I miss you

I love you more than you’ll ever know,

NO words in any language are good

Enough to express what I felt for you,

And how much I adore you and misses you.

Okay I'll admit I miss this haircut!!

I have one slight question - Do i look better with fringe or without fringe?? he..he..

I'm thinking of cutting my hair again, I'm also thinking of new changes but i'll admit I miss the haircut above so damn much!! My hair is getting so long again, haihz!! 

2 candle 2 cupcake 2 years old Happy Birthday kitty!!

April 10, 2012

kitty says..thank you for celebrating her 2yrs old bday!! kitty love you all..

Baby look sad but inside her heart she happy cause we love baby sooooo soooo much!!!But baby was angry cause her second master was sick and didn't blow candle with her.

look at that face??? kitty cant wait to blow the candle whoaaa!! she's said it's okay, as long as i'm with her she won't be angry anymore.

hehehehehe...the best pixies of kitty for her 2 years old bday..

Happy Birthday To You My Kuchi - Kuchi Love We Love You So Much Much Much!!!

Broken angel - ZJ

There she is feeling lonely,

keeping her self faraway from everybody,

as she’s trying to look back,

at the thing’s around her,

her mind start to think,

in silence and asked oneself.

“how did this happen”?

''do she deserve anything in life''?

“why should people love me?

cause it make her feel guilty",

" do the broken angel deserve to love"?

She live’d in another world,

feel ashamed for many thing’s,

feel ashamed about the thing’s called reality,

They say sometime one feel

we've work for what we have and gain in life,

but, not for this little broken angel,

She’s in hiding,

she's in searching for the next road,

looking for her own way to become,

she live’d for free and enjoy the other dreamworld,

Steeply down her face,

she realize that she's about losing her track,

she start to think and then tell oneself,

people are working hard to get their dreams

and feel good about theirselves.

“ but I don’t deserve the life I’ve use’d to,

for everything seem’d had just turn me around,

my age and thing’s I’ve been doing,

just don’t match compare to the other’s"

Silently, she’d start to think then asked her self,

“ am I still a kid or something"?

She don’t know what she've want to be and that,

she just can’t hide from the world

and stayed alone all by herself for the rest of life,

Then slowly she throw her self into the ground,

and start's t to cry,

her tears just can't stop streaming from her eyes,

and then asking oneself,

the same question that kept's rewinding,

on her minds over and over.

"will I still found someone that I've could love'd again?

my heart Is hurt and no angel can fly with broken wing's"

ZJ

My old poem I've wrote this few years back ago,
 just wanna share this poem here in my bloggers :-)

The loneliest girl i've ever knew - ZJ

She had break her faith,
by the same breaking through,
she takes to play with fire,
then disappear,
in the deep end of silence,
yet, pretending that nothing
is hurting her,
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
she would sealed herself,
alone in her room,
she is crying inside,
sleepless every night,
thinking of the memories,
he’d left behind,
the pain,
the scar,
and the suffering,
could she cope’d everything?
the loneliest girl i’ve ever knew,
no one ever knows,
why does she cry on the floor,
she lying with a broken smile,
with tears in her eyes,
that become the one,
and only bestfriend..

By:ZJ

The video below remind me about this poem which I wrote once upon a time ago :-)

ARASH feat Helena- Broken Angel (Official Video)

Broken Angel lyrics (ft. Helena)

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

On n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

One n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

man dooset daram:
be cheshme man gerye nade
na, nemitoonam
bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely broken angel
I'm so lonely listen to my heart

On n' lonley, broken angel
Come n' save me before i fall apart

to harja ke bashi kenaretam:
ta akharesh divoonatam:
to , to nemidooni , ke joonami , bargard pisham :
la la leyli , la la leyli , la laaa :



Love this song so much, the lyrics really touch my heart :)

Kitty dancing wagon wheel watusi!!!

Shake....Shake...Shake ya booty baby... 

Have you ever seen a cat that pose like this?? LOLs..

Kitty is dancing like wagon wheel watusi!!!!! look..look..look at that hand HA HA HA

My baby kuchi - kuchi horoscope 

Aries (March 21 - April 19)

Dominant Traits: Adventure, Ambition, Assertion

The Aries cat is full of energy and often greets you with enthusiasm. The Aries cat is a loving creature with a sweet disposition and is seldom aloof. The assertive nature of an Aries cat requires that you be gentle, compassionate and fun loving. In the wild, the Aries cat would either be the leader of the pride or second in charge to a Leo cat. Always treat your Aries cat as an equal and never raise your voice or speak down to him/her --his/her ego will definitely be bruised.

Semalam...

Semalam adalah pengalaman

Dan esok adalah cabaran...

You do have choices ..

Sometimes life is hard but try not to make it even more harder by making all things harder. Just go with the flow, make your self happy with things you do daily, they say the only way to be happy is by being happy and wanting to be happy!!! How can anyone be happy as they want to be If they choose to frown instead of to smile?? Right.. :)

Ayat skema untuk pagi ini..

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk melakukan "sesuatu" atas kepentingan diri mereka sendiri.

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk meruntuhkan mahligai cinta dan kasih sayang yang sejati,

alasan mereka “dia bukan yang terbaik untukmu” 

Ibaratkan mereka ini lebih mengenali hati budi insan tersebut jika di bandingkan

dengan "dia yang sentiasa berada di sisi tak kira susah ataupun senang dia yang sentiasa sedia untuk menemani tak kira sejauh manapun destinasi, kerna hanya dia yang lebih memahami dan mengenali hati dan budi insan tersebut dan tanpa sebarang sebab dan alasan mengapakah dia harus menjadi mangsa keadaan situasi.." 

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

sanggup untuk menghina maruah dan harga diri seseorang itu atas kebongkakan mereka sendiri. Sehinggakan sanggup untuk membeli harga diri si mangsa keadaan situasi.

Mungkin si kejam itu ingat dengan wang ringgit yang di berikan itu mereka boleh memiliki apa saja yang mereka mahu termasuk pendirian diri insan tersebut begitu juga hati dan perasaan orang lain.

Kejam sungguhkan sesetengah manusia kat dunia ini??

tapi mungkin mereka terlupa untuk menggunakan akal dan fikiran mereka untuk berfikir seketika bahawa orang yang mereka anggap bodoh dan lemah selama ini adalah umpama ubi yang diam – diam berisi.

"Bak kata pepatah orang sekecil – kecil cili padi tapi kalau dah gigit kat lidah sendiri baru mereka tahu kan, apabila terasa ohh, pedasnya sampai menikam dalam hati. Terkena balik pada batang hidung dan muka sendiri dah tahu cili tu pedas yang dia pergi sibuk nak makan juga kenapa??? siapa suruh mereka cari penyakit sendiri.

Well, sebelum aku buat ending untuk entry ni, aku nak highlight sikit kat mereka - mereka yang berniat untuk mengkejami aku yang tengah duduk diam - diam kat gua ini. Sebenarnya aku ni pun kejam juga dan memang aku akui, tapi cara aku jadi kejam agak special sikit and only for those limited edition only. Aku akan berlaku kejam kat orang - orang yang tak habis - habis nak menyusahkan hidup orang..

"SO, dont harm me I wont harm you and if you do, I do what I could do too simple kan!!!"

Ahahahahaahaha..damn skema betul plak ayat aku pagi ini aku sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa tertiba aje aku nak type semua ni??? Ohhhh voices in my head.. suara ni dari tadi berbisik tak henti - henti kat dalam akal dan fikiran aku dan akhirnya terciptalah sebuah entry yang aku post khas untuk hari ini.

END of mumbling.