If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
I will be a good man
I would love my girl forever
If she love me the same
and faithful to our love’d
I’ll do anything for her

If I were a boy
I would respect my girlfriend
feelings I'll make her feel
so special and I will be loyal to her

If I were a boy
I will teach every “badboy"
a lesson and I will taught them
how to respect their girl’s
and never threated girl's
like a toy’s

If I were a boy
I put my girlfriend always first
I will not fight with my girl
I will talk nicely to her
and I wouldn’t insulted her

If I were a boy
I will be a good man
I wouldn’t cheat and I wouldn’t lie
I would spend a quality time
and I wouldn’t be an ass
for accusing her of cheating

If I were a boy
I will protect my girl
I will stand by her
and take her side
and do things that
makes her always happy

If I were a boy
I would never hurt my girl
I would never do anything
that disrespect our love’d
I’ll threat her like a princess
with all the respect she deserve
and I will love her with all
my heart and soul

If I were a boy
but I'm just a girl..

Why wont he propose?

If you've been dating for a long time and your personalities are clearly compatible you need to figure out what's scaring him from long-term commitment. Here are the main factors that will stop a man from proposing:

1. Fear of Commitment He is afraid that the minute he settles down, the "perfect" woman will show up and he will be trapped because he committed too soon. Give him time try not to pressure him, but also let him know it's not realistic of him to want you to wait forever. Help him realize that you are his perfect woman!

2. Fear of Change He's positive that with the wedding vows comes a complete change in his current lifestyle. If you currently spend every waking minute together, let him go out with the guys. Let him see that you understand he has friends, and that you do not expect your marriage to replace that.

3. Fear of His History He's afraid his past will come back to haunt him. Has he been married before? Does he come from a broken home? He needs to know that just because his ex-wife ran off with a rich doctor, or his parents fought every day, doesn't mean his relationship with you will emulate that.

4. Fear of Your History He fears your past will come back to haunt both of you. Your past could be old boyfriends or an ex-husband, or even bad credit. He may fear that your prior actions can hold your relationship back. Try to pinpoint what part of your past he's most worried about and try to address those matters first.

5. Fear of What He Has to Offer Perhaps he's a pre-law student, waiting tables at the local eatery, and he is seeing only what he can give you now. You, on the other hand, can see the big picture - the two of you working together as a team to get each other through this time. Let him know the skimping you go through now will be that much sweeter when your goals are accomplished together. Often what's not readily seen is what sabotages relationships. Don't let fear ruin your life together! Use these guidelines and manifest a fantastic future!

I will never let you go

I will never let you go..

by Zaarah Jasmin on Saturday, Jun 14, 2009 at 04:08am

I couldn't talk how I feel think
It's guilt that make me down
I think of you at the same time
I just wanna be free
From messing with your heart...

[chorus]
I can't give you happiness
Than just talk on how I feel
And make your head spinned
With things that I say...


[verse]
I regret and maybe you just tolarete
cause I made you happy long time ago
Now i want more And more of you
So It take the innocent of our friendship
And I dont know how to get it back...

[chorus1]
I'm down and I couldn't talk how I feel
cause of the thing that worry me
(thing that worry me)
Is i can't have you
But you are mine In a world
Very closed to my heart...
More this more that
More this than reality
And I just want It to last...


[bridge]
Such love with you In any way
no matter I do everything
Just to make you mine
It doesn't matter how far
we are from each other
I'll always be there
cause I will never let you go...


[chorus2]
I would do everything
It doesn't matter even
If i have to cross the ocean
As long as I could hold you
near to my heart...
(It doesn't matter how far)
I'll always be there for you
cause I will never let you go...

lyric was written by me, a song of my heart シ

Is he seeing someone else..

• Are you in a relationship that is full of doubt and confusion? Perhaps there is someone else in the life of your lover.
• Here are 10 signs that your partner may be spending time with another love interest.

• 1. He no longer calls just to check in with words of endearment.
• 2. He's too busy to return a text message or voicemail.
• 3. He doesn't answer his phone when you're around.
• 4. He doesn't want you to leave any of your personal belongings at his home.
• 5. He's busy during times you usually spend together and too tired to hang out.
• 6. You find things in his home that neither of you use.
• 7. Friends casually ask, as if they already know something, if the two of you are still together.
• 8. He's suddenly very concerned about his privacy.
• 9. He makes much less effort towards you -- for example, last year you received a dozen red roses for your birthday; this year you received a card and a candy bar.
• 10. He mentions another woman frequently in conversation. These clues may suggest that your partner is cheating, or that your relationship has shifted somehow.

• It may be time for you to step back and do a little soul-searching.

• Where do you want your life to go and how can you create that life?

• What kind of relationship do you want in your life?

• Does it include someone who is unfaithful to you? Your relationship may or may not be over, but some reflection is needed to answer these questions in order to pursue the life, love and partnership that you deserve.

• ''To love or not to love the choices is yours.''

I do whatever the voices in my head ask me to do..

Who do you think you are?

"His gone..no time to regret.."

When HE first met her HIS own soul was convinced that she is the one to share HIS soul with but now that HE was angry-then HE overlook the things that HE liked. So-it is HE who ate too much, drink too much of her soul HE drained her beauty..!! "You are your own situation see the good in others so that you can find the good within yourself.." “My men,and I we fight!Checkered fields of black an white day and night ! Our soul plunge into pools of deceit! Whispers of betrail-battles-brilliance-mixed of what will float this day checkmate; your thoughts are mine ..” Why am I reposting this darn entry again.. Should I or Shouldn't I? Should I be kind or Should I be heartless? Why something good can hurt so bad? But time is waiting and a girl has to do what a girl has to do is to tell them that sometime hurt comes from people one we love most if we was nobody then we wouldn't get hurt. (--and have you ever try to listen to the song the universe is singing? try it, its beautiful....--) "How many really know what love is? millions never will, do you know until you lose it that it's everything that you are looking for..."

Do love complete the incompleteness?

Do love complete the incompleteness? Yes.. love do completed the incompleteness although sometime it may also hurted one's feeling's and broken someones heart for instance when there is a situation arise and when the relationship gone bad.Just like season's changes from summer to winter, rainy and cold and so on that's how it works love will makes a person complete and whole again when there is love. But when love is gone thus when it's slipped from your hand just like a quick-silver it's not the end of everything cause you still have life to carry on,with life you still could heal your heart. By time it heal love will grow's again inside's you and it always continues as long as you'll don’t lose your faith. Remember one thing never give up on someones so easily and most important of all is you must learned how to faced-up the reality. I’m sure in some place there is “soul-mate”when both partner meet you think you already have an ideal relationship after your first meeting you only have to be a good lover to be attentive understanding and tender to make your partner happy with trust and share it with all your passion you can be together. Who know’s someday and somehow when love come back you'll find yourself someone you could share imperfection and incompleteness. In life everything you need to realize your dreams is right inside you it’s inside us there is nothing wrong to dream for dream is harmless and it is reality. Just live your dreams today and make beautiful things happen cause when we trust ourselves enough great thing’s will begin to unfold the palm of our hands.

Question to be answer

Feel’s good to be tough huh..? One can act like a dull for once but not at the second or third times cause three is poison and are you ready to slapped by a person..? Why there are some people walked away from their relationship cause they find it's no point at all to commited themselves when the other party is still not very sure of what kinda relationship is they wants from their partners for some of them just cant decided whether they should go for a normal friendship or should go for love. They find it's so very hard to be sure and to figured out what is they actually wanted for their relationship that is why some just choose to walk away from relationship and leaving the victims with all the question marks un-answers. Cause most people runs away from problem not to solved their own problems but there’s one thing they have never known and also forgotten to think that one can never hide from the fact no matter where they are trying to hide the dirty little secret's it still gonna show it’s true colors. And here I boldly stated again about so-called long term love which may lead one into marriage and so on is to find out what is your partner primary love is once you’ve find out the next level is the secondary love which is understanding what is your partners needs and give it to them. That’s how the chemistry works on ones love and why it is very important in everyones commitment cause when there is no chemistry there would be no feeling and when there is no feelings there be no more love and when there is no more love there is no way to have your own stable commitment and relationships and love does never worked out as what you have expected them . The other issue of some failed relationship is jealousy cause sometime it really can turn out someone life into a disaster and the bad thing that always will take a cost on jealous is when it have to takes away a partners freedom. For not everyone could tolerate some might want's to have a mental companionship and if you really want to get back your relationship first try to make peace with them. ("--the war that happened to you in your past and subject yourself in order to find your way to greatness cause it's the key to who you really are--") Once you make peace of them perhaps by then you will find's out the answers and what you want's for your relationship also you would know what is good and the best for you. “NO PAIN NO GAIN” so “BE TRUE TO YOURSELF”.

Solve the equations? think about it!!

There are time you just have to speak up what is inside your mind and try letting out your feeling’s with your ways cause it’s one of good thing you can do to avoid yourself from feeling down and putting yourself into a heavy stressed.

And here's I tell ya, what sometime you need to asked yourself this question what is your purposed in your life? to wait for thing’s to happen or make something happens then slowly look for the answer.

As i've always taught to myself that one will never know what they are looking for unless they itself go and search for it!

Because sooner or later and maybe after you still got to seek out for answer you just can’t stood there and only wait for some miracles to fall from the sky.

You got to do something so even if theres any troubles that might comes to you well at least you are prepared to face it and you know what to do with yourself also on how can you deal with them.

It's you are the one who will decided what to do and also what you dont have to do so let your own self creates something for your fate not others people and always put in your mind that never let anyone to made a choices for your best and what not good for yourself cause it's your life you are born with it only once on your lifetime for to regret it later wont gain you anything than only pain and sorrow.

Eventually you’ll realize that you're about making a huge mistakes when it's already too late to undo the things which is already have been done.

Remember to always think once or twice atleast think until you are ready then decide it once you are sure about what you want dont let others people to made the decissions for yourself cause if you do the answer sometime is just very bitter to accept so always think about it.

You know it is way hard to pretend infront of everyone that you were all alright and that there is nothing they need to worried about for you’ll be doing just fine.

But you know you are only forcing yourself to, act like nothing was wrong and talk like everything is seem perfect and also pretended like theres nothing hurted you.

Cause it is only you who knows what is lying from the outside to compare on what you feel inside, sometime it is also different from what we are thinking on mind.

Those kind of feeling is just very difficult for someone to cope’d specially when you have to swallow everything by your own cause it feel’s like damn, why there is a big pain that stucking on your sorry ass, right?

Then you came to think and asked yourself when could you get all those shit end? and you hope for it'll be over soon because you couldn't stand the suffering it's been really hurtful and you just cant take it anymore.

You want nothing else than to let go all those feeling’s out from your chest even if you have to scream it out loud it wont matter anymore.

Just for instance when you dont have to give any damn about what some people might going to think and said to you cause what's really matters is as long as you feel's good.

Well everything that happen to us they happens for a reasons and it is another cycle of life for ones to learned in the journey of their life's so that whatever comes always remember that all you have to do is to get over with it for that experience in your life probably can change you and also could change someones life for it's better.

Not only your present life now but also for the coming future always bear this in your mind never let anyone to hurt your innocent feelings again and took advantage on yourself.

"One minute you're dreaming, the next you're dream has become your reality It was the best of times, If only someone had told you"

What makes a MAN a MAN?

To be a man: You've got to respect all others fight when needed back-off when necessary show compassion when needed help and listen when desired and show feeling's if need to be. To know his limitation as a human being and respect others a man does not disrespect woman he does not take advantage even if they would allow it. A man has self-respect, A man doesn't produce children unless he is capable of being there to raise them. A man realized he will always be attracted to others woman and his matured enough to not act on that once his in a committed relationship. A man is a real man when he is able to listen to his woman when she say's no and he back-off and doesn't forced her into anything he is most definitely a man when he does NOT HIT a woman. He must be honest, strong doesn't change his views to suit whom ever he is with. A man is true to his word if he say he will do something he does it!!