Dreamer - By Uh huh her

Dreamer - Sung by Uh huh her

You've seen the worst of me now

I'm all alone see

You lost me somehow

And what we're fighting for is peace

Are you still in love with me

Or someone else?

Well are you such a dreamer?

Put yourself in my shoes

Careful what you wish for love

(oooh oooh oooh oooh)

I've seen the worst of you too

I let it go see

Because i have to

And when i'm falling on my knees

You'll take my hand in yours

What will be we'll be

Cause are you such a dreamer?

Put yourself in my shoes

Careful what you wish for love

What's the matter with our ways

I'm missing something

Not to blame

But don't you worry

This will pass

It's only cause my mind's

Been spinning

No control

I've lost my head

All of this is just beginning

Not enough

It's never enough

I'll only want to keep on dreaming

Cause are you such a dreamer?

Put yourself in my shoes

Careful what you wish for love

(oooh)

Cause are you such a dreamer?

Put yourself in my shoes

Careful what you wish for love

(oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh)

One of my fave track, I love this song the rhythm and lyrics is so heart touching, I am a dreamers cause every great dream begin with a dreamer, but i'm also a realist I like to make my dreams happened cause time awaits no one and when we dream we not only creating vision of our future but we also could see the way to achieve the things that we wanted in life.

"One minute you're dreaming the next you're dream has become your reality It was the best of times, If only someone had told you"  :-)

My evil smile.. Small world huh but still invisible :-)

Funny, but once our instinct tell us something can we just ignore about it??I think last few days  I've unexpectedly saw someone, A so called once upon a time friend but i wasnt even so sure at first i thought it's my eyes that playing trick with my mind, and i said to myself it couldnt be that person.

But what makes me so sure is when I could smell the same shadow of someone that i used to know, but the good thing is i'm also like a shadow that night cause that someone doesn't see me though i just happen to cross by the same road that time small world huh but still invisible, but the one thing for sure is the universe have a plan of it's own so that i dont have to bumb face to face with this someone and i saw only his back and his face from the side that someone was wearing a black color long-sleeves and black pant's standing next to his car, and I was wondering what is he doing on that neighborhood.

It happen so quick ummh i was sitting inside the car heading somewhere, but if i was walking on the same road that time, I'm gonna hold my two feet a five mins break and reverse back to where he was standing, and yes a tight slapped left and right at his face it is a must and then leave right away with a huge grind to my ears!!

HAHAHAHA why la, sampai macam tu sekali..?? sebab gerammmmmmm purba kala dah nak jadi macam antik pun ada, sudah lama nak bagi tamparan kiri dan kanan tapi orang tu ghaibkan diri terus sebelum kena tampar lepas tu minta maaf pun tidak rasa macam nak kasi penumbuk kat muka pun ada sebagai satu tanda penghargaan.  HAHAHAHA

But well i know it is not totally going to happen, cause i'm actually only joking about that part all those above words i said just now i'm only crapping about it. Because whatever is it, i have put it in the past and leave behind every grudges i have inside me, and i'm not even going to say a single word than just continue to walked the walked and pretended that i never saw anyone there and i just smile. 

P/S: I already forgiven your mistakes long time ago when september ends 2008. I wish you with a happy life god blessed you always don't worry be happy.. :-)

I believe, I believe, I believe

I.... believe in GOD the almigthy creator.

I.... believe in what makes me happy.

I.... believe in what helps make  me a better person. 

I.... believe in what encourages me to love others unconditionally. 

I.... believe in what enables me to spread goodness in the world.

I.... believe in the power of nature the universe is everything.

I.... allow others to find their own happiness. 

I.... allow others to believe what they choose. 

l.... allow others to disagree with me.  

I... be kind to them, regardless of what they believe or how they treat  me for or it.  

I am responsible for my own actions, and your own actions alone. 

I do not try to take responsibility for changing the actions of anyone else.  

It is usually impossible and only brings unhappiness.  

Be peace. Be acceptance. Be healing. Be a force of positive change.

Our journey in this LIFE is like a 4 SEASON

As time goes by, spring turns to summer, summer turns to autumn, autumn turns to winter and eventually winter becomes spring again.

Our journey in this life is like a 4 SEASON.

When we climb the cradle of life for the first time.

When we learn to walked on our own for the first time.

When we meet the fall for the first time.

When we lose the count of our journey and track of time.

But remember that doesn't mean your journey must end cause in some chapter of life, it is probably only just the beginning of our journey cause every season's in a lifetime teaches us new lesson and it creates moment's to each and everyone of us.  Some memory are rather remain and some memory are best forgotten.

In our journey of 4 season in a lifetime.. 

We learned how to live on our own and to face our challenges we learn how to grow old and face our fears. We learned how to make choices and take each opportunity that is given by god to us. We learned how to appreciate people that we met in life it doesn't matter where they come from and how strange they were to us when we met them for the first time eventually as time goes by we learned how to trust them, to understand them, and to love them. We also learned how to know our enemy and the people that are true to us and most of all we've learned not to judge a book by it's cover!!

The new chapter and journey ARE JUST BEGUN..

 Whatever fortune brings,
 Don't be afraid of doing things. 
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom,
And one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

4 season in a lifetime not every season will always happen the same way in our lifetime and so not every season always will ended the same way in our lifetime. Because when the first new season bloom again for the first time it could probably happen in a way that we had never imagine it to be!!

4 season in a lifetime not all the good thing's will always ended badly and not all the bad thing's and doing will lasted forever cause i believe in the power of nature the universe is everything when we don't mean people any harm, no matter how they try to destroy us and take advantange on our innocent kindness and good nature by the end of the day all actions, thought's and words of hate will become their own decided fate.

I believe it will, I believe it will, I believe it will

Some people say that happily ever after only can happen in a fairytale story they say it rarely can happen in reality but i always believe in this sayings they said when there is a will there is always a way!!  Every great dream begin with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patient and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

MIRACLE does happen in our life when we believe
It will.. It will.. It will..!!

To continue the climb isn't something that is hard and also impossible cause sometime the impossible always get's better as long as you keep on walking and climbing to reach your destination soon you will get there~!! It only requires plenty of patient always remember and keep this in mind never give up on something that you love so easily and most of all never give up on what you wanted to achieve in life, when people takes your dreams away it doesn't matter you can always dream of something again and to make all those dream come true the only key to get there is YOU!! ONLY IF YOU WANT IT TO. 

"Hold my hand" said the sea Fairy "and well run along the moon path" )( )( 

By: ZaarahJasmin  * I dedicated this to YOU.. *e

Durian season is back!!

Durian season is back, and i manage to bought some and take away back home he..he..he really love this!! my sis yang tak makan sangat durian pun jadi suka makan durian nie, sebab rasa dia manis sangat - sangat dan best!!  

Lama juga tak makan durian sebab nak tunggu musim durian tu memang lama juga la, kalau ada durian yang jual kat tepi bukit bintang tu pun rasa dia tak sama macam durian nie.

Apapun rasa macam nak makan durian lagi nie HAHAHAHA, tapi nanti dulu la kot, nanti kalau asyik makan durian aje muak pulak, sebab i nie memang jenis yang cepat muak dengan makanan. 

MacDonald prosperity meal is back!!

Guess what...??? macdonald prosperity meal is back!! went to take away this meal last night for the first time in my whole life ha..ha..ha ain't bad, i love how the beef taste very yummylicious!! 

Honestly, I only got the chance to had this meal this year due to the last year I missed it LOL, so i decided to try it last night umph!! I feel like want to eat prosperity burger again. 

I also bought 1 piece of pineapple pie, they say it's only for limited time only so what else..?? I never want to missed it! and i tell you what, i love the pineapple pie more than the apple pie. Even my kitty cat love the pineapple pie too, the funny part is she steal all my pie ha..ha..ha what a smart baby!!

And I have a new favorite for sundae now beside from chocolate sundae, I love the new sundae flavors of joy butter scotch it's taste soooooo UmmMPH...!! 

Testing 1,2,3 LOL I'm a headless Mars Mell-0

I bought this last few day's but only got the time to blog it today, i'm not really into posting what clothes I like to wear and just bought or so on, but kinda love this design a very sophisticated not so sexy just simply nice and look's elegant that's what matters most. Because to me you dont have to show half of your flesh into the public eyes just to want to have those "sexy look" sometime a woman is more beautiful and prettier when they wear those dress with elegant design and yes i dislikes too exposed type of clothing and because i'm tired of wearing those kind of clothes sometime changes is good.  Enough with gothic style dark eyeliner, and fishnet stoking short skirt and tube the only thing that cover me is the lether jacket that i always have with me it have become one of my favorite thingy those days, accesories and tonque piercing and eyebrow piercing name the thing and stuff that a young teenagers love to do these day's I'm actually one of the kind.

That kind of person that break the rules of all the rules, and now I have learned why rules is created in our life and for the human right's there are law and rules to follow and we cannot simply break it, for without it people would destroy each other and there is nothing to be worried about cause there are no rules and so life would lost it's meaning and imagine yourself living in a place that there has no boundries. I also have learned an important lesson from breaking some rules in my whole entire lifetime I finally begin to learned how to follow the rules and understand it deeply. 

HAHAHA, well a NAUGHTY GIRL HAS GONE DECENT NOW.  Anyway  i always try to be positive and for all i know no matter what a person is wearing on their skin never, never misjudge a person by their style or clothing sometime people do those thing cause it's the thing that make them feel good about theirselves. As long as they are not naked.  :-)

What do you think..?? is the dress suit me or not..?? 

Ooooh yeah I'm a headless Mars Mell-0 because of the pics and caption I attached here is headless, and only people who keep their head knows and understand all my headless caption, all word's that has been written i do thing's without using my head sometime incredible huh...?? Don't asked me where's my head, I'm headless and because I wont show my head to brainless people, I'm headless and to interact with brainless people is useless, and wasting time, unless they can give me some benefit and income in understanding it do fine to me and only then i can be headless and brainless with them but i'm not gonna cracked my head into some brainless issues.
 
Head is the greatest tool of ME, Head also mean to carry on, Head is another definition of to lead ahead  to itself to keep on living and exist even it can only be seen in some headless writings. The reason to why I only show my head to people who know how to use their head and keep half of their head like me ROFL and I love planet MARS but that does not mean I'm a UFO or ALIEN I love planet MARS  since the scientist of NASA once said that MARS is the next planet for human being to continue their lives when the earth is gone, believe it or not...?? NO..?? leave it to ripleys believe it or not!!

Well that's what an intelligence people once had predicted and said. That's why now i'm a MARS Mell-0 the headless and I'm keeping my head  for me to use at the planet MARS and reborned again.

ME not brainless like  A, E, I, O~~~ Oooo Choice on!!!
I wish i'm not as stupid as U.

Mars Mell-0 physics quotes for today - A brain is A brain, A head is A head. Head is formed by skull It become a Head.  Brain is formed by..?? dot dot dot look like a WORMS inside the Head,  no Head no Brain  then Brain is what.. = So  Brainless and wasted without  Head.  HAHAHA

I am what I am. Your actions in my head, my head here in my hands with something circling inside. I have no name for what circles so perfectly.  القديمة روح ساه ريس

Definisi Senyum

DEFINISI SENYUM

Senyum - Duka dan penuh lara.

Senyum - Kerana kebahagiaan.

Senyum - Dalam diam tapi dalam hati
penuh dengan kemarahan dan dendam.

Senyum - Juga boleh di bahagikan ke beberapa definisi. 

Pernakah anda beri segelintir masa anda untuk cuba memahami dan perhatikan senyuman yang diukir oleh seseorang yang kebetulan senyum dengan kamu.

Adakah senyuman mereka itu sama indahnya seperti senyuman yang kita lihat dengan mata atau ada erti tersembunyi disebalik senyum itu. 

TIDAK semua senyuman yang diukir itu kerana kegembiraan.
Kadang kala mungkin juga seseorang itu senyum sebab ada erti lain disebaliknya. #Reisha Myeiszell#

Kerang bakar time+Satay+Soup ekor = Rasta

Lepaking with my sissy again here's some of our favorite food

 pixies we love all of them it's delicious!! 

Nak tau tak yang paling sedap mana satu..?? semuanya sedaplah!! suka sangat kerang bakar dia fresh, soup ekor dia pun sama begitu juga sotong kangkung nie. Kalau nak tahu kat rasta nie semuanya ada tak rugi makan kat tempat nie murah pun murah!! :)

Check this place sometime @RASTA TTDI DAMANSARA 

Rihanna - Where Have You Been

  Where have you been  - Rihanna

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for someone

Someone who can please me

Love me all night long

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for you babe

Looking for you babe

Searching for you babe

Where have you been?

Cause I never see you out

Are you hiding from me, yeah?

Somewhere in the crowd

Where have you been all my life, all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for someone

Someone who can please me

Love me all night long

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for you babe

Looking for you babe

Searching for you babe

Where have you been?

Cause I never see you out

Are you hiding from me, yeah

Somewhere in the crowd?

Where have you been all my life, all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

Where have you been all my life?

You can have me all you want

Any way, any day

Just show me where you are tonight

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for someone

Someone who can please me

Love me all night long

I've been everywhere, man

Looking for you babe

Looking for you babe

Searching for you babe

  Love this song make's my heart race fast
  when i listen to it, I'm high with music now ROFL!!

Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic = Mell - Reisha Myeiszell-

 I think my hair look kinda shorter right in this pixies..

It's Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic = Mell, but anyway it does not resembles as a name to me I just combine those word's together and that's how mell name was invented and become my username aswell my "mell" is not an origins name of a person but for most friend of mine they prefer to call me that name.

As those days when i first started becoming an internet "addict" mell is my first username and for like few years i had been using that username for my blog at some social networking site called Mblog and all i can say is ever since i start creating the mell account i become an internet zombie also a chattingaholic and writingaholic. I just couldn't stop from it, it become one of my hobby and habit then eventually from being a chatting-aholic i become a writingaholic ONLY, i dont chat anymore and this is like the only aholic thing that runs in my veins from that moment onward and days i realize that if there's any day i would felt something is not yet completed, the only reason to that could only be one and that is probably because i didnt wrote anything at the blog. I'm a blogging - aholic and yes i'm proudly to admit it nah. =D

OK, back to our topic just now what is mell mean to me again?? I decided to explained to some friends of mine that asked me that question and most about it is why picked mell..?? honestly i really dont know how to find an answer for the mell thing hahahaha in my mind i was actually thinking of all many questions they can came up with why the mell thing always become their favorite question like why do i like this mell name. So,  I told some of my friends to stop calling me mell again it make me feel a lil awkward as  it doesn't even have any similarity with my petname. It's seems like the mell thing   has already sticked strong like a glue in me and i guess it can't never be change anymore as all of my closest friends likely to address me as mell, most of them yeah. But to me my "mell" username is actually means like this Me + ll the ancient greek symbolic which also means my birth sign gemini, and it's not a name ROFL.

Some of my besty actually think it's a weird meaning and they even tell me this why dont i just used that MELL name instead of combining those words together as for somehow it still appear the same in alphatical letters HAHAHA. No wonder all my friends at the mblog last time call me mell. Just recently I came up with this idea likewise is to look for a unique name that are not often use by people on the internet so i was thinking of creating it by my own.


Rae - is stand for an Air.
Aeesha - it means something like  Alive, She who lives
Myeis - it means something like Myth and mystery. 

Zell - means Wise and peaceful. 

The (ll) can aswell resemble as the symbolic sign of greek which also stand for gemini my birth sign.

Which of this name that i mention above will become my username now..?? from what i see not one of it seem's to fit myself well, but then i try combining each name that i highlight in color into one word's and this is what I actually came up Raeesha Myeiszell after placing all the letters together and i love how the name sounded when it's pronounce and also spell in a words.


So more likely to me every letters of name has it's own meaning but i kinda change my mind  after that instead of raeesha - I decided to change it into Reisha Myeiszell. If any of my friend asked me again why do i like this name..?? my answer will be this i love how the name are spelled and because it resembles as ME in a different formed of word's the only changes i made from the first name just now is the Reis and it mean something like what written below.

Reis" - it means a law unto itself tendency is to finish whatever they start, can be very obstinate if limited, and chafe under dictatorship. A tolerant and like to help humanity. A very active. If negative,  may have to guard against losses, are generally warmhearted and gives freely of their time, energy, and sympathetic understanding, have tolerance and acceptance of the frailties of others, but can be imposed upon by unscrupulous types.Universal and humanitarian in outlook, have a great sense of responsibility and duty are comforting, appreciative and affectionate, this is a very compassionate name, have an eventful, exciting life, are versatile and have the ability to learn easily. The obligation in life is to hold justice and truth, and if  follow the Law, can find the great happiness and satisfaction

I had decided to change my alternate nickname into (Reisha Myeiszell) what do you think of this name?? i like the part where the first name and second has same letters and to me that is the unique part what i mean here is this the R(EIS)ha My(EIS)zell.

OH, hope i'm the only human being who are using this name in google for now, I love my new username HAHAHAHA. NO COPY-COPY else you become my coffee LOL

New BAG for my kitty - Mikey and kitty camwhore time!!

I bought kitty a new bag for her to go "kai-kai" kitty love's her new bag soooo sooo much. Wanna know a funny story about this bag..?? before i bought it for kitty I asked the sales girl whether can try it or not, so I put kitty inside the bag just to try it as I wanna know if she fit on the bag or not but  the funny part is when she don't want to get out from the bag anymore hahahaha which means kitty is giving me a sign that she want it for herself in the end i decided to pay for it since kitty also love it!!

New color for mikey how is he look now..?? =D

Candid photo captured by me I've been waiting for this kind of poses for so long at last, mikey yawn just on the time i press the snap button of the camera yay!!

Love is in the air - sweet kitty and mikey kissing so romantic LOL 

I'm handsome and I know it!!! =D

Deli Thai - USJ

Oh, so long didn't had somtam the other day me and my sissy also my aunt decided to had thai food somewhere around USJ the food there aint bad all the meal are delicious also no need to wait for so long for everything to get serve that's what I like the most!! 

Fried rice for me and my auntie and the other meal is for my sissy forget what is called hahahaha, all i have in my mind is to eat the somtam you see i'm so hungry liao!! overall all food are yummy and cheap also cheaper!!

I love my new hairstyle VS. The craziness of me and my sissy

My new hairstyle, awhhhh I cut my hair again yesterday kinda bored with long hair already so I decided to make some changes then I make up my mind to go for shorter more this time and  here is the outcome thank's to my friend which is also my hairstylist for the idea of this hairstyle, I'm lovin' it!!

I'm ZOoooming... Who call me at this hour?? HAHAHA

The craziness of me and my partner in crazy activity no other than my sissy!!

Here we are again acting crazy to the maximum. Just look at my sissy showing her mafia face and some more wanna rob me but then at the end both also showing sob..sob face hahahaha..

This pictures was captured after playing american pool with my sissy he..he thanks for the pix sissy xoxo.. the two of us lepaking at the snooker centre again, my sis sulk like a baby when she lose the game to me HAHA.. she said how come I enter all the ball one?? she also asked me to left some  for her to enter cause she don't want me to finish the game yet I bet so overall last night was fun!! =D

Snapshoot - It's the plain me LOL

ME + PLAIN = I AM WHO I AM

Just now ♥ macam lain aje bila tak pakai eyeliner so plain hahahahaha..

Unreciprocated Friendship - The Bitter Truth

I smile, that’s what I do when I’m happy and even when I'm feeling upset or down. I smile, deep within my heart is to let myself know that it's the only way that keep me awake and see all the reason to why I am still smiling. Although I know that I should be doing something like getting upset and angry and then rebel againsn't them people who upseted me and tell them all straight and forward right at their face about thing’s that they made me disappointed. But I still keep on smiling inside me trying to keep my two feet on the same ground where I'm standing now and keep my ego and pride away low to the ground yet not any of them seems to notice and realized my existence and I know for sure the reason to why they couldn't see all those hidden smile that I have inside me because not any of them take some time to figured it out.

I guess the least i can do is remain in the silence rather than telling them this and that as for what I know that I have no any rights to disturb them they are too busy on thinking about themselves and their disappointments too busy on looking for some mistakes to point back at your face and convincing themselves that it’s the right thing to do and then find a selfless reason so that by the end of the day when they come telling you all nonsense and the reason to why they misbehaved is nothing to do with them cause it's actually not their faults they aren’t the one to blame as for a reason they only did it cause we made them do it!! They don't care about what you felt who cares anyway..?? and why should they care right?? you ain't nothing to them eventually someday they will tell you that.

I continue smiling again inside me although on the particular moment's there are time I felt like exploding my temper and just lose control. Patiently I told myself to hold back all those evil thought’s I have in my mind and try to keep on the ground to where I stand then I smile again and flashback every little thing’s and slowly let myself remember again about every single thing they had done for myself,  for all the good memories that they have shared and for all the great thing’s that they have made upon me like for keeping me accompany when I have nobody other them, I try to remember how they been there for me when no one seems care to be there.

I try to recaptured all the moments back then and then think as hard I could whether to let my mind decide what should be done and asked myself this is it still worth remaining on the same ground and having them around or perhaps it’s time to take the path and learn to walked on my own again and because I am too exhausted on smiling at every disappointments they have made upon myself it breaks my heart all over again.

But does any of them seems to care..?? does any of them realized that the things they are doing is hurting you from the inside..?? still not one of them atleast to try understand your place and situation as a human being with feelings even the machine will collapse getting hammer over again and again will you let them to wreak you all over again..?? Because I won't let any of them break me from the inside all over again.

They got too carried away with all their suspicions and making a false assumptions about yourself and then finally judge you on something that isn't even true and happening. They just forgotten about many things the good thing's that you done and sacrifice for them are forgotten the memories you once shared are lost and forgotten everything about you and little data of you and what you are to them are corrupted from the storage of their mind the only space that is left there is the malwares. 

I AM UNRECIPROCATED for having a UNRECIPROCATED FRIENDSHIP that I know for sure but still I am smiling and talked nothing about it nor look for a reason to blamed or pointing out my finger on their faces and tell them that it's all their faults! and then grab myself a calculator for me to start calculating all the mistakes they have done  to myself and so that I could find the perfect reason to stop holding on and just let myself exploded out freely lose all my temper without having any regret’s or feeling guilty for losing my anger at them. Yet, I did nothing than just smile and smile again, why..?? why..?? what kept me smiling all the time, am I actually dumb and how can I give and take so much with all their madness and also insanity!! remember we're all have demons and angels of our own.

PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANTED TO SAY AND LISTEN ONLY TO WHAT THEY WANTED TO HEAR. BUT EXCUSE ME, NO I’M NOT DUMB OR STUPID NOR WEAK, AND NEVER UNDERESTIMATE WHAT I CAN DO OR WHAT I COULD AND COULDN’T DO. YOU’LL NEVER KNOW WHAT I’M ACTUALLY CAPABLE OF DOING’S. THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW ABOUT ME IS THE SMALL DETAILS THAT PLANTED INSIDE YOUR HEAD.

FYI, FIGHTING, ARGUING OR ACTING BY MY OWN RIOTS IS ISN'T MY THING CAUSE I LIKE TO SETTLE THING'S ACCORDINGLY IN PEACEFUL WAY AS I KNOW MYSELF VERY WELL ONCE I START FIGHTING ABOUT SOMETHING I WILL NEVER, NEVER, NEVER STOP!! AND I NEVER  QUIT NEVER  EVEN IT TAKES ME A THOUSAND YEARS!!

1.  I smile because when people make mistakes I forgive after all they are just human not a saint they made mistakes that they probably dont realized and so do myself I made mistakes too and i'm not perfect.

Yes, I forgive those people that hurt my feelings and for all their mistakes I give best chances only upon the limit cause I believe that every blind road has an end and stop signs which means when I finally said, I'm done and had enough. It's enough. The mind games has to stop.

2.  I smile, when I think of all the promises they made but none of their word’s are kept truly for breaking their promises to me, yet dare to made promises again and  convinced me to actually believe on the things they said but never done and for keep breaking their promises over and over again.

3. How can I trust them again or should I give myself a reason to trust them again..??  

If you want my trust then come and gained it!! cause to me being fooled for once and twice is enough but not for the third time and fourth cause I can guarantee that it would happen all over again and again there's no such paper that can wrap a fire. And the most bitter truth to swallowed is you try everything to make them happy to keep the friendship lasted forever with all your efforts but at the end none of the single thing  that you did for them are remembered. 

THE BITTER TRUTH, NO MATTER HOW GOOD AND KIND YOU TREAT THEM AT THE END YOU ARE UNRECIPROCATED NOTHING COULD PLEASE THEM.

Some people tend to realize how important you are to them when they look around and found that you are not there anymore the moment when they find that you are still "useful" to them and losing a friend like you is a greatest mistakes they had ever done. 

Could you ever imagine if this thing's could actually happen to yourself and what will you do..? I just smile. Honestly not everyone could smile on their disappointments. ☺ 

The fragments of connection - Art is the objectification of feeling

The fragments of connection : Those who are themselves are those who keep their every words, and those who are not themselves are those who are soul less - and those who are soul less are those who dont complies their words and promises. 

PROMISES IS MADE TO FULFILLED NOT TO BREAK AND WORD'S ARE STRONG AS WEAPON.

( my words of wisdom )

Brainy Quotes : Herman Melville

It is not down in any map; true places never are.

The only thing they keen of knowing when they talk of the dignity of work. The dignity is in leisure.

Yet habit - strange thing! what cannot habit accomplish?

To be hated cordially, is only a left-handed compliment.
When truth is in things, and not in words.

They say a friendship at first sight, is like love at first sight,
is said to be the only truth.

A man thinks that by mouthing hard words
he understands hard things.

To be called one thing, is oftentimes to be another.

There is all of the difference in the world between paying and being paid. 

There is nothing namable but that some men will, or undertake to, do it for pay.

There are some enterprises in which a careful disorderliness is the true method. 

In this world, shipmates, sin that pays it's way can travel freely, 

and without passport; whereas Virtue, if a pauper, is stopped at all frontiers. 

**We cannot live only for ourselves. A thousand fibers connect us with our fellow men.** 

**At sea a fellow comes out. Salt water is like wine, in that respect.**

**It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation.**

**He who has never failed somewhere,that man can not be great.**

" Whatever fortune brings,
 don't be afraid of doing things."  
To know how to grow old is the master work of wisdom, and one of the most difficult chapters in the great art of living. 

***There is one knows not what sweet mystery 

about this sea whose gently awful stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath.*** :-)

Mysterious girl - whatever pictures for my TIMELINE cover

My new FB timeline cover  I love the girl on the right her eyes expression is beyond every word's he..he

I wonder if the girl on this picture really do exist in real world or just an illustrative art by a great painter, love how she cover half of her face with those hoodie scarf wrapped on her face . 

And this is how i came up after editing the image with mixture colors ha..ha my friends say it look like a painting and she love the color as it look kind of weird like a soul-within-soul LOL

The unseen emotion

What she need is space not forbidden freedom, 

What she need is support not breaking down.

What she need is encouragement not criticize, 

What she need is guidance not bad influence. 

What she need is trustworthy not compromise, 

What she need is loyalty not denial.

What she need is adventures not emptiness, 

What she need is happiness not sadness.

What she need is love not hatred,

What she need is more colors not only black and white.      

For awhile she got everything that she ever wanted
Space where to fit herself in and freedom with no limits.  
For awhile she got every strength to keep herself strong,
regret's nothing but getting caught  at the end.
 She betray herself by a moment and thought.

By: ZaarahJasmin ( dedicated to angelic ) :-)