN" so, treasure every moment's and everything you have as you only gonna live today and die tomorrow.  Dream a better dreams and work for it, dream a better dreams and WORK  IT HARD!!

The other side of me

My friend's say this picture look so mystical Oooo...really??  I had no comment LOL. But then on a second sight when I look at this picture It's seem's like I glow in the dark HUH.

I'm serious XD

OH ya,  I'm in a most view presentation of the week can't believe it though I just learn how to make this stuff, I didn't know that people would view it this much in 4days although i just posted it on july 8 and there's 2 people already downloaded it. Thank you all for reading it and for downloading it means alot!! :)