Goobye 2011 - Welcome Happy 2012

As this new year starts, now's a great time to: 

1. Wipe the slate clean. 

2. Focus upon what you really want.

3. Chart your course. 

Right? 

Well... only if you want to risk having to repeat these steps for the same wishes next year! Maybe this is splitting hairs, but here's an adventurous alternative: 

1. Give thanks that life is... just as it is (and that it's been just as it's been). Because of it, you're now "READY." 

2. Define what you want in terms of the end result. Don't worry about the how’s, or even the course. KNOW that what you want is ALREADY yours in spirit, by divine LAW, just focus on the certainty of this ownership, understand it, claim it, and "it will be on earth, as it is in heaven (spirit)." 

3. LET THE UNIVERSE show you the way via your impulses and instincts that appear as you take inspired action. 

Don't worry that your first steps seem silly or futile. And if you don't know what to do, do anything!

 Go! Get busy! Do not insist on intermediary successes, only upon the end result. 

2012 is going to be your year it already is!!

Happy new year to all of us !!

Treasure you're love ones

‎People don't just leave because thing's

are sometimes too hard to coped,

they leave because it's no longer worth the wait

and fighting for so treasure you're love ones,

you'll never know what would happened
once they change their mind.  :-)

And when the "dots" is going on and on, that is why I just smile

It's difficult to find a friend who could be with us through good times nor bad times some never realize what they have done to someone till one day the same thing had happened to them. Well to me i've never forgot my friends I inbox them or whatever it's just happened i get tired of waiting for them to reply, i have no rules in friendship, I make friends with anyone it doesn't matter what religion they are is, cause they're human as well. But when "friends" who i once cared never even bother to asked me how am i doing or so, well...then be it!!!

Judge me whatever you thought I am and what i've might be cause I have a feeling's too the same like YOU, THEM, THEY~~~!!!! to once so called friend i bet you gotta think harder, and harder before you make a wrong judgement..

I do forgive and forget love me or hate me I am being myself I dont mean to pry or whatsoever but I'm telling the facts!! "IF" you wanna act like I wasn't even exist in your life go on, you wanna blamed me for some jokes which I have said and you've just trying to put it so hard on your selves then carry on!!

Bluntly telling you, I feel terribly sad of how you react and behave!! You doesn't even call until I try to call you many times, you does not reply back my inbox like I did some mistakes that made you felt offended?? Hello, common please try to act and think like an adult for a seconds or two, now tell me who is forgetting whom anyways huhh..??


I have try my best to be a good "bestfriends and besty's" to YOU, I stand by your side when you in needed, and I paint a smile on your face when you we're upsets. Now can you tell me where the heck have you been when I needed someone to console me? does it hurt to say hai back in return or just dropped me some greetings in my wall to remind me that you've never forget me because you we're there for me even though you're far away from my side.

Am i biting people anyway or some monsters that probably make you scared away from dropping me some words? well i bet you found a "new friend" as well and your new friends make you even more happy than I am right? and then you've just forgotten about your old friends here who been there for you whenever you are in needed, a friend who been there for you even when you are happy or sad, a friend who always console you when you're others friends doesn't even have time to cheer you, DUH.  

You think you're the only one who is hurt here? You even forget to wish my birthday on my special day, but not your "friends of friends" special occasions right!? Yeah, I've do know that one more step closer you're gonna get all your dreams though!! But honestly to be clear to you I'm not the one who forgot my friends in this case.

Does it hurt some ass to apologize for what have they done? unless "their" ego is higher than mount everest and amazon!! I bet so. Now lastly dont be sad about what i have wrote here, Im telling my feeling so you understand why all this is happening.

Love me or hate me I am just being me. God blessed you always and no matter what I would still be there as a friend dot dot dot dot!! that is why I just smile :-)

Dont worry Be happy

My mood swing lately yeah, I don't know what makes me feel like this. I just thought perhaps I need a break to chillax and calm my self  for awhile. In some point I'll be away till I'm ready to blog again.

To all my visitors thanks for dropping by my blog happy holiday to you all :-)

7 rules that's keep me going

 I woke up everyday and I keep telling this words to myself

1. Think positive

2.Be thoughtful

3.Be ready to give and accept

4.Be aware of everything

5.Be patient and kind

6. Whatever happen be strong and never, never give up!!

7.Most importantly be good and always be true to yourself.

To dream is a good thing

we all know that it's hard to dream
with an open eyes 

but that's what we do sometime
we dream with an open eyes
cause it is the only thing that keep's
 our life going further ahead. 

Blah Blah Blah

Just another boredom monday ughhhhh.. Moody :-(

Random thought of the day

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.                                                                           
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2010/2011.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
6. Dream more while you are awake.
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more.
14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

1. Call your family often.
2. Each day give something good to others.
3. Forgive everyone for everything.
4. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
6. What other people think of you is none of your business.
7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

1. Do the right thing!
2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
3. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 
4. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
5. The best is yet to come.
6. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

The Script - For The First Time (HD Version) and lyrics

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heartWhile I'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar and we don't know howHow we got into this mad situation, only doing things out of frustrationTrying to make it work, but, man, these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find the timeI got a new job now on the unemployment line and we don't know howHow we got into this mess, is it God's test? Someone help us 'cause we're doing our bestTrying to make things work, but, man, these times are hard
But we're gonna stop by drinking our cheap bottles of wineSit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeahWe're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these yearsWe just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
She's in line at the dole with her head held highWhile I just lost my job but didn't lose my pride, and we both now howHow we're going to make it work when it hurts,
when you pick yourself up you get kicked to the dirtTryin' to make it work, but, man, these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking our cheap bottles of wineSit talking up all night, doing things we haven't for a while, a while, yeahWe're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these yearsWe just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
Drinking our cheap bottles of wineSit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeahWe're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these yearsWe just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
For the first timeOh, for the first timeYeah, for the first timeWe just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazyDon't give up on me, babyOh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazyDon't give up on me, baby
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazyDon't give up on me, babyOh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazyDon't give up on me, baby

I love this song..gosh specially this line, ohhhh.. this times are hard,
yeah they're making us crazy don't give up on me, baby.If i would have dedicate this song to someone this will be my answers.
I'm not gonna give up on you baby ohhh It's not that easy, not easy..
I will be there whenever you need me baby..
I will be there through good times and bad times
I always will be.. always will be there for you baby.. :)

I love pink and curls..

This pictures was taken long time ago he..he how do i look in pink? 

I love curly hair LOL It's a temporary curls I never try permanent
 curl yet in my whole life but maybe someday I will =D

Smile create greatness in personality keep smiling..

Food fight with dear sueanje at the swimming pool

Last week my pet sis inbox me a message via facebook she told me that she want to come over my place here and release her tension, I'll asked her what can i do for her to make her calm cause lately she have lotta problem and thing's to settle down and it's kinda stressed herself upon facing all the thing that happen to her, she told me that it's been so long since the last time we both went to swimming together the last location we've been together is sunway lagoon. Then without hesitation i'll suggest her to come and chillax with me whenever she want's the door is always open for her. "Then she said okay dear i will be coming to your place there by monday". She also tell me that she will be cooking some food for me too, so it's gonna be another food fight for us all when we meet up ha ha ha. Yeah I'm happy to the max after she told me that she will be "lepakqueen" with me until the evening only then she will go back to her home at subang jaya.

My sister didn't swim she only join us for food fight LOL and also she help us captured all the pictures i have here in my entry some are captured by me as well, cause she don't really know how to use the dslr camera.

My gorgeous pet sissy peace yo.. sampai aje terus camwhore ha ha ha tak sabar la tu nak mandi..

Misha!!!!! sejuknya air kat pool ni tak tahan kak sue.. 

You and me babe lama kan kita tak chill sama - sama i miss the old days..

Hug's me like you'll never wanna let me go ha ha ha ajar berenang tak nak, berendam nak plak!! ROFL..

Lepas aje swimming we all pun jalan - jalan kat tepi kolam tengok goldfish. My sis say kak sue tengok ikan kat kolam ni besarnya, kak sue tak tengok ikan pun dia sibuk dengan mello snap gambar dia ha ha ha. I really enjoy your companion last night sweety love you and I'll hope we could repeat this again and again and again. Thank's dear for cooking all those food for me and my sissy you're such a sweety to me, xoxo for my kind and pretty pet sis of all time! <3

Random pictures of marsmello and nattasha edited by her thanks girl

wow i can't believe you still have all our pixies girl he he, by the way all pictures i sent you last night is the only pictures of you and me that i have still kept in my hard drive the rest all gone you know right? handbag i kena ragut dengan kedua-dua handphone i hilang bukan sekali i kena ragut berkali-kali tau! 

Luckily last time nattasha ada suruh mello bluetooth pictures kat handphone dia kalau tidak sampai bila - bila pun tak akan ada gambar kenangan sama - sama ROFL. Nampak tak? gambar tak berapa terang sangat maklumlah snap pakai hp aje, dulu tak mampu nak beli camera masing - masing harapkan parents LOL. Gambar yang ada kat entry ni semua captured berapa tahun yang lepas ada yang masa umur belasan tahun lagi ada yang snap 2 tahun lepas. Kelakar bila tengok balik muka kitorang kat gambar ni macam budak messy ha ha ha ha.

I'll see you next year dear tak lama lagi kan dah next year nanti bila you dah free kita jumpa i do understand that lately you have been busy with some stuff so since you kata nak jumpa i hari tu but time doesn't permit us both to met up cause i wasn't in KL and i'm sorry about that, nanti i'll try to arrange my time for you ya? I hope this will make you happy!! 

Muka nattasha dengan mello macam adik - beradik ke? ha ha ha  

Lastly thank's for editing my pictures yang camwhore depan webcam ni so cute sweety ada angel lagi! yeah, i miss the old days you know taking pictures with you together cause you are the closest pet sis I have and you never forget to think of me wherever you are! the same goes to myself I will always keep you in my heart and thought!! and can't wait to see you again.. winks winks!! <3