Till The Secret Of Eternal Theophany Revealed The Ancient Soul of Reisha Myeiszell :-)

The ancient soul of Reisha Myeiszell 

I'm a RESPONSIBLE person 

Always EAGER and ready to learn

A fast learner have an INCREDIBLE thoughts
A curious ones and always thirsty for knowledge

My dream is to become a SUCCESFUL WOMAN someday!!

Just like my late beloved godmother. I remember the day when she had to sent me away to some place that is really far far away from where we ought to live and she place me with one of our closest related family until she got back from her business trip. My godmother  try very hard to convince me not to felt sad for that it wont take too long she told me that i would be living there only for temporary of time. My godmother try the best way to explained to me the reason and for that i have no choice than to live there and wait for her to get back from the business trip and only then she and i could returned to our real home. Seem's like my godmother have been planning it for so long as she want me to see for myself that there are people in this world who live their lives in the hard ways yet some of them still could live their life happily with a little smile and a huge laughters. I've been place there to  learned how to live with those families for awhile. I was still too young and naive, I didn't get to understand my godmother intention for placing me there.  I cry and cry hard as i could as i thought she didn't want me and dont love me anymore. But she had to leave me there and she made me a promise that in no time she would return to take me back home as soon she got back from her business trip and then convince me again that when the right time come she will come back and take me home with her.   

As time goes by the more day's i get to spend and live with the families, I then finally begin to slowly understand the situation and why my godmother had decided to sent me away to live there with the families. But as when i thought of it again i was just a kid and still not matured enough to understand how does it feel like if i were to live myself there longer within the kind of hardest situation like it or not i shall be prepared to face it. I've learned alot from what i seen and been through at the same time. That's where i came to understand that sometime life can be so hard and not everyone is blessed and fortunate to have everything they want in life. I try to look for an answers and then found out the reason and some truth for myself to the question that hunt me everytime. Why my godmother made the decission to sent me away to live together with that family and for what reason i'm sure that my godmother did it for a good reason. A reason that would change the way i see thing's in life. I've then know's why she have to place me there and for whatever is it i'm so sure that she did what she have to for my own good sake. I learned how to live in the hardest way and situation by experiencing the hard life that i never even asked for  but we all came to this world to learned and accomplished our mission in life whatever is it life must go on god will always be there to hear our prayer out. I've also learned too many valuable lesson from my godmother at my young age and the only thing she tell me that someday i will understand why it has to happen someday when time come and she also advice me and remind me again about everything that she had thought me to make a good use of whatever i learned and she remind myself again to keep in mind that whatever comes along never give up so easily and to always be thankful and appreciate every single and little thing that had been given to me by the almighty creator.  I admit that ever since i was a kid i have everything that a little girl could ever dream on and wanted in her life.  My life are so full of colours, love, and happiness,  and because I have two  great and loving mother who always be there for me and cherished me everything.   

I guess my godmother did it cause she is worried about how i would become if someday i grow up alone and without her there to guided me through and because she dont want to see me lost out of the path and guidance.  As i have been already get used living the kind of lifestyle, and for that I would never be able to accept living the hard life and because I always get all the thing's that I want, and I would never learned to be independent myself,  as she also have  a huge point there she want me to be able to live my life even though when she's gone and can't no longer be there to protect me and care for me she have nothing to be worried anymore as i'm already capable to take good care of my ownselves. She never want me to get too spoiled with all the good's thing's around me and then she told me that nothing comes easy in this life, some people out there will rather use us to get what they want, and some of these people will take away everything that we had just like a quick-silver. She had thought me this earlier before she say goodbye and left this world. She told me that not all of the good things stay forever as there are some things in this world that dont last forever. I love you mom, you're my inspiration to carry on living and to keep on walking my life ahead i will remember everything that you had thought me in life,  i will be strong againsnt all odds and even how many times that i have been fail,  it would never be the end of everything yet.  For i always believe that there is alway's a new hope and chances for those who want to change their life into a brighter tomorrow just look around, for a miracle  could happened everywhere as long as we keep on trying again and again. 

HAPPY, we all know that happiness doesn't always come as we wish and want to but i always believe that we aren't born in this world to suffer the life, we are also sent to this world to seek for happiness, to learn our lesson and accomplished the mission that has already been written in our destiny from the day when we are born. And for all I know there is always a happy ending out there for each one of us!!

ADVENTUROUS  life is one of my greatest challenge in which i'm destined to faced through in this journey because for all i believe when there is a will there is always a way to get what we want!! Nothing is actually impossible when we always believe in ourselves.

Make a note to oneself:  

Think, imagine and re-create the things that you wanted to go for and achieve in life. Now what are you waiting for..?? Dream a better dream and work it hard!!

Mellona shrimp soup with soo hoon that's what i called it!!

My meal for today, I called it mellona soup!! ha..ha..ha how does it look, better and eatable huh..?? It's me and my sissy invention the second time we made this though the first one is only vege soup a mixture of cabbage and mashrooms well it does turned out good as well and today i upgraded the recipe again from vege soup i added some shrimp, carrot, maggi stock, and soh hoon on it.  He he i will enlist the full ingredient next time.

My homemade Ginger chicken my upgraded version this is not my first time cooking this. If you asked me where did i learn to cooked it..?? My answer will be i use my imagination ROFL, by imagining all ingredient's before start cooking it and the above picture is what i came up, the taste turned out more better than the first made though HAHAHA.

But i won't deny that my inspiration in cooking is started when I often visitted Ms.nava K! blog I felt amazed looking at all her food's entry how colorful and beautiful the food look. Then one day i decided to made up my mind to cooked at home by trying some of Ms.nava-k recipe at her facebook pages though some of it look hard to make though but then i never give up yet, I try to imagine how to start cooking first and then by trying to recognize some of the ingredient which i never saw before and never know what it's called, I then wrote it down on a piece of paper and look for it at the hypermarket and then i start cooking and guess what i came up..??? wait let me add the photo below here.

The original recipe that i actually want to prepare is called ( Indian Okra Lady's Finger Curry By Ms.nava-k ). But then sissy insisted of adding chicken and so do myself cause i havent try cooking curry chicken without using coconut milk before this is my first time and it's Ms.nava k recipe, the last time i cook curry is like chinese style cooking i learned the recipe from a friend.  But for this one i follow the recipe of ms.nava-k all the ingredient's she mention in her blog post and it's good to know that the result and taste turned out yummy although i added some extra ingredient on it which is chicken and that is how it become a curry chicken with okra!! From that day onward i feel like cooking again and again and again he..he he..

Thank you Ms.nava-k for the inspiration. :-)