Everyday in my life

Every morning as I wake up from sleep I open my eyes and take a deep breathe and close my eyes again and open wide the first thing that i would do is feel grateful and thankful to god for what I have yesterday is a great things to keep in memory and to remember that whenever I felt down and alone all I have to do is re-called back every wonderful moment’s in my life and taught myself that if I fall i will not stumble I must held high and stay strong to keep my two feet back on the ground and never ever give up though at times life’s not always smoothe, I make a wish and whisper it inside my heart that hopefully in every ways and every day in my life will always begin with a smile and remain wonderful like a sunshine’s and colorful as the rainbow.

Every morning as I get up from the bed I’ll walked to the balcony I open the window and looked at the skies then realize one thing about how magnificent and beautiful is the world if all people are start living their lives with a little smile and peacefully not fighting and insulting, not hurting and judging one another by their own standards and then they start telling everyone that the world is a darkest place, try imagined all this? was there anything wrong to live the life we want with no wars only peace because everyone is deserved to live happily without nothing to worry.

Every morning as I’ve done taking my bath I would think of what to wear, grab the hairdryer and dry my hair and dress myself with lovely and fancy dresses I have and looked into the mirrors and say's “ the girl I saw in the mirror she is now grown up she must be matured and have self-confidence to think positives and that she must love herself and feel good about what she have and always believe in herself that she will be great someday and always remember to keep in mind that nobody’s perfect everything has it’s own defect.”

Every morning as I finish cleaning up everything I take a cuppa’ coffee and slowly reached my hand onto my blackberry and scroll to the inbox and smile with full of joy while reading a lovely messages written so dearly and then scroll down the keypad and look at the senders name showing on the screen and smile at once that every morning messages and all those wishful greeting’s I received mostly are sent by him from my dearest soul the love of my life and feel so much happy that every morning I waked up I think of him and expect for a nothing else in returned than knowing that every morning he wake's up his thinking of me too whenever and everytime I think of him.

“What most important of all that every morning and day in my life is shiny and bright!!”

Dear Dream Angel

Some actually believes that if we love's someone we've first must learn to let them go cause if they comes back to us it means we finally found a true love. So do we try to catch it with all our forced then grab them close into the very next of our heart and never let go.

Because some say’s true love and happiness only comes once a lifetime and that’s why we’ll must treasure each wonderful moments and every minute and beat of time we have while we’re all are still alive It happened that at times we became one of those victims of the circumstances and when this happens to ourselves we start blaming the world about how unfair life's are sometimes can be, does anyone asked for a life which like living in hell?

No, coz there is nobody who would wanted to live their lives unhappily unless there is someone else who ditch yourself into the unhappiness situation. Those people out there are sometimes crazy and also brutal and they don’t have a heart some only think of their feelings and themselves.

I guess we’re all are just too naïve even if we are already a grown people but there’s still some piece of innocent part living inside us. My life has never been easy on me and my faith is once had lost long long time ago but I tell myself that this are only a beginning coz I’ll do anything to fight for my life and if I stick to my courage and principles somehow I know that my life path would change more better and much more brighter than yesterday.

We all can wish about so many things in these life but we still have to take action for something that we dream and wish to have and so we must go and strive for it!! There are time’s we keep falling and that we keep trying to stand up but then at the second time we fall again and try to get back on the ground and hold still and “ till then it’s the same story again told from time to time and at the end we’ve might win only time will tell” and until we get old or so die is also the same only time could ever tell what is going to happen next.

As for now I’m happy to say that I’ve finally found my real and true love, mylife has totally change after leaving the pass and everything back all behind the grudges that I’ve kept for so long inside me, I’d threw it all away and let go all anger and the heavy burden that for so long I've carried with me and so now It's time for me to wash It all away, far away.

For I still believe that everyone is deserve to have a second chances to change and to fixed their lives for it's better and not for it's worst..


“For the LOVE of my LIFE.. I would never give up for it is LIFE..”