Changes is GOOD - Mello

Mello is back here again after so long - OK i forgotten my password again. HAHA

Don't ask me why i do look different cause I didn't go for any plastic surgery. I'm a change person. Because everything changes with time as it goes by, not only our looks are changing, our age are changes too! 

But one thing that will never change for sure is this, I am who I am for better or worst I am still the same person with the same soul inside my body. And if you see any changes in me, it's probably because I choose to be a better person now than what i wasn't before.

I've been mocked down. I've been broken. I've been hurt and I've been through a lot of painful experience. But still here I am right now standing on my own and smiling just to hide away all those unbearable pain inside me.

Once i was weak, innocent and naive. They take me for granted and took advantage on my innocent kindness. TIME does changes people, from good to bad nor bad into a better one's.   

TIME had changes me cause i'm no longer a person that you can easily break down and taken for granted. 

Blah blah blah.. =D

Time fly so fast but memory last. I cant believe it's been an ages since the last time i came here, those day's back then I did say something about how impossible for me to quit blogging and stop writing. I guess i was wrong. As time goes by It just happen that I lost interest in blogging. I'm not sure why whenever i came to read everything that i once had written on this blog I just felt so very emotional and sad. Probably is just because there is too many things that sadden me in the past. But I came here today not to talked about the past, In fact I came here to cherish everything that i had in this blog whether it is happy or sad it doesnt matter.  Cause what matters to me right now is that I am a happy person and whatever happen in the past i came here to embrace it cause what's done is done and I'm moving on. 

So this is me, after so many years. Hehe don't you think that i had grown much matured than the last time i been here or I am still the same Mello that never change haha. =D

Mello here..

Hello everyone, it's been awhile since the last time i post something on this blog. I miss blogging, miss all my friends here though but what can i say ever since i stop blogging for sometime i lost my interest to write hehe. But i will be back for sure and will make a new come back a new chapter of life and new story to tell.

The thing is ever since my blog pictures all went missing it upset me and i don't know how to get all those pictures back. Those memory i cherish the most is gone to nothing. What do you think? should i make a new blog or just continue posting here? i'm not sure if it's right to post my new story of my life here in this blog cause it remind me so much of my sadness hahaha. Whatever is it i'm happy that i still remember the password to this blog. =D

Morning classes with sisters at Pusat Pengajian At Taqwa

Early morning today I woke up early and went to class yes, class. Me and my sister are studying about Islamic subject now ever since we move to Johore Bahru, lot of things change. Life change and so my lifestyle I'm no longer a free hair person. I'm wearing my hijab now and covering my aurah. I feel calm and safe like this and I want this feelings to last I want to learn more about Islam and whatever reffers to islam Insha ALLAH.

That was my sister and she is my classmate hehe..

Three sisters studying together I'm the eldest among them all of us went to the same class together.

Alright, I'm gonna see you all again on the next post this all for now.

Assalamualaikum... :-)

I am back - after 2 years and half here I am again..

Finally I am back..

Few years I been missing from this blog without saying goodbye or notice. But here I am now, I finally get my blog back but unfortunately all the old pictures was missing. It's sad but it's okay will make more post with new pictures new story about my new life. 

Yeah, I have change I'm no longer a girl who use to spend all my time on blogging like ages then, I'm  finally married..!!  I been married for over a years now still newly wed haha, nah just kidding.  But I'm happy cause I make my dreams come true, my life is better now. I'm no longer alone, my parents live with me and all my sisters too. Alhamdulillah, all the blessings are came from you ya ALLAH. 

There are more to tell on my next post till then will tell you all more story.

Assalammualaikum!! :-)

Gadget Shopping!! - Dear GOD thank you for today!!

I've done some gadget shopping with my pumpkin today so tired my leg is paining due to too much walking but it's worth it he he he.. cause i finally decide to change from blackberry to samsung note ll.. You know mello love this symbol so much the ( ll ) ha ha i bet this note ll suited me well.

Bold for you... =D

This is mine with purple casing nice or not..??

I bought this for my sissy hope she love it!! :-) work smart okay!!

Gwiyomi with my kuchi - kuchi HAHAHA.. picture version

Just another random pixies with my baby!! 

I snap this pictures a moment ago my kitty want to camwhore with me posing like silly again doing gwiyomi..gwiyomi in a picture version so funny right HAHAHA..

Anyway advance happy weekend to all my lovely readers thank you for dropping by my page yeah!! xoxo :-)

Me acting silly - I'm inlove with RED!! + BLACK

Camwhoring again nothing to do, so here I am acting silly to the maximum..

I think I'm inlove with red and black today!! 

My lipstick is RED + BLACK

My dress is RED + BLACK

My wedges is RED + BLACK

OHMG I'm lady in RED + BLACK HAHAHAHA...

PASIR PUTIH SEAFOOD RESTAURANT, PASIR GUDANG

Best sangat makan kat restaurant nie, suasana dia yang tenang sebab betul-betul dekat dengan laut yang paling best sekali makanan dia semua menyelerakan.

Ada banyak lagi lauk actually soup tom yam, omellete egg, dan ABC air dia pun sedap fruit juice tapi tak sempat nak snap gambar hahaha sebab dah lapar sangat apa lagi makan lah...!!  Lain kali nak makan sini lagilah.... I love this place.... :-)

Spicy sambal chicken - Meet - Long beans with coconut milk and chicken liver

This is what i made for my dinner just now spicy sambal chicken i cooked it for my mom and sissy mom asked me where did i learned to cooked it?? then i said. I've only learned it today a short while ago using my imagination and then I laugh so hard cause she couldn't believe that I know how to cook already cause the last time what she can remember is, I only know how to eat HAHAHAHA..

Long beans with coconut milk and chicken liver

I've inspired by ms.nava k recipe she made the same dishes like this but the one she make is mix with prawns so I only change the prawns to chicken liver the rest of ingredient's are same. 

Kitty say : I'm a NO 1 BN supporter!! for kitty BN club =D

Kitty say's : I'm a NO 1 BN supporter!! for kitty BN club

Semangat betul my kitty nie siap tunjuk muka garang lagi kerek seh!!! HAHAHAHA.. Tak dapat duduk dalam bakul PM pun takpe "AKU JANJI" tetap menyokong kata kitty.

PM love cat said kitty that's why kitty is giving support,
 Long live BARISAN NATIONAL...

Those day and now winks winks - Just another random pixies

Hello it's me again - Ha ha ha do i look different in this pictures?? oh well it's an old pixies of me wearing beige color long sleeves as I can remember I was having my lunch  at "Line Clear" penang when my pumpkin snap this pictures for me this was few years back i think. I use to be fair before I got the sunburn riding around penang island crazy huh.. And look at me in this pixies, I think I do look like mocha skincolor because of the sunburn it's served me well yeah??? that's how crazy I can be!! I dont't even care even if my skinned got burned out in the sun ROFL..

And this is me again - I took this picture while I was working and i'm wearing the same exact color which is beige just like at the above pixies, I think beige become my additional favorite color now and yeah finally I am fair again LOL ha..ha after few years waiting inside the aircond i got back my used to be skin and i'm happy about that winks - wink!!

It's the "Paint Less" Me...

Just another pictures of me  =D

Good morning to all of you happy friday,
and advance happy weekend to all my lovely readers,
 thank you for dropping by my page!!

April 20 - Happy # 3 Years Old BDAY Kuchi-Kuchi

Happy 3 years old birthday my baby kuchi-kuchi i hope this little pressie from me makes you happy and become another meaningful day for you to remember.

 She's a big big girl now.. =D

 Awhhh.. she is making a wish, and what it would be...??? kitty say it's secret shhhhhhh...shhhhhhhhh... =D

Kissy kissy and huggy huggy for my baby kuchi-kuchi we love her so much, but where is mikey..?? asked my baby.. OH dear, mikey don't know how to celebrate birthday ROFL but we'll teach him how to be good boy ya, just be a little patient on him yeah HAHAHA.

She already make her wishes now time to blow the candle and dont forget to whisper your wishes in the air baby kuchi-kuchi.. :-)

I wish..I wish..I wish.. may all her wishes comes true..

My weird pictures - why is my hair glowing like a stardust

My weird pictures - why is my hair glowing like a stardust!! ROFL

 Okay i didn't edit that it's just happen when i tooked this picture.  It's supposed to be black not like that,  Strange it never happen before LOL, or maybe  there is something wrong with my webcam camera  HAHAHAHA..  

Till the shiny day - A poem for you..

Even..

After..

All this time..

The Sun never says..

To the Earth..

" You owe me.."

Look..

What happens..

With a love like that.

It lights the whole sky..

Run - Leona lewis

 "Run"

[Snow Patrol cover]

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

It takes only 30 SECONDS - # My self - Motivation #

It takes only 30 seconds for someone…

To THINK negative 
To made mistakes 
To meet the wrong choices
To CHOOSE the bad options
To make a wrong judgement
To make others looks like a jokes in front of everyone else
To take REVENGE over JEALOUSY and ENVY- A long stored GRUDGE

It takes only 30 seconds for someone…

To HURT
To lies
To take advantage on people INNOCENT kindness
To RUINED a beautiful dream
To destroyed a LIFE
To KILL a pure heart

It takes only 30 seconds for someone to do it…

But it take a whole lifetime for someone to realize every of it, above all the ugly truth and for all the 30 seconds stupidity they did at once upon a time ago is actually wrong.

Until one day came when they have to wake up everyday in the morning for 30 years and live each day of their lifetime with FULL OF REGRETS. 

                                 They said sometime a trouble is friend :

                        But a lie is still a lie, regardless of the reason behind it.

THEY can say and tell everyone that they did it for the good cause but the point is, THEY STILL DID IT FOR THEIR OWN GOOD BENEFITS AND SATISFACTION.

1. #30 seconds to WARS
2. #30 seconds to DESTROYED AND TO LOSE EVERY THING
3. #30 seconds to CHANGE THE GOOD INTO BAD, AND BAD INTO UGLY ONES

BUT IT TAKE A DECADE TO FIGHT OVER PEACE AND PURITY.

#A note to myself - Motivation#

I AM...

I am... Persiya A.

All these year's I never revealed my real name online, why...?? Cause I have a very weird name, but some of them tell me it's unique and rare. Which mean's not many have a name like me huh?? ROFL.

My godmother name me after persiya when she adopted me ever-sinced i was still a baby. She gave me home love and comfort and everything that a little girl could ever dream on thank you for everything mother and wherever I go, what ever I do you'll always live inside my heart. 

I love 7, and you name me after 7 letters name, you understand everything about me ever-since i'm born into this world,  he..he my real mom love's this name too!! she said it's sounded like prince of persia OMG, i bet my mom was too obssessed with that movie ha..ha..ha  

Oh yeah, during the past month i created another alternate username for my blogger account.

( Reisha Myeiszell )

That name mean alot to me too cause each name has it's own meaning and story behind it, here's the secret it's more like an anagram he..he..

REIS - was taken from my real name the 4 letter's.
SHA- misha, my pet name ever since i'm a kid.
M- it's for michelle a naughty girl gone decent.
YEIS- another 4 letter's from my name.
Z- for my lovely zaarahjasmin.
ELL- OH!! don't forget mell the mars mell-0 girl ll.

That's where i've actually get the idea and then I combine all the letters from each name I use before, how can i forget them..??? those name has become apart of my life and each name has it's own story. :-)

Mello kerabu salmon

Ingredient A

Salmon only the meat ( marinade with vinegar for 3-4 minutes then put the salmon aside)

Ingredient  B

2 Tomato – cut into small pieces
1 Onions -  shredded
1 mango
1 lemongrass – cut into small pieces
1 Bunga kantan - cut into small pieces
2 lemon
4 lime
7 chilli
coriander leaves
Sugar ( for taste if needed)

Method:

Mixed all ingredient A and B together and ready to served
( recommended to eat it when it’s cold tasty yummy).

My invention rasanya sama macam kerabu kaki ayam cuma perbezaannya yang ni salmon!! :-)